dead ends

all alone
starring at stone
nothing to do
nothing to say
its dark
with cold concrete under me
dusty and dark
just me
and my voices
and a sound
so clearly sounds as an ocean
the smell so salty
not sure if its morning
or evening

sounds shutter away
eyes start closing

a tear runs down my face
they care not
nor will they ever
maybe if I tried harder
or just made a better choice
close seems to only matter
in horse shoes and handgrenades
a explosion
of corrupted poison
laughing along
cause I don't care
damned if you do
damned if you don't

is this prison
or just a new freedom
settling isn't acceptable
and here I set
alone
I pin drops
to the ringing of my ear
and beside the place were I last slept
a note
read again
no remorse
for the broken
for they should take up
with themselves
and fix all there patches
they offer a hand
and profess a willing heart
then when you take there hand
they push you off
and I can do little more
than watch
and wait