Let this fight die Instincts will win Skin burrowing into flesh Two turned into one Intertwined bodies Both void of any soul To see you in such a moment To witness you in such a state Is shattering, who knew We were so fragile? What a goddamn lonesome love
One painful orgasm I hate you as much as I hate myself.
Can you hear screams coming from the forest behind my distressed house? They sound like they're far away They aren't they came from me It's just an echo reflecting A mirror of voices A mirror I wish I could break.
In some of us, it is engraved Beneath the outer flesh Behind a sequestered heart Manifested in the outpour Of love, of passion, of anger Once the excitement fades It's only myself and my darkness Flowers refuse to grow here Hollow and despondent It is instilled in my dim existence.
There is no therapy From behind the curtain Of masquerading adults Far from outgrowing childhood Feeling withdrawn In the coming dawn I unbutton my lips Just to fucking scream
It's the same words from the same people With their brotherly affectation To seem relatable With their old-testament rhetoric Fire and brimstone raining From a sky glowing cloudless Be the dreamless lawman Put out that red, angry eye Look toward heaven Not toward the sky
It's hard to remember when I smiled frequently I once was a helpless child I wasn't a pack a day smoker I wasn't paranoid of others I didn't have a reason to be I took value in promises I thought there was a heaven And everyone was going
I was four or five I think My life changed in a bathtub When the stranger undressed me He put his nude body next to mine And planted the darkness in my mind A mind I've long since lost In a forest of fears It isn't irrational anymore