You were gone from me
Out of my mind  
Maybe not entirely  
But enough that I was free  
To grow a new  
And different me  

Then you showed up  
Not casually  
Spoke of what you  
Want to be  
In my life  
Eternally  
 
Now my head spins incessantly  
Cannot see  
What’s in front of me
Trapped in the past’s fantasy
Out of my mind  
Entirely

I have this image of you,
Like an avatar I create
   We may never meet,
      but you've gone so deep
By the way. You look great

Shaped by your words
Into perfect little curves
        Such a sexy body

The only thing that's real
is the way you make me feel
         Your thought is my ecstacy

I read it, I feel it
It changes me internally
         Was that your intent?

Penetrate all you say
Into the deepest part of me
          Till all I can breathe is your scent
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