Junco
H. D. Jaster
H. D. Jaster
Poem Published
Today 3:57am
Today 3:57am
Blood Wasn't Enough
I see your blood upon my skin,
I faded out and back again.
I needed time.
You thought of me with hate and fire,
but I couldn't feel anything but desire,
for what was lost
Things aren't the way they were when I was happy,
and though I have tried so desperately
To find my peace
I'm stuck on you.
I'm stuck on you.
The last thing I want to do is think of you,
but your memory leaves me with no choice.
Five years is a long time to hurt over.
Four months...
I faded out and back again.
I needed time.
You thought of me with hate and fire,
but I couldn't feel anything but desire,
for what was lost
Things aren't the way they were when I was happy,
and though I have tried so desperately
To find my peace
I'm stuck on you.
I'm stuck on you.
The last thing I want to do is think of you,
but your memory leaves me with no choice.
Five years is a long time to hurt over.
Four months...
#grief
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
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BLAZE256
Poem Published
Today 2:21am
Today 2:21am
DROWNING
#sadness
#depression
#heartbroken
#drugs
#addiction
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BLAZE256
Poem Published
Yesterday 11:07pm
Yesterday 11:07pm
NUMB
#depression
#dark
#heartbroken
#drugs
#addiction
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She_Cares
Poem Published
Yesterday 9:22am
Yesterday 9:22am
Before I leave
Before I leave
Do you want to be together again?
Been 4 years,
See you one night a weekend,
Your more than that,
Let me show you.
I mean I love you.
I want a future with you.
It’s not what I want,
Now go to work.
oKaY
Heart dropped I actually felt the fall.
Keep your composure.
Put your shoes on,
Grab your keys,
You didn’t bring a bag or change of clothes,
You knew this would happen.
Walk out,
Say bye,
Drive away.
Before I leave,
Take one more look at his...
Do you want to be together again?
Been 4 years,
See you one night a weekend,
Your more than that,
Let me show you.
I mean I love you.
I want a future with you.
It’s not what I want,
Now go to work.
oKaY
Heart dropped I actually felt the fall.
Keep your composure.
Put your shoes on,
Grab your keys,
You didn’t bring a bag or change of clothes,
You knew this would happen.
Walk out,
Say bye,
Drive away.
Before I leave,
Take one more look at his...
#love
#relationships
#heartbroken #LifeChangingMoment
#heartbroken #LifeChangingMoment
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PittinixDesigns
Poem Published
26th Oct 2020 10:20pm
26th Oct 2020 10:20pm
I'll Die With A Broken Heart
Life made sense to me when I felt your touch
I thought you'd stay forever in my arms
You brought me short-lived happiness
I didn't know love before you found me
You took me close to a place like heaven
You were sweeter than a woman could be
Darling, you said that your love would save me,
But instead you came to end my life
I’ll die with a broken heart cos you left me
I can’t go on living without the love I had
Every day feels like my last day on earth
A life with prolonged sorrow isn't worth living
I remember you with...
I thought you'd stay forever in my arms
You brought me short-lived happiness
I didn't know love before you found me
You took me close to a place like heaven
You were sweeter than a woman could be
Darling, you said that your love would save me,
But instead you came to end my life
I’ll die with a broken heart cos you left me
I can’t go on living without the love I had
Every day feels like my last day on earth
A life with prolonged sorrow isn't worth living
I remember you with...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup
#heaven
#gratitude
24 reads
2 Comments
slipalong
Poem Published
25th Oct 2020 6:29pm
25th Oct 2020 6:29pm
Salome
White waterlilies, the pale beauty
decapitated, the heads seemed detached from stem
hovering, floating like childhood wishes
and in reality; the darkness of the pond.
Anchoring the self, in wonderment.
Mothers words, my life's book of commands
a woman's adolescent need, to be put to the sword
hot kisses dreamed, the rapid percussion
hard an stiff like starch, lay open the impenetrable fort.
Familiar tune, the record scratched and worn
the dog that sits beside the horn; obedient in need
Bitten, taut...
decapitated, the heads seemed detached from stem
hovering, floating like childhood wishes
and in reality; the darkness of the pond.
Anchoring the self, in wonderment.
Mothers words, my life's book of commands
a woman's adolescent need, to be put to the sword
hot kisses dreamed, the rapid percussion
hard an stiff like starch, lay open the impenetrable fort.
Familiar tune, the record scratched and worn
the dog that sits beside the horn; obedient in need
Bitten, taut...
#heartbroken
#SelfDiscovery
#AiOgwaga
26 reads
4 Comments
Complicated_Lay
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 9:46pm
24th Oct 2020 9:46pm
Forever
This longing for you wont stop
The thoughts of you make my heart drop
please hear me when I say
I really fucking miss you
You are my drug
You are my dopamine
I get high off your touch
Your kiss is like morphine
it takes away my pain
and now that your not here
Its driving me insane
You told me you didnt want me
and that shit hurt me deep
I can feel my heart breaking
its falling to pieces
And I can feel in my bones how much I want to make things right
You blame me for not trying
but how can i...
The thoughts of you make my heart drop
please hear me when I say
I really fucking miss you
You are my drug
You are my dopamine
I get high off your touch
Your kiss is like morphine
it takes away my pain
and now that your not here
Its driving me insane
You told me you didnt want me
and that shit hurt me deep
I can feel my heart breaking
its falling to pieces
And I can feel in my bones how much I want to make things right
You blame me for not trying
but how can i...
#hope
#heartbroken
64 reads
5 Comments
faithmairee
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 9:38pm
24th Oct 2020 9:38pm
I'm Not Your Puppet
You think
when you say jump
I should jump
and when you say
do it
I hop to it
You are forgetting
I'm not your puppet
I'm not your plaything
to do with
as you please
You're vain
and think everything
has to do with you
your wants
your needs
your sole desire
I am not
your puppet
No....
I am not your thing
You are an imposter...
when you say jump
I should jump
and when you say
do it
I hop to it
You are forgetting
I'm not your puppet
I'm not your plaything
to do with
as you please
You're vain
and think everything
has to do with you
your wants
your needs
your sole desire
I am not
your puppet
No....
I am not your thing
You are an imposter...
#heartbroken
#breakup
58 reads
5 Comments
buddydog
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 9:28pm
24th Oct 2020 9:28pm
Set Me Free
Depression can take you
Farther than those stones
It’s the emptiness of it all
Laying here in this field alone
Feathers that you left behind
I keep for wings of my own
Until I find the courage to fly
I hear the September wind
Blowing gently in my mind
Like reruns of you and me
Just kids lost along the way
I find comfort in them all
But they won’t set me free
Set me free
It’s more than the chain I bear
I wear this cross around my neck
Not a souvenir for the world to see
A reminder so the angels...
Farther than those stones
It’s the emptiness of it all
Laying here in this field alone
Feathers that you left behind
I keep for wings of my own
Until I find the courage to fly
I hear the September wind
Blowing gently in my mind
Like reruns of you and me
Just kids lost along the way
I find comfort in them all
But they won’t set me free
Set me free
It’s more than the chain I bear
I wear this cross around my neck
Not a souvenir for the world to see
A reminder so the angels...
#heartbroken
28 reads
1 Comment
Kaden_Malis
Kaden Malis
Kaden Malis
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 6:10pm
24th Oct 2020 6:10pm
Say goodbye
I feel so alive
I'll give anything a try
You can draw the line
But I'm not afraid to die
Keep those cheeks dry
I don't want to see you cry
Don't tell me lies
I see the truth in your eyes
You'll always be mine
Even though you're with that other guy
But you know you're right
I'll always have an excuse to be high
Don't close your eyes to the signs
It's no longer our time
Let's not ask why
And just say our goodbyes
I'll give anything a try
You can draw the line
But I'm not afraid to die
Keep those cheeks dry
I don't want to see you cry
Don't tell me lies
I see the truth in your eyes
You'll always be mine
Even though you're with that other guy
But you know you're right
I'll always have an excuse to be high
Don't close your eyes to the signs
It's no longer our time
Let's not ask why
And just say our goodbyes
#sadness
#heartbroken
#breakup
#MovingOn
#bittersweet
41 reads
2 Comments
I_IS_ME
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 2:22pm
24th Oct 2020 2:22pm
Conscience Shifting
How do you allow someone into your heart that don't even care
It's like a fucking wrecking ball has moved in there
Baby, what have I done to cause this type of pain
This love is intense borderline insane
Is there a sickness Boo messing with your mind
Just tell me Baby I'm a healer with time
I'll be there for you to nurture you
I'll lock myself in till I see you through
You have absolutely no idea what you mean to me
You claim that I don't love you, but you are my destiny
Stressing over that which is totally unnecessary ...
It's like a fucking wrecking ball has moved in there
Baby, what have I done to cause this type of pain
This love is intense borderline insane
Is there a sickness Boo messing with your mind
Just tell me Baby I'm a healer with time
I'll be there for you to nurture you
I'll lock myself in till I see you through
You have absolutely no idea what you mean to me
You claim that I don't love you, but you are my destiny
Stressing over that which is totally unnecessary ...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup #lover
#breakup #lover
35 reads
2 Comments
I_IS_ME
Poem Published
24th Oct 2020 4:12am
24th Oct 2020 4:12am
Equilibrium
You can't see the pain as dry tears fall
You can't hear as a muted voice calls
Can you hear me baby as my heart tears
Knowing you're no longer here to comfort my fears
Does it give you pleasure to destroy me bit by bit
To shred a heart built for you bit by bit
What is the use of a barren planet having a gravitational pull
Why would a lonely heart feel this full
I've came to the conclusion the heart is just like a sponge
Feed it love and affection, and your life's begun
But feed it hate and nothing but sorrow
And you...
You can't hear as a muted voice calls
Can you hear me baby as my heart tears
Knowing you're no longer here to comfort my fears
Does it give you pleasure to destroy me bit by bit
To shred a heart built for you bit by bit
What is the use of a barren planet having a gravitational pull
Why would a lonely heart feel this full
I've came to the conclusion the heart is just like a sponge
Feed it love and affection, and your life's begun
But feed it hate and nothing but sorrow
And you...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup
50 reads
2 Comments
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