Nothing Will Ever Be The Same

a history of memories
flash in my brain...
a horror movie being replayed
a quick strike of violence
and the entire world has changed
and now
nothing will ever be the same


a shattered trust
with a lifetime of pain...
with the loss of control
of anger
and rage
should have taken a deep breath
and just walked away
because now
nothing will ever be the same


to look in the mirror
and know who’s to blame
never-ending guilt
and feelings of shame
for that brief moment
of who you became
and now
nothing will ever be the same


there are no amount of words to ever explain
the reasons why you couldn’t refrain...
or what the hell caused you to go so insane
but now
nothing will ever be the same


I will never see you again the same way
and its breaking my heart
to feel this disdain
I love you so much
and that will not change
but
nothing will ever be the same