The beat take me back to long car drives on seemingly endless interstates Traveling home from a different state feeling connected by an invisable string pulling me back to Vermont and my hometown staring out the window at night watching the night grow longer and the lights burn brighter feeling the song rather than hearing it a sense of the past to easier times without a worry in the world when I was young and carefree along with my family pillows and blankets the lyrics make me feel suspended in time ...
My type of bad day involves worrying, anxiety, and depression
A constant state of "I can't do this" and "I'm just done"
The never ending Thought of "I'm not good enough"
My type of bad day involves my brain thinking "I'm going to fail at life" "I can't do anything right" "No one can know how bad I feel because then they will assume I just want attention" "Just smile, no one cares about your emotions, no one even talks to you. It's not...
Nothing hurts me more in this world Than seeing my big sis cry I wish I could take away your pain All I can do is comfort you the best I can But I know I'm not good at it I wish I could help more You are everything to me You have always been by my side Always so strong and confident I look up to you So when I see you cry and know there isn't much I can do to help It hurts I can't change why you are sad But I want you to know just how much I love you Out of all the people in this world You are...
I hate when I have work I need to get done but my mind can't seem to do it I'm so stressed and angry and frustrated that I can't finish my work I end up procrastinating and hating myself for it I try so hard to stay focused but nothing works and I can't sleep I just want to cry or punch something or scream
There is a certain feeling that accompanies long night drives a feeling I can't quite describe everything seems less real like I'm a million miles away all the lights seem distant as if darkness itself has changed our very existence a feeling of tranquility calm in a way that feels primal like this is how life should be a feeling of wondering endlessly in search of nothing mentally on a different plane just staring into the night
I was chasing you trying to talk to you trying to find the right words to say but you wouldn't stop you didn't give me a chance to talk you just kept running away
I couldn't keep up I had to stop and when I did I realized Even if I caught up you wouldn't listen ..... This was the third time that i've had this dream I think my mind is trying to tell me to move on it doesn't matter what I want to tell you no words can fix what happened to us
Stuck in a room Surrounded by chaos Forced to be civil Though I'm losing my mind It's very loud I'm trying to stay calm People all around Thoughts stressing me out Involuntary shaking Head hurting Losing my mind Trying to stay calm Forcing myself to breathe
Yes I know I take on more than I can handle Yes I know I stress myself out Yes I know I complain about what I get myself into Yes I know I give myself stress headaches Yes I know I get angry when I have too much to do Yes I know This is all my own fault
Have you ever stopped to consider I do this to myself for a reason
I'd rather get headaches and complain and be angry and be stressing over so many things