Chaotic Mind

It's that time again
One month till college
Time to start packing
Making lists
Thinking of what I can't forget
One month of my summer job left
Have to push through
Make some money to save
Spend lots of time with my mom
Once I leave, she'll be alone
Still have summer courses to get through
Don't loose focus
Somehow make it another month without seeing my love
Try to get in as many video calls as possible
Think of getting my tortoise to the dorm
And our cat
Waiting on people to email me back
Trying to get my Etsy shop more views
This might be my last shot at selling my art
Try not to get overwhelmed
Or anxious
Or depressed
College is soon
The dreams are about the future
The nightmares are getting worse
Trying not to think about my dad
Brain is running a mile a minute
So much to think about
So much to do in a month