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My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ circa 1979ish)
O' sweet little love
lifelike, were those lessons
that now... ache my womb
Author's Note
For Cold_Fusion's Short and Sharp comp.
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/competitions/read/12133/
I can still smell her little plastic powder scented body and feel the unmitigated joy, seeing her under the Christmas tree. I promptly took her for show-and-tell once Christmas break was over. I was totally one of those little girls that absolutely loved baby dolls. Once grown, I assumed that having children would always be so easy peasy, never second guessing it. Life definitely has it's own ideas and a way of not working out like little girl dreams, imagined.
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I can still smell her little plastic powder scented body and feel the unmitigated joy, seeing her under the Christmas tree. I promptly took her for show-and-tell once Christmas break was over. I was totally one of those little girls that absolutely loved baby dolls. Once grown, I assumed that having children would always be so easy peasy, never second guessing it. Life definitely has it's own ideas and a way of not working out like little girl dreams, imagined.
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- Edited 29th Jan 2022 7:45am
7th Dec 2021 6:57pm
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ ci
7th Dec 2021 9:39pm
You're very welcome, T.
I had to get across the importance my 6 or 7 year old self felt, when asking for this toy for Christmas.... it was THAT kind of "Red Ryder BB gun" needed desire. Hence, kinda cheating by putting it in the title.... lol... I am glad you enjoyed and found yourself remembering fond memories... ✨
This piece was a difficult emotional roller-coaster, indeed.
Deep thanks for coming along on the ride.
🌹 - B
I had to get across the importance my 6 or 7 year old self felt, when asking for this toy for Christmas.... it was THAT kind of "Red Ryder BB gun" needed desire. Hence, kinda cheating by putting it in the title.... lol... I am glad you enjoyed and found yourself remembering fond memories... ✨
This piece was a difficult emotional roller-coaster, indeed.
Deep thanks for coming along on the ride.
🌹 - B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ ci
Timeless treasures of childhood, so rich with enduring memories.
I love sentimental wistful poetry delivered so beautifully in so few syllables.
Very Powerful Sentiment.
Melancholic Masterpiece!
I love sentimental wistful poetry delivered so beautifully in so few syllables.
Very Powerful Sentiment.
Melancholic Masterpiece!
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ ci
7th Dec 2021 9:41pm
You absolutely nail it, FF.... It's a Topsy Turvy kind of sad and forlorn write.... Thanks for being here, dear sir. It soothes the pain a little...
🌹 - 💙
x
🌹 - 💙
x
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ ci
7th Dec 2021 7:25pm
hello beautiful Blue I got a baby alive when I was three I will never forget
then my sister put gum in her mouth and it got stuck...
this is a powerful write that brings back powerful memories of my sweet mommy
a schizophrenic she bought me the baby alive it was only gift under the tree...
she tried her best sadly in the end my dad raised me...
I will never forget her or that day...
thank you I feel your pain....
then my sister put gum in her mouth and it got stuck...
this is a powerful write that brings back powerful memories of my sweet mommy
a schizophrenic she bought me the baby alive it was only gift under the tree...
she tried her best sadly in the end my dad raised me...
I will never forget her or that day...
thank you I feel your pain....
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™ ci
7th Dec 2021 9:51pm
Ohhh, dear sweet lady.... Isn't it amazing how one item... a toy, can bring back such huge, impactful and truly life defining moments?!? Ones we can each pinpoint, even when we were so little ourselves. I am so sorry for the sadness that life brought to your door, as a child. The memory of this toy, seems so lovely to ponder.... mixed with the sadness of reality.... I giggled at the gum getting stuck . I think that was the demise of mine, I can't really remember... but I do I remember a tick tac that made noise, stuck inside... lol..at least I think it was.... haha...
I deeply love your words here...solidarity again, it seems.... all my warmest thanks, Brenda...
🌹 - 💙
xo
I deeply love your words here...solidarity again, it seems.... all my warmest thanks, Brenda...
🌹 - 💙
xo
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 8:36pm
Thankfully even i
Not being an Einstein
More related to the other end
Of that quantifiable scale
Can feel the power of the poet
As she quietly wages war
That screams and rages
At definable unjust injustices
My admiration soars
For the strength within
This Blue soul
🙏🙏🙏🙏💜💜
Not being an Einstein
More related to the other end
Of that quantifiable scale
Can feel the power of the poet
As she quietly wages war
That screams and rages
At definable unjust injustices
My admiration soars
For the strength within
This Blue soul
🙏🙏🙏🙏💜💜
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Ken
Your comments pierce profoundly into my heart and soul, infusing potent tenacity and a sense of relatable joy..... ahhh.... lovely.
I deeply thank you for that and your generosity of spirit. It's beyond a pleasure!
🌹 - 💙
xoxo
B
Ps... I'm just in love with Buster... his pic is epically endearing, to put it mildly. You must give him pets for me!!... Say hi to your goddess, too... 💋
I deeply thank you for that and your generosity of spirit. It's beyond a pleasure!
🌹 - 💙
xoxo
B
Ps... I'm just in love with Buster... his pic is epically endearing, to put it mildly. You must give him pets for me!!... Say hi to your goddess, too... 💋
Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Ken
8th Dec 2021 1:48pm
I had all this hugely though out reply ready to post to you last night. But we had this storm that blew out the power, it just came back on about an hour ago.
So my reply now is only a shadow of what it was, as I suffer from all kinds of memory failurs🙄,.
I am glad you like my comment, I wasn't sure how it would be received and I hoped I didn't overstep any borders.
Glad I could make you smile a little bit
💜💜💜
So my reply now is only a shadow of what it was, as I suffer from all kinds of memory failurs🙄,.
I am glad you like my comment, I wasn't sure how it would be received and I hoped I didn't overstep any borders.
Glad I could make you smile a little bit
💜💜💜
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Ken
8th Dec 2021 1:48pm
I had all this hugely though out reply ready to post to you last night. But we had this storm that blew out the power, it just came back on about an hour ago.
So my reply now is only a shadow of what it was, as I suffer from all kinds of memory failurs🙄,.
I am glad you like my comment, I wasn't sure how it would be received and I hoped I didn't overstep any borders.
Glad I could make you smile a little bit
💜💜💜
So my reply now is only a shadow of what it was, as I suffer from all kinds of memory failurs🙄,.
I am glad you like my comment, I wasn't sure how it would be received and I hoped I didn't overstep any borders.
Glad I could make you smile a little bit
💜💜💜
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 9:58pm
I completely remember the commercial for that Evel Knievel playset.... or maybe they redid it and released several versions of it like this baby doll... lol.... my oldest sister babysat a little boy who had it and we played with it and my barbie's corvette ... is that what she had?.... together... hahaha...
Funny what we remember!
Thanks Tim
🌹 - B
Funny what we remember!
Thanks Tim
🌹 - B
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7th Dec 2021 10:01pm
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Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 9:07pm
How strange. My first bout with disappointment was over a Baby Alive.
I wanted one and didn't get it.
There's a lot of depth and sadness to this short piece.
I wanted one and didn't get it.
There's a lot of depth and sadness to this short piece.
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 10:13pm
I was just saying how crazy it is that one toy... a simple item... can open up such a wellspring of enormous emotional intensity...I find that utterly fascinating. I guess it's more likely because we're all pretty close in age.... lol...
Your comments made my heart ache.... instantly... Ohh to learn that sad lesson that way.... no child should have to... (hugs)
Thank you for seeing within, nik
Very much obliged—💙
🌹B
Your comments made my heart ache.... instantly... Ohh to learn that sad lesson that way.... no child should have to... (hugs)
Thank you for seeing within, nik
Very much obliged—💙
🌹B
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- Edited 20th Dec 2022 8:45pm
7th Dec 2021 9:37pm
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 9:54pm
I LOVE this comment, Lt... It's exactly what I hoped and tried to do.... I really appreciate you saying so....
Truly.
Much thanks, my friend 🙏
🌹 - B
Truly.
Much thanks, my friend 🙏
🌹 - B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 11:05pm
Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
7th Dec 2021 11:50pm
Thanks for reading, Stoney.
I appreciate you stopping by and taking the time to leave your thoughts.
All the best, my friend 🙏
🌹 - B
I appreciate you stopping by and taking the time to leave your thoughts.
All the best, my friend 🙏
🌹 - B
Re: Re. My
8th Dec 2021 00:03am
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 00:34am
Am reserving this space for comment/compliment till the comp is finished Susan. for now i'll just say a quality entry.
:-)
:-)
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 4:03am
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 1:48am
The pleasure of shooting a B.B gun is interesting. Keep on writing you strong beautiful smart sexy woman.
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 3:41am
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 6:03am
Dear BV,
My favorite was the Chrissy doll. You could turn a knob on her back (which now I think of it is creepy) and her hair would grow. That is until I yanked it out to use on my own head because I wanted long straight hair. 😏
What I found most poignant and regretful was the undercurrent of dreams unfulfilled. Fate always seems to have a different plan. I was completely touched by a great deal of nostalgia from this sparkler but more importantly by what wasn’t written. This is a lovely poem. I wish you all the best in the comp. H🌷
My favorite was the Chrissy doll. You could turn a knob on her back (which now I think of it is creepy) and her hair would grow. That is until I yanked it out to use on my own head because I wanted long straight hair. 😏
What I found most poignant and regretful was the undercurrent of dreams unfulfilled. Fate always seems to have a different plan. I was completely touched by a great deal of nostalgia from this sparkler but more importantly by what wasn’t written. This is a lovely poem. I wish you all the best in the comp. H🌷
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
9th Dec 2021 2:19am
Hey there H ;)
Omg.... I loved Chrissy!! I'm the youngest out of three girls , so I think she was my oldest sister's doll.... I completely flashbacked to her!! There was another doll who's eyes changed color when you pulled her string, (I think?!?) that I was terrified of... haha.... I can't remember her name.... ewww creepy!.... I love your poor Chrissy doll's story and the demise of her hair, only because I remember cutting off my barbie's hair because my mom had given me the dreaded early 80's bowl haircut.... and I too, wanted beautiful long locks.... Awww!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me, I adore it, always. .. The levity of nostalgia makes the deep ache inside , a bit more palatable...
I am beyond grateful for you, dear lady!
🌹 - 💙
xo
B
Omg.... I loved Chrissy!! I'm the youngest out of three girls , so I think she was my oldest sister's doll.... I completely flashbacked to her!! There was another doll who's eyes changed color when you pulled her string, (I think?!?) that I was terrified of... haha.... I can't remember her name.... ewww creepy!.... I love your poor Chrissy doll's story and the demise of her hair, only because I remember cutting off my barbie's hair because my mom had given me the dreaded early 80's bowl haircut.... and I too, wanted beautiful long locks.... Awww!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me, I adore it, always. .. The levity of nostalgia makes the deep ache inside , a bit more palatable...
I am beyond grateful for you, dear lady!
🌹 - 💙
xo
B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 6:12am
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Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 12:00pm
Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 1:33pm
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 4:15pm
Your titles alone make a smile draw across my mouth like a quiet shoreline in warm sunlight.
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 5:20pm
Dawww.... I can feel that big ol' grin 😁 from here!!
You also brought the gift of smiles to my door, kind sir.
Very much obliged, - 💙
Hope the season brings you all you deserve and more!! Much love & Happy Holidays, my friend ❄
🌹-B
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You also brought the gift of smiles to my door, kind sir.
Very much obliged, - 💙
Hope the season brings you all you deserve and more!! Much love & Happy Holidays, my friend ❄
🌹-B
x
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 7:53pm
Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
9th Dec 2021 1:06am
It is super duper cruel!!! They say youth is wasted on the young.... Ain't that the truth!!
*wink
Thanks for stopping by - 💋
🌹 - B
*wink
Thanks for stopping by - 💋
🌹 - B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
8th Dec 2021 11:29pm
Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
9th Dec 2021 00:57am
Hi there, Lozzamus
Thanks for stopping by and for leaving me such kind words.... It's very much appreciated 🙏
I hope you're feeling better from the booster Vax!
🌹 - 💙
B
Thanks for stopping by and for leaving me such kind words.... It's very much appreciated 🙏
I hope you're feeling better from the booster Vax!
🌹 - 💙
B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
10th Dec 2021 2:23am
at one time had a BB gun but got raid of it as i heat any type of GUN
nice write short and to the point
nice write short and to the point
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
10th Dec 2021 2:57am
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
11th Dec 2021 00:01am
I remember her! 🥰 I love the subjects and themes you cover, Blue!! Right back to childhood. 💞💞💞
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
14th Dec 2021 6:16am
lol... Omg... It's so funny how the littlest things bind us together, with nostalgia especially! I am so glad you could relate and remember!
All my thanks and appreciation, Margo!
🌹-B
All my thanks and appreciation, Margo!
🌹-B
Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Kenner™
14th Dec 2021 2:41pm
Blueberry 🫐 I love you and your soul and your heart ♥️ you are a beautiful writer you always make me feel. Thanks for sharing this intimate memory
Love your big sis
Jackie xoxox 🌹♥️😘🤗🤶🎄
Love your big sis
Jackie xoxox 🌹♥️😘🤗🤶🎄
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Re: Re. My "Red Ryder BB gun" — is a Baby Alive doll (by Ken
Dawww... You're a lovely, bright and beautiful soul, my friend 🙏. I deeply thank you from the bottom of my heart ♥. Those are some true and moving sentiments that leave me in wonder. I am so happy you can experience my words, like you do. I humbly thank you, and consider myself extremely fortunate to hold dear, your friendship!
All my warmest gratitude and deep appreciation,
Loves you, too, Jackie!
🌹 - 🫐-💕
xo
B
All my warmest gratitude and deep appreciation,
Loves you, too, Jackie!
🌹 - 🫐-💕
xo
B