in the depths I I turn revolving around truth and fear it's a dangerous world that I made it this far through the gauntlet
I've pushed the boundaries and they pushed back with my heart pounding in my throat I learned not what to do
there are threats coming my way I'm not expecting I'm sure my hope is this...that I make the right choices just a minute is too long in some cases is all that's needed to fuck things up one wrong choice can change your life I've seen it many times some may say no not me...
seek me in my wounded thoughts lay witness to my terror my anxiety screams in silence I wrap my arms around me and keen in prayers it hurts to be this human
beautiful divinity I see your face you wear my tears as diamonds in a vial around your neck all my pain is felt if it was done to the least of these it was done to you I hear you in my soul walking the Earth with me
there is solace in the pain I am becoming wisdom knowledge my keeper I keep to the path of most resistance I am aware now ...