a journey started so unkind rough and rocky muddy path through thorns brambled lanes tears shed in trials on trails meander over unfamiliar tracks under leafy branches dew laden morning coldness crystal rain tempering sunny days lived end of journey coming near percieved greatness grasped so meaningless so mundane as the unknown awaits time's end Grace Feb 2018
feel the touches of baby's breath on cheeks kissed by age a reminder of an end all things young and beautiful revel in the sun of now think not of earthy homes sun kissed and much beloved thinking of nought but laughter love and living an ending in arias chants of appeasement nothing will give an inch when the pages are thin and flipping on is painful heels dug will be futile so think not that beauty stays and strength of youth is forever arrogance bow your head. Grace Feb 2018
carved wounds deeply bleeding on walls of beating heart then its broken to pieces indifference is a knife that cuts deeply silence is such a sincere affirmation of unloving someone and going forward leaving behind crumpled papers full of meaningless poems insults to creativity running into the dark tunnel hiding from other's thoughts and darts flung by cupid, stupidly at the other end seeking sunlight again the heart is calm its wounds are healed nothing matters anymore painless transition from him ...
Utopia, my Paradise lost is of my waking dreams they are made of many things of love and life and laughter they are of songs heard in the gentle breeze perfection shining through fluffy clouds dappled shadows on forest floors warbling birds and answering twitters gardens in spots throughout the field roses and lilacs and frangipanis lavender, tulips and hibiscus with rainbow coloured bobbing blooms brooks that babbles through the land neat cottages with white picket fence no fumes of benzine just gentle breeze around...
Christmas bells ring echoing distant but inviting the faithful to prayers of joy and thanksgiving for the One was born this day tears as morning dew drying as sleep slipped away another day of sorrow in remembrance heartbreak anniversary Merry Christmas everyone!
A PROMISE OF NEWNESS just as leaves fall to the ground become one with the soil lend richness to nurture growing seeds so are my hopes reaching for air wanting to surpass despair looking for new beginnings in the dawn of today.
no one cares its indifference seen through iron bars within the heart and soul fingers weakly reaching out for answering touches caressing thin air humility biting deep there is silence after screams of despair unborn from tight lips nothing works its all gloomy and bleak a future seen through mirrors of despair.
Facing the moon silhouetted against grey mountains a figure alone without company the day is done seasons circle as in autumn leaves falling to the ground tears as dew on leaves falling, moistening the ground and memories divine just fading away like ghosts departing before dawn leaving nothing but faint whispers murmured words breathed on mirrors heavens donít ever get dark leave me a passage with guiding lights.
a noisy crowd a new year party alone among the revellers my eyes met his and drowned in its brown depth he took my hands for the last dance an auld lang syne to an old year and our beginning there was no questions of what where or why just an acceptance that we belonged and we dove-tailed In love.