What i fear? me!

 
I'm scared to death that they're right i'm crazy.  
Dr. After Dr. since age 15.  
The obcene seems quite normal even appealing to me.  
I fuck so good and like a fiend.  
A freak of a fucked Obsessive being.  
The obsession of more being the thing.  
Not some fucked up obsessive routine.  
Think OCD. you think of the obsession to clean.  
I loathe the straight and anal sterility.  
I do not however loathe anal, actually I say "yes please"
Me, gimme more drugs, sex, and drink.  
Yep, i live in fear, the fear of fucking me.  
 
(comp entry is it scary for you)