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Unforgiven
this is my part to a rap that me and some friends are working on. enjoy.
I don’t know what I want from life anymore
I lost the love of my life ‘cuz I got scared and threw the girl out the door
I’ve spent most of my teen years passed out drunk on the floor
High as fuck on anything I could get my hands on always lookin’ for more
I’m tired of fuckin’ up but that’s all I know
Why do I seem to date whore after whore?
With all the flo-ho’s and so-so’s it’s hard to find a Juliet
Until then I’ll be sitting in my room playing Russian Roulette
Staring in through my window watching my life like a silhouette
With all the blood on my hands flowin’ down from my wrist it’s no wonder I cannot forget!
You know what? All I wanna do is fuckin’ forget!
I’ve gone through 10 full years of being the the freak
I’m everybody’s pet!!
I get beaten, stepped on, and pushed around
No wonder I wanna leave this fuckin’ town!!!
Is it so bad to let someone be themselves?
You know what? Fuck it! I’ll kill you all and see you again when you get to hell!
None of you know what I’ve gone through
I’ve been raped, molested, fucked up and lied to
I’m only 17 and I’ve dropped out of high school
I couldn’t take it anymore because of all you fools!
“Oh look he’s wearing make up and skinny jeans!”
so are you so shut the fuck up, bitch! Please!
“Oh he has to cut himself, he’s wearing long sleeves!”
yeah, I do, and it’s ‘cuz of people like you so just leave me be!
“You’re a faggot, a freak and you deserve to die!”
That’s great, you’re the only one in my life that hasn’t lied!
Later tonight I’m gonna go home and cry
Tie a rope around my neck, jump, and reach for the sky
I know I’m gonna miss but at least I gave it a final try
What’s great is that I know none of you are gonna cry
“It’s a funeral! Lets go celebrate his life! :D”
Fuck that! You’re the reason I died!
I’m Michael Morgue and I apparently don’t deserve life
My own SISTER told me she wished I wasn’t alive!
From the time I turned 12 to the day I was 17
I thought I was living everybody’s dream
But as we all know nothing is ever what it seems.
I don’t know what I want from life anymore
I lost the love of my life ‘cuz I got scared and threw the girl out the door
I’ve spent most of my teen years passed out drunk on the floor
High as fuck on anything I could get my hands on always lookin’ for more
I’m tired of fuckin’ up but that’s all I know
Why do I seem to date whore after whore?
With all the flo-ho’s and so-so’s it’s hard to find a Juliet
Until then I’ll be sitting in my room playing Russian Roulette
Staring in through my window watching my life like a silhouette
With all the blood on my hands flowin’ down from my wrist it’s no wonder I cannot forget!
You know what? All I wanna do is fuckin’ forget!
I’ve gone through 10 full years of being the the freak
I’m everybody’s pet!!
I get beaten, stepped on, and pushed around
No wonder I wanna leave this fuckin’ town!!!
Is it so bad to let someone be themselves?
You know what? Fuck it! I’ll kill you all and see you again when you get to hell!
None of you know what I’ve gone through
I’ve been raped, molested, fucked up and lied to
I’m only 17 and I’ve dropped out of high school
I couldn’t take it anymore because of all you fools!
“Oh look he’s wearing make up and skinny jeans!”
so are you so shut the fuck up, bitch! Please!
“Oh he has to cut himself, he’s wearing long sleeves!”
yeah, I do, and it’s ‘cuz of people like you so just leave me be!
“You’re a faggot, a freak and you deserve to die!”
That’s great, you’re the only one in my life that hasn’t lied!
Later tonight I’m gonna go home and cry
Tie a rope around my neck, jump, and reach for the sky
I know I’m gonna miss but at least I gave it a final try
What’s great is that I know none of you are gonna cry
“It’s a funeral! Lets go celebrate his life! :D”
Fuck that! You’re the reason I died!
I’m Michael Morgue and I apparently don’t deserve life
My own SISTER told me she wished I wasn’t alive!
From the time I turned 12 to the day I was 17
I thought I was living everybody’s dream
But as we all know nothing is ever what it seems.
Published 20th Oct 2012
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20th Oct 2012 7:07am
20th Oct 2012 7:11am
I am so sorry this happened to you. People who haven't gone thru the stuff you've gone thru, can never know how it feels to be living a fucked up life while trying to deal with their petty judgements. I am so glad you came to this site. Please keep writing.
20th Oct 2012 2:21pm
Wow I would say this is really SAD and Tragic the cuss words are different to see in poetry, but it was interesting allright,this really happen?? Damn who raped you ? but I would say it was good reading.
20th Oct 2012 11:46pm
