A Second Reflection (part 2 of 2)

It's been 2 years since I've made my decision.
There's no more anger, hatred, sadness or pain.
I have everything I once lost to get back.
It's time to get my life back on track.
I'm taking back my power you see.
There's no more of you yelling, screaming, or hitting on me.
Walking on eggshells I will no more.
This time I'm walking in front of you, and closing that door.
I will never look back, and wonder if you got better.
I won't wake up tomorrow wondering what I'll do wrong.
It was a pattern I put myself in for far too long.
Your a coward for the feelings I felt, always having me live in doubt.
Living in fear of that gun you held to my ear.
The click of the trigger, only made me more bitter.
I left your sorry ass.
I can't believe I begged you to pick me, over those women you snuck around to see.
Not anymore tho.
I'm writing a new show.
This time, I am the winner.
You cant control a damn thing I do, or say.
I am me, and I am free!
I no longer fake a smile, or pretend everyday.
I am truly happy now, without you in my way.
I warned you I'd make this choice.
HEAR MY VOICE!!!
Addiction is tough, I hope one day you'll see.
And choose a new path towards recovery.
I wish you the best, I truly do.
My days are a lot better now.
A lot better, without you.