Reflections (part 1 of2)
It's been 20 years since we made our commitment.
20 years of memories turned to resentment.
I looked into your eyes one day, and knew you've shamed us.
And you blamed US.
There's no denying, no lying.
Only anger, hatred, sadness, and pain.
What can I gain?!
Thoughts racing through my head.
What did I do so wrong?!
My feelings are now nothing but dead...
How could you choose such scum?!
I gave you my all, my total devotion.
Thinking about it over and over.
I've lost all my emotion.
Looking in the mirror,
A dark and dingy reflection could not be any clearer.
Losing my breath, the pain in my chest.
I take a step back. Re-evaluate.
Time for an ultimatum.
Choose me, choose us.
Please, I'm on my knees!
You still have no clue?!
I'll make the decision for you.
Idios my friend,
I guess it was never me you'd pick in the end.