Repeating the Trend

Repeating the trend
Repeating....
I cannot do
No matter whom feelings
Whose heart is broken
Or whatever the case might be
I myself
Got too much to lose
What I been working for
Would be a waste
If I simply repeat
My past trends
Losing my new trust
I've been building so long
With new people
I've developed into friends
Never exposing them
To my old
But if I continue to slip
The exposure of my old
Would be the least they see
My actions
Would defend them from me
Never once
Will they be intrigued by me
An imposter
They would see in my eyes
Going insane
Mentally will be
What I see of me
Simply by
Repeating the trend