Submissions by Cosmonaut-x
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
16th Oct 2017 10:00pm
16th Oct 2017 10:00pm
Midnight
This hallway was louder than the last
The floorboards creaking could ruin the plans
He gripped on to his knife and pull on his mask
Creeping closer
Heartbeat thumping
Sounding like thunder
Soon this would become someone's worst nightmare
Bound and gagged
Alone and hopeless
At the will of a psychopath
With no care
of life or death
All flesh was the same to him
Just a canvas
ready paint
In any image he saw fit
I will Deconstruct the deepest parts...
The floorboards creaking could ruin the plans
He gripped on to his knife and pull on his mask
Creeping closer
Heartbeat thumping
Sounding like thunder
Soon this would become someone's worst nightmare
Bound and gagged
Alone and hopeless
At the will of a psychopath
With no care
of life or death
All flesh was the same to him
Just a canvas
ready paint
In any image he saw fit
I will Deconstruct the deepest parts...
#PopCulture
656 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Oct 2017 5:19pm
16th Oct 2017 5:19pm
Miss misery
I've been standing on the edge as long as I can remember
Lived in chaos feeling paranoia
my hands sweaty
always on the trigger
I have so many triggers
One wrong move and you'll wished you never
Then You'll cry me a river
This depression feels like a fever
I'm sick and cold then I'm heated
Then I'm hopeless choking on tomorrow
Anxiety creeps in bringing me more sorrow
Will I make it by
Will I see the future
I count the scars
Riddling my veins
There constant reminders of a life full...
Lived in chaos feeling paranoia
my hands sweaty
always on the trigger
I have so many triggers
One wrong move and you'll wished you never
Then You'll cry me a river
This depression feels like a fever
I'm sick and cold then I'm heated
Then I'm hopeless choking on tomorrow
Anxiety creeps in bringing me more sorrow
Will I make it by
Will I see the future
I count the scars
Riddling my veins
There constant reminders of a life full...
#dark
#shadows
#despair
#emotional
#hurt
670 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Oct 2017 8:08pm
14th Oct 2017 8:08pm
Erasing....
Its better to just put up my walls
And Keep you out
Away from my memory
I will shut you out
Push you away where I like you to be
Away from my heart and the deepest parts of me
Where most take from me then leave
Leaving me empty stealing the essence of me
Tear me apart
Put a bullet in my head
How bout a capsule of cyanide in my drink
Lately suicide is the only thing I think
Grab the razor in the sink
Opening veins reliving me
The warm blood drips off my finger tips
Staining the linoleum
I laugh ...
And Keep you out
Away from my memory
I will shut you out
Push you away where I like you to be
Away from my heart and the deepest parts of me
Where most take from me then leave
Leaving me empty stealing the essence of me
Tear me apart
Put a bullet in my head
How bout a capsule of cyanide in my drink
Lately suicide is the only thing I think
Grab the razor in the sink
Opening veins reliving me
The warm blood drips off my finger tips
Staining the linoleum
I laugh ...
#anxiety
#dark
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
512 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Oct 2017 2:20am
13th Oct 2017 2:20am
Belladonna
I don't know if I can do this
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
I try to push you away but your stuck in my head
I can't sleep I just roll in my bed
Cold sweats chill me I'm sick in my head
I feel like I'm mourning a death
How can I feel like this
Over one person
I guess im love sick
Infected by a kiss
When her venom hit my lips
Forever hers
From now until...
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
I try to push you away but your stuck in my head
I can't sleep I just roll in my bed
Cold sweats chill me I'm sick in my head
I feel like I'm mourning a death
How can I feel like this
Over one person
I guess im love sick
Infected by a kiss
When her venom hit my lips
Forever hers
From now until...
#love
#UnrequitedLove
564 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Oct 2017 4:06am
11th Oct 2017 4:06am
Shroomin for two(collaboration with lil-redridinghood)
Cosmo:
I wake up smack the buzzer
My nuts are cold because its almost winter
but only better its fall,
its shroom season everyday is an adventure.
I grab my north face and my paper lunch bags
throw em in the pack and get rolling Ringing up the homie red
and seeing if she wants in
'yo wakey bakey homie thunderstorms last two days its on baby'
She laughs with a tired voice,
'come on get up gotta beat the park traffic and sunlight
be there in 20 mins ill walk in peace killa
So about 20 hits of this primo joint I rolled...
I wake up smack the buzzer
My nuts are cold because its almost winter
but only better its fall,
its shroom season everyday is an adventure.
I grab my north face and my paper lunch bags
throw em in the pack and get rolling Ringing up the homie red
and seeing if she wants in
'yo wakey bakey homie thunderstorms last two days its on baby'
She laughs with a tired voice,
'come on get up gotta beat the park traffic and sunlight
be there in 20 mins ill walk in peace killa
So about 20 hits of this primo joint I rolled...
#PopCulture
527 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2017 6:32am
10th Oct 2017 6:32am
House of mirrors
I love it when you think you have won
Finally convincing me of your undying love
Believing you finally have all of me
Wrapped nicely around fingers
Just where you want me
But I've seen
And I see
And I recognize the games you play so easily
It's not even a challenge for me
But I love how you confined all your secrets in me
And let me beat that pussy up savagely
Cumming anywhere in or on you as I please
I know you don't love me legitimately
Unconditionally
That I'm just a cute fuck toy
you use when you need ...
Finally convincing me of your undying love
Believing you finally have all of me
Wrapped nicely around fingers
Just where you want me
But I've seen
And I see
And I recognize the games you play so easily
It's not even a challenge for me
But I love how you confined all your secrets in me
And let me beat that pussy up savagely
Cumming anywhere in or on you as I please
I know you don't love me legitimately
Unconditionally
That I'm just a cute fuck toy
you use when you need ...
#love
581 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
9th Oct 2017 8:54pm
9th Oct 2017 8:54pm
Help me? There is no saving me
I am a demon born from things you can not see
I am the devil look deep inside of me
this smile was born from torture and amphetamines
when I was 13 are lab exploded
gassing the house with a toxic odor
I woke up crazed and confused
thinking to myself I burned the house down you fool
but I don't remember how or when
I panicked I ran from home dripping sweat, standing on the steps in my underwear
I remember someone yelling at me hey kid you ok
I ran from him too
scared, insane the meth in my child brain
I went home and...
I am the devil look deep inside of me
this smile was born from torture and amphetamines
when I was 13 are lab exploded
gassing the house with a toxic odor
I woke up crazed and confused
thinking to myself I burned the house down you fool
but I don't remember how or when
I panicked I ran from home dripping sweat, standing on the steps in my underwear
I remember someone yelling at me hey kid you ok
I ran from him too
scared, insane the meth in my child brain
I went home and...
#PopCulture
532 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Oct 2017 7:38pm
9th Oct 2017 7:38pm
No looking back
All the days seem to blend into one
Leaving me empty
confused and thinking
How many days have passed by
Without me living
Just masking the pain with whatever I can
I've been numb so long I'm not even a man
Just a lost soul in a skin bag full of bones and brains
Trapped in this flesh cage
Unable to ascend peacefully
Is there any place I can be me
Be truly free
Suicide seems the only way out
To silence the demons ending my pain
Something has to change
I gotta...
Leaving me empty
confused and thinking
How many days have passed by
Without me living
Just masking the pain with whatever I can
I've been numb so long I'm not even a man
Just a lost soul in a skin bag full of bones and brains
Trapped in this flesh cage
Unable to ascend peacefully
Is there any place I can be me
Be truly free
Suicide seems the only way out
To silence the demons ending my pain
Something has to change
I gotta...
#sadness
#anxiety
#disappointment
541 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Oct 2017 8:19pm
8th Oct 2017 8:19pm
Eye twitch
I've got demons how bout you
They Dance in a circle around me with cloven hoofs
There right there beside me and inside my head
Causing psychoses and murderess rage
Making me think I should sharpen my blade
Filet you alive
and wear your skin for a day
Every time you lie
I just want to set fire to the place
Starting anew from your ashes
Erasing any memory of you
Leaving no clues
You know to many secrets I can't let you go
Unless
Its at the end of a rope
You vomit and choke
Is it fucked up I image your...
They Dance in a circle around me with cloven hoofs
There right there beside me and inside my head
Causing psychoses and murderess rage
Making me think I should sharpen my blade
Filet you alive
and wear your skin for a day
Every time you lie
I just want to set fire to the place
Starting anew from your ashes
Erasing any memory of you
Leaving no clues
You know to many secrets I can't let you go
Unless
Its at the end of a rope
You vomit and choke
Is it fucked up I image your...
#anger
#dark
#conflict
#SelfReflection
#despair
684 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Oct 2017 8:00am
8th Oct 2017 8:00am
Melody
I was a fool to listen to her melody
Starring into her dark cold eyes
They were memorizing
Even after the veil was lifted
And the fog in my head dissipated
And she was just the same as the others
And just as addicting
Just as beautiful and
Constantly haunting him
A user and abuser of human emotion
A coward seeking self righteous pleasure
At home she got no attention from her man
Looked over like nothing
And She felt like nothing
Always self loathing
I Wish she could see the beauty in her darkness
How sexy...
Starring into her dark cold eyes
They were memorizing
Even after the veil was lifted
And the fog in my head dissipated
And she was just the same as the others
And just as addicting
Just as beautiful and
Constantly haunting him
A user and abuser of human emotion
A coward seeking self righteous pleasure
At home she got no attention from her man
Looked over like nothing
And She felt like nothing
Always self loathing
I Wish she could see the beauty in her darkness
How sexy...
#PopCulture
618 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Oct 2017 7:38am
8th Oct 2017 7:38am
Cluster f**k
You turn my head into a cluster fuck
Making my stomach turn from all the stress
I just want a moment of rest
You're a grown ass women entertain yourself for once
I'm a loner I keep to myself
I keep drama minimum its not good for my health
Got an issue here's a tissue bitch
There's only so much I can do for you
You get jealous over inanimate objects
... I've never seen that till you
You do your own thing when ever you want
Then when I try to take a night out
You turn into Adolf
Start gassing me with all of your hate talk...
Making my stomach turn from all the stress
I just want a moment of rest
You're a grown ass women entertain yourself for once
I'm a loner I keep to myself
I keep drama minimum its not good for my health
Got an issue here's a tissue bitch
There's only so much I can do for you
You get jealous over inanimate objects
... I've never seen that till you
You do your own thing when ever you want
Then when I try to take a night out
You turn into Adolf
Start gassing me with all of your hate talk...
#anger
#sex
#lover #disappointment
#lover #disappointment
557 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
7th Oct 2017 11:17am
7th Oct 2017 11:17am
Don't let go
You call me and say it's over
You downed a bottle of pills again
And soon you will be dead
To me and the world
I can hear you puking out the car door as it dings
Expelling all the poison
I'm on my way babe
Just hold on a little longer
I love you
always and forever
You downed a bottle of pills again
And soon you will be dead
To me and the world
I can hear you puking out the car door as it dings
Expelling all the poison
I'm on my way babe
Just hold on a little longer
I love you
always and forever
#addiction
537 reads
6 Comments
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