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Belladonna
I don't know if I can do this
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
I try to push you away but your stuck in my head
I can't sleep I just roll in my bed
Cold sweats chill me I'm sick in my head
I feel like I'm mourning a death
How can I feel like this
Over one person
I guess im love sick
Infected by a kiss
When her venom hit my lips
Forever hers
From now until death
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
I try to push you away but your stuck in my head
I can't sleep I just roll in my bed
Cold sweats chill me I'm sick in my head
I feel like I'm mourning a death
How can I feel like this
Over one person
I guess im love sick
Infected by a kiss
When her venom hit my lips
Forever hers
From now until death
Published 13th Oct 2017
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13th Oct 2017 1:45pm
I love this and really feel it.
And I do believe that love can at times be a disease of some sort with debilitating symptoms.
Thank you !
And I do believe that love can at times be a disease of some sort with debilitating symptoms.
Thank you !
13th Oct 2017 8:15pm
23rd Dec 2017 00:33am
The part that really made me think was:
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
Its strange how we humans when in a relationship tend to throw so many expectations at eachother. Isn't it inevitable that we will fall short? We can't be perfect no matter how hard we try. All we can do is learn to love the best we can.
According to a really old physcology book called the five love languages it says that everybody has a main love language. It also states that usually you don't attract those of your same love language.
There is
acts of service
Quality time
Physical touch
Words of affirmation
Gifts
The book says that most have one. I think its wrong I think most have 2 love languages. One from each parent if that's where you learn it, and if we attract a different live language than our own.
The book also describes dysfunction growing up. How it causes you to be dysfunctional with both giving and receiving love.
Anyways I'm writing another novel to you. Just thought I'd share my thoughts.
I don't think I'm worth shit
I try
But I doubt
If I can live up to
What you expect
Im so afraid to lose this
To break us
Your like a drug and I cant give you up
Its strange how we humans when in a relationship tend to throw so many expectations at eachother. Isn't it inevitable that we will fall short? We can't be perfect no matter how hard we try. All we can do is learn to love the best we can.
According to a really old physcology book called the five love languages it says that everybody has a main love language. It also states that usually you don't attract those of your same love language.
There is
acts of service
Quality time
Physical touch
Words of affirmation
Gifts
The book says that most have one. I think its wrong I think most have 2 love languages. One from each parent if that's where you learn it, and if we attract a different live language than our own.
The book also describes dysfunction growing up. How it causes you to be dysfunctional with both giving and receiving love.
Anyways I'm writing another novel to you. Just thought I'd share my thoughts.
23rd Dec 2017 1:54am
