Karma

I’m not who I once was
At least it seems that way
Is it a good thing or a bad?
I simply cannot say

My soul forever shattered
My mind completely broken
My body lies just like your eyes
And all the words you’ve spoken

My smile disappeared
My laughter is now silent
All of my heart, broken apart
Your toxic love so violent

They say true love is painful
And some people may regret it
All the good times, when you were mine
I never will forget them

I wouldn’t change a thing now
Looking back it was my fault
I let us go, I didn’t know
We’d have to hit restart

You never trusted me before
You always had your doubts
And now the tables turned somehow
You thought I’d not find out

Vindictive in your slow revenge
Relentless in your torture
I never thought that things would end
The love that I so nurtured

And now I see you in a light
The darkness that surrounds you
My black cloud seeped into your veins
That evilness has found you

You were the reason that I fight
The battles that are constant
Now I can’t breathe, I don’t believe
My purpose now despondent

The days now passing one by one
Each one worse than the last
We both have sinned, nobody wins
Our karma for our past