Submissions by nightbirdblue
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction “She/They” Polygender Pansexual 🏳️🌈 Courageously Transformative Snowflake ❄️ Fragile Like a Bomb 💥
SELF POEM
Published
11th Aug 2021 8:13pm
11th Aug 2021 8:13pm
Her Gender?
I’m poly-g’
And I'm pan
I’m an enby
I’m a she
I’m a they/them
I'm agender
I am fluid
I am free
I have found the
Love of my life
And I will never
Stop fighting for
What is right
What is just
What is loving
What is ME
And I'm pan
I’m an enby
I’m a she
I’m a they/them
I'm agender
I am fluid
I am free
I have found the
Love of my life
And I will never
Stop fighting for
What is right
What is just
What is loving
What is ME
#love
#identity
#LGBT
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Jul 2021 10:59am
29th Jul 2021 10:59am
Burn On [Mom]
You had 30 years
To show me love
30 years to be
My mother
Congratulations
You’re the only one
Who got it slightly right
The only one who could
Soothe your baby’s plight
You pushed back against
Society’s status quo
Raised hell eventually
And it sure does show
My
Only
Wish
For
You
Now
Is to be the mighty woman
Only you and I know
To show me love
30 years to be
My mother
Congratulations
You’re the only one
Who got it slightly right
The only one who could
Soothe your baby’s plight
You pushed back against
Society’s status quo
Raised hell eventually
And it sure does show
My
Only
Wish
For
You
Now
Is to be the mighty woman
Only you and I know
#courage
#mother
#secrets
#family
#CallToAction
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3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
29th Jul 2021 10:57am
29th Jul 2021 10:57am
To Burn [Dad]
You had 30 years
To show me love
30 years to be
My father
Instead
You let
Your career shield you
From your responsibilities
To your family
You were always a ghost
Always working, never home
Hiding all of your emotions
As if you were an empty host
So imagine my surprise
How impacting it was when
You used corporal punishment
As a means of discipline
And imagine my surprise
As a teen, dying inside
Full of repressed secrets
When you shook me by the arms
I...
To show me love
30 years to be
My father
Instead
You let
Your career shield you
From your responsibilities
To your family
You were always a ghost
Always working, never home
Hiding all of your emotions
As if you were an empty host
So imagine my surprise
How impacting it was when
You used corporal punishment
As a means of discipline
And imagine my surprise
As a teen, dying inside
Full of repressed secrets
When you shook me by the arms
I...
#anger
#grief
#rejection
#father
#family
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4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
28th Jul 2021 11:11pm
28th Jul 2021 11:11pm
To Burn [Alan]
You had 30 years
To show me love
30 years to be
My big brother
Instead
I don’t even know
Where to begin
The age difference
The rage… inference:
You are the most
Violent person
I have ever
Personally known
Even more so
Than my exhusband
You gave me bruises
You made me cry
I was a child
You were an adult
You hurt animals
‘Worshipped the devil’
Listened to heavy metal
Did drugs and alcohol
I watched you...
To show me love
30 years to be
My big brother
Instead
I don’t even know
Where to begin
The age difference
The rage… inference:
You are the most
Violent person
I have ever
Personally known
Even more so
Than my exhusband
You gave me bruises
You made me cry
I was a child
You were an adult
You hurt animals
‘Worshipped the devil’
Listened to heavy metal
Did drugs and alcohol
I watched you...
#anger
#brother
#secrets
#abuse
#PTSD
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3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
28th Jul 2021 11:07pm
28th Jul 2021 11:07pm
To Burn [Emily]
You had 30 years
To show me love
30 years to be
My big sister
Instead
You taunted me
You pushed me out
Into the rain
And locked the door
While laughing at me
I was a child
You were a teen
Why did you so resent me?
You never knew my age
You even fucked up my name
When I was 13
I cut myself
You blamed yourself
I didn’t understand
You told me then
How brother raped you
When you were as old
As I was then
And it made...
To show me love
30 years to be
My big sister
Instead
You taunted me
You pushed me out
Into the rain
And locked the door
While laughing at me
I was a child
You were a teen
Why did you so resent me?
You never knew my age
You even fucked up my name
When I was 13
I cut myself
You blamed yourself
I didn’t understand
You told me then
How brother raped you
When you were as old
As I was then
And it made...
#anger
#sister
#secrets
#abuse
#PTSD
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6 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
26th Jul 2021 3:52pm
26th Jul 2021 3:52pm
Spite
started as a joke
from many years ago
you don't like my style
so i just choke
and smile
while i throw away this junk
you think you've finally won
but i'm just tasting bile
open my mouth wide
i'm spitting fire
🔥
from many years ago
you don't like my style
so i just choke
and smile
while i throw away this junk
you think you've finally won
but i'm just tasting bile
open my mouth wide
i'm spitting fire
🔥
#relationships
#secrets
#misunderstood
#frustration
#choices
101 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Jul 2021 3:32am
16th Jul 2021 3:32am
The Lit’l Ghost
I regress
Due to stress
The Little Ghost
Floats me away
To a place
Days of past
Little Audrey
Hiding there
Next to the stairs
She’s just so scared
Of herself
Of her fam
Of secrets shared
Oh, I digress
Where’d she go
Little Lady I
Used to know
Afraid of pain
And loss
And sorrow
All she can say
Is “I dunno”
Voice of child
Hides her face
And furrows brow
How did I get here
Where is now
Time collapses
Shakes me
Breaks me ...
Due to stress
The Little Ghost
Floats me away
To a place
Days of past
Little Audrey
Hiding there
Next to the stairs
She’s just so scared
Of herself
Of her fam
Of secrets shared
Oh, I digress
Where’d she go
Little Lady I
Used to know
Afraid of pain
And loss
And sorrow
All she can say
Is “I dunno”
Voice of child
Hides her face
And furrows brow
How did I get here
Where is now
Time collapses
Shakes me
Breaks me ...
#childhood
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
#FeelingLost
#fear
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8 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
14th Jul 2021 5:58pm
14th Jul 2021 5:58pm
Group Love
#sex
#erotic
#porn
#BDSM
#dirty
109 reads
4 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
14th Jul 2021 5:13pm
14th Jul 2021 5:13pm
Honey Pot
my sweet honey bee
please welcome me back
into your warm embrace
as you arch your back
let me rest my head
between your heart and
your exquisite breasts
gimme that honey, baby
lemme make you jerk
and squirm and cream
and… ohh myyyy
my sweet honey bee
stinger sinking into me
bite, twist and tease
fulfill all my fantasies
oh my, honey bee
this is the sex & intimacy
of our wildest wet dreams
please welcome me back
into your warm embrace
as you arch your back
let me rest my head
between your heart and
your exquisite breasts
gimme that honey, baby
lemme make you jerk
and squirm and cream
and… ohh myyyy
my sweet honey bee
stinger sinking into me
bite, twist and tease
fulfill all my fantasies
oh my, honey bee
this is the sex & intimacy
of our wildest wet dreams
#sex
#erotic
#LGBT
#lover
#orgasm
66 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
13th Jul 2021 6:04pm
13th Jul 2021 6:04pm
Chasing Identity
I have a disabling
medical condition;
I belong in the category
of Cluster B Personality
Disorders, some of the most
discriminated against
and misunderstood
individuals in existence.
Described as a
“high-functioning”
[ masking ]
neurodivergent with
[ undiagnosed ]
“non-traditional”
[ quite / introverted ]
Borderline Personality Disorder.
It has taken me
years of relentless
cycling through
extremes to come
to this ubiquitous
self-conclusion. ...
medical condition;
I belong in the category
of Cluster B Personality
Disorders, some of the most
discriminated against
and misunderstood
individuals in existence.
Described as a
“high-functioning”
[ masking ]
neurodivergent with
[ undiagnosed ]
“non-traditional”
[ quite / introverted ]
Borderline Personality Disorder.
It has taken me
years of relentless
cycling through
extremes to come
to this ubiquitous
self-conclusion. ...
#identity
#MentalHealth
#misunderstood
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
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9 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Jul 2021 2:56pm
13th Jul 2021 2:56pm
Seasoned Insecurities
the things I’ve left unsaid
have grown into resentment
it’s now time for me to repent
please forgive me for my silence
I need to regain some independence
redraw the line of responsibility
expectations and personal limitations
outweigh my daunting insecurities
contributions that were unrequited
I’ve tried being your suga' mama
but I just can’t go on like this
because, babe, I love you more
than the unspoken words
would have you believe
we just need to work harder
at both of our shortcomings
...
have grown into resentment
it’s now time for me to repent
please forgive me for my silence
I need to regain some independence
redraw the line of responsibility
expectations and personal limitations
outweigh my daunting insecurities
contributions that were unrequited
I’ve tried being your suga' mama
but I just can’t go on like this
because, babe, I love you more
than the unspoken words
would have you believe
we just need to work harder
at both of our shortcomings
...
#love
#relationships
#silence
#responsibility
#vulnerability
77 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jul 2021 8:00pm
12th Jul 2021 8:00pm
With You
you make my heart flutter
as butterflies dancing afloat
a field of wildflowers
basking in your warmth
such as the sun may nourish
the greenest of foliage
spoiled by your radiance
as two lovers lying entangled
in valleys of long grasses
your sincerity unmistakable
as delicate scented winds
that brush my eager skin
on a spring afternoon, with you
as butterflies dancing afloat
a field of wildflowers
basking in your warmth
such as the sun may nourish
the greenest of foliage
spoiled by your radiance
as two lovers lying entangled
in valleys of long grasses
your sincerity unmistakable
as delicate scented winds
that brush my eager skin
on a spring afternoon, with you
#love
#romantic
#ILoveYou
#nature
#admiration
137 reads
4 Comments
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