Submissions by Diaryofabasketcase (Silvia Rosario)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Good vs Evil Darkness vs Light God vs the Devil Within you what shines bright?A little dark and twisted, a little bit unwell. A poet with a broken mind, with stories I must tell.
LOVE POEM
Published
Today 1:57am
Today 1:57am
White Lie
#breakup
#heartbroken
#MovingOn
#sadness
#secrets
1 read
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
Yesterday 6:42pm
Yesterday 6:42pm
The Hole
There’s a hole
Inside my soul
I’ve never told
So you don’t know
And it gets bigger every day
Ever since you walked away
I wanna say I want you back
I wanna say your love I lack
But I don’t want relationships
Cause of you I don’t want shit
I’m happier in my new hell
Did you know I wasn’t well?
Did you think I was a burden?
I’m not sure, I’m not quite certain
When you came into my life
I thought perhaps, this could be right
I wanted us to have a chance
So I gave in...
Inside my soul
I’ve never told
So you don’t know
And it gets bigger every day
Ever since you walked away
I wanna say I want you back
I wanna say your love I lack
But I don’t want relationships
Cause of you I don’t want shit
I’m happier in my new hell
Did you know I wasn’t well?
Did you think I was a burden?
I’m not sure, I’m not quite certain
When you came into my life
I thought perhaps, this could be right
I wanted us to have a chance
So I gave in...
#betrayal
#breakup
#heartbroken
#MovingOn
#sadness
38 reads
9 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
Yesterday 5:15pm
Yesterday 5:15pm
Keep Your Secret
#betrayal
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#lies
#sadness
11 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Apr 2024 7:04pm
18th Apr 2024 7:04pm
Not Done Yet
I cannot leave this world yet
I’m not done with loving you
It’s all that I have left in life
I’ve nothing more to do
So hold me as I shed my tears
I didn’t want to stay
But you need me more than I do
So I cannot go away
I need for you to love me back
I can’t do this alone
I need to be your everything
Such a love I’ve never known
I sometimes feel like giving up
Please remind me why I’m here
Remind me of the reasons why
Only you can ease my fears
Love me till there is no more
Till...
I’m not done with loving you
It’s all that I have left in life
I’ve nothing more to do
So hold me as I shed my tears
I didn’t want to stay
But you need me more than I do
So I cannot go away
I need for you to love me back
I can’t do this alone
I need to be your everything
Such a love I’ve never known
I sometimes feel like giving up
Please remind me why I’m here
Remind me of the reasons why
Only you can ease my fears
Love me till there is no more
Till...
#emotions
#kindness
#love
#redemption
#TimeHeals
22 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Apr 2024 12:13pm
18th Apr 2024 12:13pm
The Scream
There’s a scream inside of each of us
You release it just one time
It comes out when your heart breaks
And this scream will break your mind
It comes from deep within you
Hidden deep inside your soul
It’s dormant while you smile
I hope this scream you’ll never know
The sound is dark and primal
It will shake the walls around you
It’s like you’ve met a demon
And the devil he has found you
And once this scream escapes you
Consider this your end
The scream it kills a part of you
You’ll never be the same...
You release it just one time
It comes out when your heart breaks
And this scream will break your mind
It comes from deep within you
Hidden deep inside your soul
It’s dormant while you smile
I hope this scream you’ll never know
The sound is dark and primal
It will shake the walls around you
It’s like you’ve met a demon
And the devil he has found you
And once this scream escapes you
Consider this your end
The scream it kills a part of you
You’ll never be the same...
#bittersweet
#dark
#grief
#heartbroken
#sadness
33 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Apr 2024 7:46pm
17th Apr 2024 7:46pm
Forgotten
I’m drinking on a Wednesday
And it isn’t even noon
I try to make the hurt go away
Want to fly over the moon
Each morning when I wake up
This shit starts up again
When the hurting stop?
When will this torture end?
When will I forget what you did?
Replay it all the time
Betrayal that I guess I earned
Deserved it for the lies
Karma found its way to me
And now I have to pay
Pay the price for evil deeds
I pay it every day
I know that I don’t deserve you
Or all you put me through
I...
And it isn’t even noon
I try to make the hurt go away
Want to fly over the moon
Each morning when I wake up
This shit starts up again
When the hurting stop?
When will this torture end?
When will I forget what you did?
Replay it all the time
Betrayal that I guess I earned
Deserved it for the lies
Karma found its way to me
And now I have to pay
Pay the price for evil deeds
I pay it every day
I know that I don’t deserve you
Or all you put me through
I...
#betrayal
#conflict
#heartbroken
#ImSorry
#sadness
24 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Apr 2024 4:37pm
17th Apr 2024 4:37pm
Hiding My Pain
Hiding My Pain
I thought that I could let it go
This pain I have inside
I thought I could release it all
Relief to a crazed mind
I thought in time it’d go away
Just fade like memories
This pain is changing who I am
Not who I used to be
I miss when smiles came with ease
Cause now they just feel forced
I miss the way I loved freely
To trust is now a curse
I feel that I am juggling me
The old one with the new
Pretending that I am okay
This lie is now my truth
The secrets they keep...
I thought that I could let it go
This pain I have inside
I thought I could release it all
Relief to a crazed mind
I thought in time it’d go away
Just fade like memories
This pain is changing who I am
Not who I used to be
I miss when smiles came with ease
Cause now they just feel forced
I miss the way I loved freely
To trust is now a curse
I feel that I am juggling me
The old one with the new
Pretending that I am okay
This lie is now my truth
The secrets they keep...
#bittersweet
#confusion
#dark
#heartbroken
#sadness
46 reads
13 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Apr 2024 2:45am
15th Apr 2024 2:45am
Fix Me
Fix Me
I really can’t get mad at you
That’s something I can’t do
My anger lasts for seconds
Especially with you
I’m trying to be sane
Trying to fix my mental health
Trying to be who you want
I’m becoming someone else
I’ve lost my whole identity
I’ve lost the will to live
But I have to move on everyday
For me and for the kids
Give me a few days to deal
To process who I am
To realize my potential
I’m praying for a plan
I know we’re in a rocky place
I guess I feel it too ...
I really can’t get mad at you
That’s something I can’t do
My anger lasts for seconds
Especially with you
I’m trying to be sane
Trying to fix my mental health
Trying to be who you want
I’m becoming someone else
I’ve lost my whole identity
I’ve lost the will to live
But I have to move on everyday
For me and for the kids
Give me a few days to deal
To process who I am
To realize my potential
I’m praying for a plan
I know we’re in a rocky place
I guess I feel it too ...
#sadness
#regret
#heartbroken
#shame
#despair
60 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Apr 2024 4:01pm
14th Apr 2024 4:01pm
Don’t Tell
#sadness
#dark
#abuse
#shame
#hurt
42 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Apr 2024 5:18pm
13th Apr 2024 5:18pm
Premonition
Premonition
I’m gonna have a bad day
I can feel it coming on
It’s been a while, a laugh, a smile
Can’t tell anyone what’s wrong
I try to not think of my faults
There are so many to name
Tried so hard to be perfect
I can’t tell if I’m to blame?
Im not sure why you stay with me
Imperfect, full of flaws
I don’t cope well
This mind is hell
You don’t know me at all
I ask you why I’m good enough
The tears don’t scare you off
The many times my smile’s lied
Will you catch me when I fall? ...
I’m gonna have a bad day
I can feel it coming on
It’s been a while, a laugh, a smile
Can’t tell anyone what’s wrong
I try to not think of my faults
There are so many to name
Tried so hard to be perfect
I can’t tell if I’m to blame?
Im not sure why you stay with me
Imperfect, full of flaws
I don’t cope well
This mind is hell
You don’t know me at all
I ask you why I’m good enough
The tears don’t scare you off
The many times my smile’s lied
Will you catch me when I fall? ...
#sadness
#dark
#MentalHealth
#despair
#emptiness
56 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Apr 2024 4:21am
13th Apr 2024 4:21am
Footsteps
#sadness
#depression
#dark #SelfHarm
#dark #SelfHarm
39 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Apr 2024 2:01am
9th Apr 2024 2:01am
Revenge
#teens
#bullying
#suicide
#GunControl
#revenge
58 reads
13 Comments
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