Things I Hate_003 (NaPo #19/30)

Every material must have a way to be created again,  
Soil is made when animals die and when stones and other materials are withered into dust and then into terrain.  
Most plants spread pollen through bees, butterflies, moths, wasps, and more,  
Other animals mate, but then it gets rather obscure  
And convoluted, complex, and confusing when it comes to humans.  
Who's what gender? Who's what orientation? How many genders and orientations are there?  
Does a deep bond of love, trust, and respect have to be formed before intercourse can take place? Some would disagree there....  
I for one don't, I can't understand sex without love, trust, respect, and knowing your partner well.  
I've always wanted to be a grown-up, thought it would be cool,  
But I've come to learn, most grown-ups drool.  
I like getting to make my own decisions, but I've come to realize,  
With my own eyes  
(Or at least in stories, photos, and in TV),  
That it's not all it's cracked up to be,  
At least in most of society,  
Where it is considered grown-up,  
To get drunk 'till you throw up,  
To make joke after joke about alcohol, sex, drugs, farts, etc....  
To see ad after ad covered in sexual overtones and undertones, extra.  
To find attractive, women never fully closing their mouths,  
Every sentence coming out if everyone's mouths,  
Being filled with "fuck" after "fuck", and calling everyone who slightly disagrees/is slightly rude, a "dick",  
It makes me sick.  
I've found that's just not me.  
For you see,  
I happen to be greysexual,
Which is between demisexual  
And allosexual  
(The opposite of asexual),  
Where I do have initial attraction, sexual,  
But I would not want to act upon it until I've gotten to know said individual, and formed a bond of trust and most importantly, love,  
And I am aroflux, with is aromantic but flux, I do feel love,  
But my romantic feelings are pretty nonexistent most days,  
I can find slightly romantic/slightly sappy things sweet when I see them most days,  
But that doesn't mean I want to see a lot of it,  
And some days I can't stand it,  
But always, I love romance, when thinking of who I admire, Brad Dourif of course!