Eternity

i see the blood that runs down my arm
redder then the petals on a rose
i wonder how this happens
how did i end up in this place
again...
and again and again

i do not wish to feel this pain
does my life mean nothing to me?
i see it does not
shadows run by me in the dark
darker then a pitch black cave
is this my end? finally i waited for this

please let me go.
iv had enough of this, of this life i bare
it hurts my heart, my body, my soul
is this my fate to live eternity with this pain

i look over to the shadow and beg
take my life, end it, please here and now
my heart it burns, like hells flames
doomed to lay here eternity
with pain i do not wish to have

if i shall i will gladly love to watch
my body bleed for Eternity
my blood, redder then a red rose petals
i shall cut each time i bare pain
i do not wish to have

Eternity alone i shall be
i will lay here for Eternity
in a puddle of my own blood but
nothing to look at but the night sky