Unredeemable

You wasn't tough as you claim.
Running your mouth live off your name.
 
Ride alone I don't use a squad.
Don't mistake its to late for us when we face god
 
Three bullets in my side burn it with charcoal
Laugh burning flesh. Fire, brimstone, my soul.
 
Dont worry 3 of 5 your brothers will join you.
My face the last any of youll see if all i do.
 
Read a book in all the red and white.
In his own words im not in their sight.
 
I cry when I think how I shamed you mom.
My wife and kids in a place I can't come.
 
Dad I know all forgot my name in heaven.
I need redemption but for me nongiven.  
 
My brother and sisters died saints as kids.
I became a collector for the dark one bids.
 
Entering the gates I'm now here alone.
Looking back I was born to call hell home.