Submissions by LiamReeduus (LiamReedus)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm just here to write. You like great you don't still don't care
Unredeemable
You wasn't tough as you claim.
Running your mouth live off your name.
Ride alone I don't use a squad.
Don't mistake its to late for us when we face god
Three bullets in my side burn it with charcoal
Laugh burning flesh. Fire, brimstone, my soul.
Dont worry 3 of 5 your brothers will join you.
My face the last any of youll see if all i do.
Read a book in all the red and white.
In his own words im not in their sight.
I cry when I think how I shamed you mom.
My wife and kids in a place I can't come. ...
Running your mouth live off your name.
Ride alone I don't use a squad.
Don't mistake its to late for us when we face god
Three bullets in my side burn it with charcoal
Laugh burning flesh. Fire, brimstone, my soul.
Dont worry 3 of 5 your brothers will join you.
My face the last any of youll see if all i do.
Read a book in all the red and white.
In his own words im not in their sight.
I cry when I think how I shamed you mom.
My wife and kids in a place I can't come. ...
#hate
#grief
#dark
#heartbroken
#emptiness
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Inside
Blood trickles my chest.
Knife cutting through the breast.
Feel each bump against my ribs crest.
Runs my guts to my waist.
Across my thighs and trace
Other side back up to my arm release grace.
Heaven won't have me, Hell knows me
The darkness grows were none can see.
Serpents won't let me be.
Faint light headed blood flows well.
Sulfur decay all I can smell.
Another memory as far as I'll tell.
Knife cutting through the breast.
Feel each bump against my ribs crest.
Runs my guts to my waist.
Across my thighs and trace
Other side back up to my arm release grace.
Heaven won't have me, Hell knows me
The darkness grows were none can see.
Serpents won't let me be.
Faint light headed blood flows well.
Sulfur decay all I can smell.
Another memory as far as I'll tell.
#anger
#anxiety
#dark
#frustration
#despair
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Tear stained art
I lay in the dark.
Sweet pain crisining my back.
Each stab and slash making my story.
Rooted in disaster.
Engraved in beauty.
My life etched in elaborated scars.
Sweet pain crisining my back.
Each stab and slash making my story.
Rooted in disaster.
Engraved in beauty.
My life etched in elaborated scars.
#sadness
#love
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals
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Drifter
Suitable log up on my shoulders, time for a run.
Up this mountain cool morning breeze is on.
Sixteen kilometers legs burn.
Respect and pain something you earn.
Throw the log from my shoulders time to lift
Train battery on a cable, the pain a gift.
Hundred twenty kilo rocks pick up throw.
Cold crisp air good for the soul.
Strap to my suv drag across the field.
Stretch again release the stress I build.
Seventy kilo rocks each hand punch
Nintey kilo rock do a few crunch.
Throw a rope in a tree...
Up this mountain cool morning breeze is on.
Sixteen kilometers legs burn.
Respect and pain something you earn.
Throw the log from my shoulders time to lift
Train battery on a cable, the pain a gift.
Hundred twenty kilo rocks pick up throw.
Cold crisp air good for the soul.
Strap to my suv drag across the field.
Stretch again release the stress I build.
Seventy kilo rocks each hand punch
Nintey kilo rock do a few crunch.
Throw a rope in a tree...
#dark
#ghosts
#misunderstood
#disappointment
#emptiness
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Night vision
Crossing borders Canada never been here before.
Whole drive my mind and heart tore.
I still see you my love tears fill my eyes I still adore
Tree after tree each kilometer pass.
Pull up for petrol back out fast.
I'll break the steering wheel I don't ease my grasp.
Out by a lake British Colombia has peace.
Some lady won't quit speaking, go away please.
You don't know me not in the least.
I dint want to talk or eat with you.
I want to be alone is that wrong to do.
I had to move before my temper blew.
...
Whole drive my mind and heart tore.
I still see you my love tears fill my eyes I still adore
Tree after tree each kilometer pass.
Pull up for petrol back out fast.
I'll break the steering wheel I don't ease my grasp.
Out by a lake British Colombia has peace.
Some lady won't quit speaking, go away please.
You don't know me not in the least.
I dint want to talk or eat with you.
I want to be alone is that wrong to do.
I had to move before my temper blew.
...
#regret
#grief
#shadows
#suffering
#emptiness
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Sandman
Just off of north vine.
Back in California, last I was here I had a fight.
Watching you will appear in time.
God I hate the neon light.
I told yall I'd be around.
In the shadows just out of sight.
Yall wanted this game.
Sandman call say goodnight.
Back in California, last I was here I had a fight.
Watching you will appear in time.
God I hate the neon light.
I told yall I'd be around.
In the shadows just out of sight.
Yall wanted this game.
Sandman call say goodnight.
#hate
#fate
#emptiness
#curse
#karma
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I'm coming
I can smell the burn.
I can hear the screams
Devil comes again.
My sins haunt my dreams.
I see the evil men do.
I know how much we wrong.
Nothing the TV says is true.
They've lied to you all along.
One secret organization or another.
Templar, Mason, illumanati
They despise my existence but created me.
They dare not come They know what will be.
Starters hungry to make a mark.
The elders fear me they know
You could make idle threats then.
With my family gone I have no soul.
I...
I can hear the screams
Devil comes again.
My sins haunt my dreams.
I see the evil men do.
I know how much we wrong.
Nothing the TV says is true.
They've lied to you all along.
One secret organization or another.
Templar, Mason, illumanati
They despise my existence but created me.
They dare not come They know what will be.
Starters hungry to make a mark.
The elders fear me they know
You could make idle threats then.
With my family gone I have no soul.
I...
#anger
#hate
#dark
#emptiness
#bittersweet
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.454 the judge
Covered in sweat.
Trying to calm the mindset of a vet.
Somewhere between demon and man.
Looking at my calloused hand.
God decided I wasn't worthy of yall.
Still not over screaming about it all.
Hit the bag others stair.
Go about you buisness none of you care.
Lady why are you staring at me.
Just leave me be.
I know the monster I appear.
Start lifting weights do you watch in fear.
Why are yall watching me.
Go away please.
I'm not covered in sores I've no disease.
Do not touch me...
Trying to calm the mindset of a vet.
Somewhere between demon and man.
Looking at my calloused hand.
God decided I wasn't worthy of yall.
Still not over screaming about it all.
Hit the bag others stair.
Go about you buisness none of you care.
Lady why are you staring at me.
Just leave me be.
I know the monster I appear.
Start lifting weights do you watch in fear.
Why are yall watching me.
Go away please.
I'm not covered in sores I've no disease.
Do not touch me...
#anger
#hate
#heartbroken
#frustration
#disappointment
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Drinking night
Two hundred push ups.
Lift weights til my arms can't no more
Stretch til I can't
Upside down work on core.
Bottle of scotch
Heavy bags til glove tore.
Another bottle.
A few bottles more.
Chin up.
Medicine ball bell flick
Jumping Jack's
Calisthenics
Another bottle
Run til sick
Another bottle
Another to fix.
No one will spar
Guess time to go.
I needed to spar.
Release my soul
I need the pain
Help get back control
Taxi to the hotel
Scotch on the rocks
Sweat...
Lift weights til my arms can't no more
Stretch til I can't
Upside down work on core.
Bottle of scotch
Heavy bags til glove tore.
Another bottle.
A few bottles more.
Chin up.
Medicine ball bell flick
Jumping Jack's
Calisthenics
Another bottle
Run til sick
Another bottle
Another to fix.
No one will spar
Guess time to go.
I needed to spar.
Release my soul
I need the pain
Help get back control
Taxi to the hotel
Scotch on the rocks
Sweat...
#depression
#alcohol
#travel
#nightmares
#weakness
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5 dozen roses
I can only go one day at a time.
I refuse to ruin your image and insight.
I was a lost tattered would before you.
Not complete but I'm learning passed my blight.
You was my saving grace.
The queen of all to me.
You and our children was my only happiness.
Through tears is all I can see.
I'm not whole but I'll do my best to get better.
I'll rise to the occasion as I've always done.
I miss you my beloved,
As I lay flowers on the ground for you our daughters and our sons
I refuse to ruin your image and insight.
I was a lost tattered would before you.
Not complete but I'm learning passed my blight.
You was my saving grace.
The queen of all to me.
You and our children was my only happiness.
Through tears is all I can see.
I'm not whole but I'll do my best to get better.
I'll rise to the occasion as I've always done.
I miss you my beloved,
As I lay flowers on the ground for you our daughters and our sons
#sadness
#grief
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#emptiness
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In america
Sitting on the ports in New York.
Listening to the ones on the court.
I'm left alone.
No one but me to that I must atone.
I've danced with the devil in the burning sea.
Lush green lands no peace for me.
Coffee brown suit and black python shoes.
In my ice white Bentley on a cruise.
My heart buried in four Graves in colombian soil.
Pain still hits without recoil.
Hidden in the streets no one knows who I am.
Where else should I be but the land of the damned
Listening to the ones on the court.
I'm left alone.
No one but me to that I must atone.
I've danced with the devil in the burning sea.
Lush green lands no peace for me.
Coffee brown suit and black python shoes.
In my ice white Bentley on a cruise.
My heart buried in four Graves in colombian soil.
Pain still hits without recoil.
Hidden in the streets no one knows who I am.
Where else should I be but the land of the damned
#sadness
#evolution
#emptiness
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Demon inside
My love for this world is gone.
The dark is all I knew.
You took my light from me.
To the deities, Fuck You
You took my sanity.
You destroyed my peace.
Everything I loved lay deceased.
Now my pain don't cease
Fuck it take me I'm done
The dark is all I knew.
You took my light from me.
To the deities, Fuck You
You took my sanity.
You destroyed my peace.
Everything I loved lay deceased.
Now my pain don't cease
Fuck it take me I'm done
#anger
#regret
#grief
#heartbroken
#emptiness
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