I know I'm the villain of this story Everyone's told me, times 40 You inked me in on the pages of history Every win every lose Apparently ignited an imaginary fuse I tried to hate How you choose my fate What's the opposite of Love, they claim it's hate What's the opposite of give, they say it's take They say forgive, they say forget They don't care They call me a murderer Because I killed my innocent self Reborn stronger I tried to fight a little longer I tried I really did
Dirty little boy On a hot summer night , "Would you put your hands down my pants, It will be alright." You could have said NO, But you gave him a yes, As he watched through the torn screen a stripper undress. You grabbed his member like a batter at the plate, What's this thing he asked "to masturbate?" He smiled and said go faster, while little curious hands tugged away, "Could a eight year old boy really be gay?" I hated you from that time on, Dreamed of Murdering you and having my fun. That Dirty Little Boy...
Again and again you give me signs Maybe I should say goodbye Nothing I can say or do matters even a little to you But I can't stop wasting my time Holding too tightly on to hope Deep down I know you'll never truly be mine
You forget I even exist And I'm tired of always feeling like shit Let go and set you free... But I can't stop loving you And wasting my time Trying so hard to make you see me Make you want me again Anything at all but nothing Nothing is all I ever get
Stop you don't want to get to close It's dark inside It's where the demon with the halo hides U don't wanna fall Fall for this broken heart It's locked and lost I am the glitch in your the clouds Trust these silver clouds Your better off Without me