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Im ready now
I never thought this day would come, where I could be at peace with my decision
Loving people doesn't always make sense, nor is there always a reason
the heart can want what it wants, and the mind can think as it does
But after an epiphany, a doubt of resolve, is no longer what it was
To know I loved you once and I loved you again
To know you never did, makes it hard to be your friend
But as the saying goes, Big girls don't cry
its no longer about you...but me, myself, and I
I could say a million things, tell you each and every thing that hurt me
But what difference would it make, when I know there is many who could easily replace me
So I wont go there anymore, though I made some mistakes
the biggest was returning my soul to a very dark place
The heart above all things is deceitful, which is why God advises you to keep it guarded
To always protect yourself, yet not to be cold hearted.
I loved the boy and the man, beyond the depths, of what I could even understand.
But now that I've accepted all I know to be true, I am choosing to let go of you.
I wish you the best, may your life be full of great things
But I won't be one of them, broken hearts can't have wings.
I'm rising above the pain, I'm choosing to fly
Know it was not easy telling you good-bye
Loving people doesn't always make sense, nor is there always a reason
the heart can want what it wants, and the mind can think as it does
But after an epiphany, a doubt of resolve, is no longer what it was
To know I loved you once and I loved you again
To know you never did, makes it hard to be your friend
But as the saying goes, Big girls don't cry
its no longer about you...but me, myself, and I
I could say a million things, tell you each and every thing that hurt me
But what difference would it make, when I know there is many who could easily replace me
So I wont go there anymore, though I made some mistakes
the biggest was returning my soul to a very dark place
The heart above all things is deceitful, which is why God advises you to keep it guarded
To always protect yourself, yet not to be cold hearted.
I loved the boy and the man, beyond the depths, of what I could even understand.
But now that I've accepted all I know to be true, I am choosing to let go of you.
I wish you the best, may your life be full of great things
But I won't be one of them, broken hearts can't have wings.
I'm rising above the pain, I'm choosing to fly
Know it was not easy telling you good-bye
Published 3rd Jun 2016
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3rd Jun 2016 11:38am
Hey Elle, very fluent and clear yet deep ink! That's my opinion about the delivery- and your subject I believe would resonate with many a broken heart and victims of unrequited love!
3rd Jun 2016 3:00pm
13th Mar 2018 10:07pm
I just want to say sorry,We were created to love and to be loved, and I think we all agree that love is the best and most indescribable feeling in this world,Why always two people agree on love,Then a difficult journey begins,
In any time which one person decides to leave after the pain and without apologizing,This is selfish in all its meaning :
All I ever wanted was to see your eyes
I always wanted more from this world
Everyone travels through time to the past
the time need a time to go on
We all travel during the time
But Not everyone will understand the night
Except me ,my heart ,and my soul inside
a moments that we’ve shared,
It only takes a second
To get from here to there .... You have to be strong and courageous and know that you can do anything you put your mind to, you wrote this : I could say a million things, tell you each and every thing that hurt me
But what difference would it make, when I know there is many who could easily replace me ... Love will always stay in the heart , One day we will discover that we have wasted our time with people who have not experienced the moments of pain we are experiencing,i do not like this word "impossible" its like waiting GODO .... cause if you feel bad you are moving down deep in your whole... but instead look for that light at the end of the tunnel...You showed your feelings strongly .
In any time which one person decides to leave after the pain and without apologizing,This is selfish in all its meaning :
All I ever wanted was to see your eyes
I always wanted more from this world
Everyone travels through time to the past
the time need a time to go on
We all travel during the time
But Not everyone will understand the night
Except me ,my heart ,and my soul inside
a moments that we’ve shared,
It only takes a second
To get from here to there .... You have to be strong and courageous and know that you can do anything you put your mind to, you wrote this : I could say a million things, tell you each and every thing that hurt me
But what difference would it make, when I know there is many who could easily replace me ... Love will always stay in the heart , One day we will discover that we have wasted our time with people who have not experienced the moments of pain we are experiencing,i do not like this word "impossible" its like waiting GODO .... cause if you feel bad you are moving down deep in your whole... but instead look for that light at the end of the tunnel...You showed your feelings strongly .
14th Mar 2018 8:29pm
Thank you. It's hard letting go, but I'm glad I did. I am much happier now and have a wonderful man who treasures me. He is not only my lover, but my comforter and best friend. I never knew what it felt like to be truly loved by a good man, but I do now.
6th May 2018 2:33pm
I love resolution pieces... it takes a lot of strength to finally be able to let go and move on
6th May 2018 2:48pm
10th Aug 2018 2:54pm
