No Pain

You eat away all my pain,
like a hungry child.
You’re crying,
praying to the god you don't believe
in to kill you.
You just want to see me happy.
But it's slowly killing you isn’t it?
You’re suffering every night.
Slitting your wrists,
you still don’t know I’ve seen the scars.
Swallowing pills like candy,
yeah I see the pill bottle in your backpack.
Slowly getting emptier and emptier every day.
I see the suffering behind your green eyes,
the pain under that smile.
You scream yell tell me it’s all my fault.
You tell me to stop being so fucked up
so you don’t have to help me anymore.
Then you pulled the trigger
Killing yourself.
Leaving me to deal
with this alone,
Then me killing myself,
so we can be happy together. 


No pain.