...nOt LiKe ThiS...

With my last effort for life, I fall heavy into your arms. My knees lose strength from holding up this being. My arms lay limp at my sides, lifeless as blood springs out of my wrists. My life is escaping quickly, reunited with the blade and anxious for this release. I can only look up to you. Your blurred but I can still see the sparkles in your eyes. Your sharp chin and fang like teeth radiating in the night surrounding us. Your perfect bitter cold face smiles angrily and happily at the same time.  Your crazy beautiful locks of hair blow in slow motion and your mouth falls hard on my wrist. I can't help but hurt inside. I can't deny I've wanted this, but not like this. Now I'm losing control, going in and out of night. And your the one claiming me. Destroying me. Turning me into what you never wanted to become. Now there's no looking back as we become one. Light fades to darkness, and I become tarnished from the inside out. My heart turns to ice, pure darkness fills my eyes. I'm your broken shadow again. But are You the only one I see?