Submissions by crimsin (Unveiling)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
my ink comes from the heart and sometimes a dark mind
Your Incantation
Your incantation is falling on deaf ears
Little bunny wearing the trick or treat wolf costume,
Your mamma sewed for you.
You make me laugh,
The devil dosen't take orders
From loose souls that don't put up a fight.
Writes things they don't mean,
Really do your mamma the devil says,
Then get back to me.
I don't pretend to be evil i'm not
Demons surround me
They love me, I put on a good show sexually.
I put up a good fight
My soul is light and tasty
I don't pretend...
Little bunny wearing the trick or treat wolf costume,
Your mamma sewed for you.
You make me laugh,
The devil dosen't take orders
From loose souls that don't put up a fight.
Writes things they don't mean,
Really do your mamma the devil says,
Then get back to me.
I don't pretend to be evil i'm not
Demons surround me
They love me, I put on a good show sexually.
I put up a good fight
My soul is light and tasty
I don't pretend...
864 reads
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Scratch The Surface
Looking through the glass in wonder
My feelings foreign, completely disconnected from me
Nervous energy, angry aggression have taken their place.
Scratching the surface of emotion
Skating across them like a frozen pond, doing figure eights
My words not making sense.
Like my feelings seem to be stuck in the muck
Blathering on,
To keep thoughts at bay.
Death, life, eternity
I fail daily at making sense of the world around me
No whereto go with this.
I won't break through
I'll...
My feelings foreign, completely disconnected from me
Nervous energy, angry aggression have taken their place.
Scratching the surface of emotion
Skating across them like a frozen pond, doing figure eights
My words not making sense.
Like my feelings seem to be stuck in the muck
Blathering on,
To keep thoughts at bay.
Death, life, eternity
I fail daily at making sense of the world around me
No whereto go with this.
I won't break through
I'll...
999 reads
8 Comments
Reflection
I stood on the porch this morning,
Smoking my first cigarette of the day.
The best smoke in my opinion.
I was thinking about my writing,
How I'm compelled to ryhme
I thought I have to stop this.
I think the rhyming comes from my schiz.
Though it's getting better lately,
I still hear voices, they have always been with me.
I thought instead of ryhming I would tell a story,
So here it goes,
I'm a married lady who struggled
With heroin...
Smoking my first cigarette of the day.
The best smoke in my opinion.
I was thinking about my writing,
How I'm compelled to ryhme
I thought I have to stop this.
I think the rhyming comes from my schiz.
Though it's getting better lately,
I still hear voices, they have always been with me.
I thought instead of ryhming I would tell a story,
So here it goes,
I'm a married lady who struggled
With heroin...
1189 reads
17 Comments
Time
Time is a valuable thing
But come see it through
An insane person's brain.
First minute in the mental institution
"Come Crimsin take your meds"
"It's your only solution".
"No I say"
With much resolve
Then no cig. for you move it along.
"Wait I cry, i'll take your pill"
Anxiety growing
Only a cig. will still.
Checked onto the ward an hour later
Looking to the clock
Not believing I have to stay here.
They bring me to the wall
Introduce me to time ...
But come see it through
An insane person's brain.
First minute in the mental institution
"Come Crimsin take your meds"
"It's your only solution".
"No I say"
With much resolve
Then no cig. for you move it along.
"Wait I cry, i'll take your pill"
Anxiety growing
Only a cig. will still.
Checked onto the ward an hour later
Looking to the clock
Not believing I have to stay here.
They bring me to the wall
Introduce me to time ...
1424 reads
8 Comments
Loneliness
Loneliness is no foe to me
It's a feeling i'm well aquainted with
Always there inspiring me.
Born into the world alone
Our own way to find
Digging out an existence.
Some of us climbing to the top
Just to find our friend lonely
Waiting there to scoff.
Funny isn't this human condition
So many corridors and doors we go through
Just to run into you know who.
Fickle fate, fickle friend
Loneliness never fails to entertain
Ever...
It's a feeling i'm well aquainted with
Always there inspiring me.
Born into the world alone
Our own way to find
Digging out an existence.
Some of us climbing to the top
Just to find our friend lonely
Waiting there to scoff.
Funny isn't this human condition
So many corridors and doors we go through
Just to run into you know who.
Fickle fate, fickle friend
Loneliness never fails to entertain
Ever...
1022 reads
5 Comments
Looking In
Looking in
Am I an angel
Or devil kin.
I see beauty and light within me
But hide behind a mask of darkness
This being popular, right?
I see my soul
Truly, i'm made of both
Dark and light.
I've tried but over this disparity
I seem to have no control
This makes me fear for my soul.
Looking in
I see vast unchained imagination
Others use theirs for evil, are my words such devistation?
I feel my guilt
Maybe my guts
Shouldn't be spilled.
...
Am I an angel
Or devil kin.
I see beauty and light within me
But hide behind a mask of darkness
This being popular, right?
I see my soul
Truly, i'm made of both
Dark and light.
I've tried but over this disparity
I seem to have no control
This makes me fear for my soul.
Looking in
I see vast unchained imagination
Others use theirs for evil, are my words such devistation?
I feel my guilt
Maybe my guts
Shouldn't be spilled.
...
1084 reads
7 Comments
Mind f**k
1685 reads
14 Comments
Anxiety-updated
I have deep anxiety
I shared demented thoughts
That are so very private to me.
I'm dark and light
My soul twisted and uptight
Some thoughts should never see the light.
I am a gentle being
Who hears demonic fantasies
They won'tleave me alone, unless I appease them sexually.
Giving in and entertaining idea's
That will never see the light of day
I'm not the aggressor,
In theseperverted dreams but the victim
What is it in me that...
I shared demented thoughts
That are so very private to me.
I'm dark and light
My soul twisted and uptight
Some thoughts should never see the light.
I am a gentle being
Who hears demonic fantasies
They won'tleave me alone, unless I appease them sexually.
Giving in and entertaining idea's
That will never see the light of day
I'm not the aggressor,
In theseperverted dreams but the victim
What is it in me that...
1047 reads
9 Comments
The Moon
My muse went to visit the moon today
I couldn't follow her
A dark ray took her far away.
She is addicted to the moon
And his giving light
She loves to run and play, feasting off his energy.
Leaving me sleepless and alone, eight months later
I can still feel the pull of the moon, got me addicted to the spoon
Then left me in this wordless cocoon.
"Come to the moon and visit me"
My muse is calling
"Were having a party".
I must obstain, refrain
Find my words to express my pain ...
I couldn't follow her
A dark ray took her far away.
She is addicted to the moon
And his giving light
She loves to run and play, feasting off his energy.
Leaving me sleepless and alone, eight months later
I can still feel the pull of the moon, got me addicted to the spoon
Then left me in this wordless cocoon.
"Come to the moon and visit me"
My muse is calling
"Were having a party".
I must obstain, refrain
Find my words to express my pain ...
1416 reads
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In The End
Anxiety building today
My soul bound and chained
I had a nightmare about Ted Bundy last night.
He was quite scary in person
I tried to flee him but in mynightmare my soul couldn't shake him
Maybe it's a warning to me not to encouragemy twisted fantasies
Because in the end reality isn't a dream.
It's a nightmare from which you can not awake
It's a dark place where demonic forces torture
Take your will to survive, with no where to hide.
I don't want to meet eternal death ...
My soul bound and chained
I had a nightmare about Ted Bundy last night.
He was quite scary in person
I tried to flee him but in mynightmare my soul couldn't shake him
Maybe it's a warning to me not to encouragemy twisted fantasies
Because in the end reality isn't a dream.
It's a nightmare from which you can not awake
It's a dark place where demonic forces torture
Take your will to survive, with no where to hide.
I don't want to meet eternal death ...
1006 reads
9 Comments
The Keys
The keys to my heart
Thrown in the abyss
Left discarded.
Pain picked them up
Entered my soul
Fed me torture, despair.
I turned from the light
On this day
I wouldn't be played the fool again.
I would don a mask of hate
For my soul to be toyed with so cruelly
Evil must be my true mate.
It never discarded my heart, my soul
Never starved me
Fedme thepain, that kept me going.
Never asked me to be anything but...
Thrown in the abyss
Left discarded.
Pain picked them up
Entered my soul
Fed me torture, despair.
I turned from the light
On this day
I wouldn't be played the fool again.
I would don a mask of hate
For my soul to be toyed with so cruelly
Evil must be my true mate.
It never discarded my heart, my soul
Never starved me
Fedme thepain, that kept me going.
Never asked me to be anything but...
940 reads
8 Comments
Lucid Nightmare
The dream begins easlily enough
Sun shining, people laughing
Familiar places.
Then your perception begins to skew
Shaping it's self according to your mood
The lucid nightmare has you.
Faces begin to elongate
Teeth become sharp
Eyes shiny and dark.
They chase me down alleys
Through city streests i've never seen
Thedemons sometimes appear as loved ones.
Though you know it's not them by their bark
You realize this is only a dream
You turn and see you have wings.
The demons barking...
Sun shining, people laughing
Familiar places.
Then your perception begins to skew
Shaping it's self according to your mood
The lucid nightmare has you.
Faces begin to elongate
Teeth become sharp
Eyes shiny and dark.
They chase me down alleys
Through city streests i've never seen
Thedemons sometimes appear as loved ones.
Though you know it's not them by their bark
You realize this is only a dream
You turn and see you have wings.
The demons barking...
1340 reads
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