Submissions by Cosmonaut-x
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Walk into the blue
God it feels like I'm being torn apart
I gotta make a decision that's kinda hard
To Stay or go
Soon or now
I gotta break free
I gotta be me
You'll find another toy
And forget about me
I'm to wild and you can never tame me
I'm a free spirit that loves to roam and dream
A nomad with the world at his feet
My dreams treat me with new adventures to see
Unknown of the choices I'll choose
I'll walk out unknowing into the blue .
I gotta make a decision that's kinda hard
To Stay or go
Soon or now
I gotta break free
I gotta be me
You'll find another toy
And forget about me
I'm to wild and you can never tame me
I'm a free spirit that loves to roam and dream
A nomad with the world at his feet
My dreams treat me with new adventures to see
Unknown of the choices I'll choose
I'll walk out unknowing into the blue .
#anxiety
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Under the moon ( collaboration with sugarwolf))
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5 Comments
Between the sheets
You came in wearing a sexy nighty
A red thong you knew I would pull to the side with my teeth
Loving the scent of you
All pheromones that surround you
Driving me wild
And I must have you
I need you deep
Where my long cock slides in and out of you
Spanking that ass
And watching it jiggle
I wish I could continuously cum for you
It feels like my cocks melting off
As I pull your hair and you moan on my cock
Your cute little face in distress as you try and take it all
When I try to slam it all the way in...
A red thong you knew I would pull to the side with my teeth
Loving the scent of you
All pheromones that surround you
Driving me wild
And I must have you
I need you deep
Where my long cock slides in and out of you
Spanking that ass
And watching it jiggle
I wish I could continuously cum for you
It feels like my cocks melting off
As I pull your hair and you moan on my cock
Your cute little face in distress as you try and take it all
When I try to slam it all the way in...
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#lover
#dirty
1233 reads
2 Comments
No regrets
Shit
were just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl
And I wish you were here ,
They played pink Floyd at my father's funeral
You could say we were different kind of folk
1% of the rest of you bloaks
The memories flood in
And anxiety grips my throat
So many horrors buried
Deep in this catacomb of forgotten memories
But I guess there just blurry
There always there with me
Tearing me apart making me weak
I just want to be free
Something you need
Can't I just be somebody
But I'm just hollow and...
were just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl
And I wish you were here ,
They played pink Floyd at my father's funeral
You could say we were different kind of folk
1% of the rest of you bloaks
The memories flood in
And anxiety grips my throat
So many horrors buried
Deep in this catacomb of forgotten memories
But I guess there just blurry
There always there with me
Tearing me apart making me weak
I just want to be free
Something you need
Can't I just be somebody
But I'm just hollow and...
#love
#grief
#dark
#shadows
#music
649 reads
7 Comments
Trapped inside me
Pick apart the parts of me
What do you see ?
Well I guess first you ought to know me
I'm ugly inside just a beast
This skin lies to your eyes
These green eyes trick your mind
I'm just a monster in human clothes
There are secrets I've never told
To any living soul
Locked up inside they hide growing mold
I've felt the insanity of true love
Had to choose between life or death
Been cornered trapped out of breath had my courage put to the test
Felt my knife up under a neck
the warm blood running down my wrist ...
What do you see ?
Well I guess first you ought to know me
I'm ugly inside just a beast
This skin lies to your eyes
These green eyes trick your mind
I'm just a monster in human clothes
There are secrets I've never told
To any living soul
Locked up inside they hide growing mold
I've felt the insanity of true love
Had to choose between life or death
Been cornered trapped out of breath had my courage put to the test
Felt my knife up under a neck
the warm blood running down my wrist ...
#regret
#LifeStruggles
#choices
565 reads
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Thru tired eyes
I'm sitting here right next to you
But I couldn't feel farther away
How could you sit there and lie to my face
Multiple times a day
But I know all your ways
Painting pretty pictures to blur out the day
Destroying the ones you love who stand in your way
Just because they don't agree
With All that you say
You don't care what I say
My emotions you murder and slay
Picking me apart to continue your game
Can I trust anything you say
Everything's a coincidence
You say Its not what it seems
That excuse is...
But I couldn't feel farther away
How could you sit there and lie to my face
Multiple times a day
But I know all your ways
Painting pretty pictures to blur out the day
Destroying the ones you love who stand in your way
Just because they don't agree
With All that you say
You don't care what I say
My emotions you murder and slay
Picking me apart to continue your game
Can I trust anything you say
Everything's a coincidence
You say Its not what it seems
That excuse is...
#ShortStory
#confessional
#WritingPoetry
#philosophical
#scifi
522 reads
5 Comments
Disappointment
All the voices in my head just bring me down
All I hear is them scream and shout
I wish I could just tear them out
All the memories
Of you and me
All the beautiful I should have never seen
All the love you give me I don't deserve
I can never let you down
Even if it means that I drown
I love you fiercely you hold me up even when my darkness burns me up
You're an angel but I'm a demon
And I don't want to burn you
Your everything I've wanted
I think it's why I shut you out
Push you away and out of my...
All I hear is them scream and shout
I wish I could just tear them out
All the memories
Of you and me
All the beautiful I should have never seen
All the love you give me I don't deserve
I can never let you down
Even if it means that I drown
I love you fiercely you hold me up even when my darkness burns me up
You're an angel but I'm a demon
And I don't want to burn you
Your everything I've wanted
I think it's why I shut you out
Push you away and out of my...
#PopCulture
755 reads
9 Comments
Dark nights
It's hard being the one
The one to hold it all together
Always expected
To never falter
But the weight of the world is crushing,
I'm so tired of hurting
I'm always there tho
even when you hurt me,
But even then
I'm supposed to smile
while still bleeding from the stabs you inflicted,
Knowing my weakness
You go straight for the belly
Pushing my buttons
Acting like its all just natural
And you have no hidden meaning,
I can tell you right now
I see...
The one to hold it all together
Always expected
To never falter
But the weight of the world is crushing,
I'm so tired of hurting
I'm always there tho
even when you hurt me,
But even then
I'm supposed to smile
while still bleeding from the stabs you inflicted,
Knowing my weakness
You go straight for the belly
Pushing my buttons
Acting like its all just natural
And you have no hidden meaning,
I can tell you right now
I see...
#anxiety
#dark
#night
#monsters
#nightmares
713 reads
5 Comments
Laying awake
I cant sleep ..
I'm just layin here awake
Thinking
Your soft kisses bring me to a better place
Where I'm lost but found
Spiraling into colors
There's that moment when I let go of the world
And in my heart and mind there's no trouble
I just tumble into lust and love
Hopes and dreams
Those felt things
Those things we all need
In that moment I'm at peace
I don't feel my demons starving
Wanting to feast
I'm at ease
my demons sleep
I love the moments you take off your mask
Tell me...
I'm just layin here awake
Thinking
Your soft kisses bring me to a better place
Where I'm lost but found
Spiraling into colors
There's that moment when I let go of the world
And in my heart and mind there's no trouble
I just tumble into lust and love
Hopes and dreams
Those felt things
Those things we all need
In that moment I'm at peace
I don't feel my demons starving
Wanting to feast
I'm at ease
my demons sleep
I love the moments you take off your mask
Tell me...
#lust
#dreams
#lover
#IMissYou
#passion
764 reads
8 Comments
Hate f**ked
I hate fucked you?
Asking me
Laying there panting after the smash
Yea I did
I was tired of it
Your bitchin and moaning
You needed dick
Its the only thing that curbs the crazy bitch
I just snatched you up
Bit your lip and smack your ass
Said your my dirty slut
Who loves my cum
I Spanked your clit with my cock
Said you've been naughty kitten
now take it all
Slammed inside breaking walls
Moans and screams echo down the hall
I'm beating them guts euphorically
She cums and squirts all over me...
Asking me
Laying there panting after the smash
Yea I did
I was tired of it
Your bitchin and moaning
You needed dick
Its the only thing that curbs the crazy bitch
I just snatched you up
Bit your lip and smack your ass
Said your my dirty slut
Who loves my cum
I Spanked your clit with my cock
Said you've been naughty kitten
now take it all
Slammed inside breaking walls
Moans and screams echo down the hall
I'm beating them guts euphorically
She cums and squirts all over me...
#hate
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#porn
881 reads
14 Comments
Disorders
We live these fragile lives
Each with his own bottom line
How much pain do we take
How many sacrifices must we make
I just want a normal day
Where I don't have to wonder what's true or fake
I'm past the point of playing games
People making promises but then never change
They would rather lie and manipulate
Pointing fingers so quick to blame
Systematically growing for their own gain
It's just a game
And people are played
No care for their feelings
There just pawns that you play
Deep seeded...
Each with his own bottom line
How much pain do we take
How many sacrifices must we make
I just want a normal day
Where I don't have to wonder what's true or fake
I'm past the point of playing games
People making promises but then never change
They would rather lie and manipulate
Pointing fingers so quick to blame
Systematically growing for their own gain
It's just a game
And people are played
No care for their feelings
There just pawns that you play
Deep seeded...
#PopCulture
841 reads
8 Comments
Survivor
a survivor she is and battled true
a divine warrior that once made a cacoon
to withstand the evil that lurked outside
in the halls, in her room, and in her mind.
now cowards did this of course
there's no doubt about that
but the cowards who darkness stood over this girl
were special in fact
special in a way you would not seem to betray
for some of the demons
they were kin you would say.
so, particular cowards, I speak of today.
where ever she went, darkness had already assumed a place
so she built...
a divine warrior that once made a cacoon
to withstand the evil that lurked outside
in the halls, in her room, and in her mind.
now cowards did this of course
there's no doubt about that
but the cowards who darkness stood over this girl
were special in fact
special in a way you would not seem to betray
for some of the demons
they were kin you would say.
so, particular cowards, I speak of today.
where ever she went, darkness had already assumed a place
so she built...
#courage
#dark
#confessional
#suffering
#SelfWorth
675 reads
6 Comments
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