Thru tired eyes

I'm sitting here right next to you  
But I couldn't feel farther away  
How could you sit there and lie to my face  
Multiple times a day  
But I know all your ways  
Painting pretty pictures to blur out the day
Destroying the ones you love who stand in your way  
Just because they don't agree  
With All that you say  
You don't care what I say  
My emotions you murder and slay  
Picking me apart to continue your game  
Can I trust anything you say  
Everything's a coincidence  
You say Its not what it seems  
That excuse is getting old to me  
And usually things are what they seem  
That's logical  
Things are probable
1+1 equals two  
And I'm adding up all the things you do  
Noticing all the acting you do  
And it's not even real to me  
Its so fucking blatant to me  
Its irritating and annoying
I just wanna stab my eyes and ears out  
So I don't have to hear or see  
All the bullshit your showing me