UnreQUITed ❤️

I often hoped for a trauma whether by car accident or fate
where these committed emotions would muddle my mental state

Ending the torment of the imprinted ghostly silhouette of my investments in you, lesson learned, support given and the love felt seeing you win.
Loving you with everything I am and everything I prayed we could have been.

Heavy trauma can make us detach from what we have experienced and from people around us
I’m not a face in your crowded room, not the air only the dust

Can the happiness be created again?

I doubt it because I’ve already wish myself dead
Dead if I returned to a love that isn’t reciprocated

The absence in my life created a void filled with a mistress called distraction
Nature’s laws can be so confusing, misreading the signs because of my human condition.

The complex journey called love is often talked about but never understood
Because it takes courage to rekindle with a distant mind that finds solitude in being misunderstood.