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growth
Written by
Bluevelvete
Published 15th Aug 2023
Author's Note
©Blu2023
For Vick's "What triggers your ego" ...comp https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/competitions/read/12586/
Artwork via Pinterest
A lifetime of being told one thing over and over is psyche damaging, leaving a burdensome scar. Trying to mask that wound used to lead to places that were definitely not me. Years ago, I decided enough is enough. So, after much work and a hard fought battle back to being myself, I came to value the harsh light of hindsight; a stark reminder to focus on the continual growth of a once very bruised heart and soul.
For Vick's "What triggers your ego" ...comp https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/competitions/read/12586/
Artwork via Pinterest
A lifetime of being told one thing over and over is psyche damaging, leaving a burdensome scar. Trying to mask that wound used to lead to places that were definitely not me. Years ago, I decided enough is enough. So, after much work and a hard fought battle back to being myself, I came to value the harsh light of hindsight; a stark reminder to focus on the continual growth of a once very bruised heart and soul.
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Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 11:20am
Sacrifice for growth
Lighting skies are watching over
as seeds of talent spring
on a scarce ground of drowning sand.
Reaching just as high
Lighting skies are watching over
as seeds of talent spring
on a scarce ground of drowning sand.
Reaching just as high
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Re: Re. growth
Hey there, MP
Thank you for sharing your inspirational ink with me this morning, I appreciate that kind gesture very much. It's a pleasure to know you're feeling my little senryú enough to stop by to visit
Much thanks for being here.
Warm returns,
🌹B
Thank you for sharing your inspirational ink with me this morning, I appreciate that kind gesture very much. It's a pleasure to know you're feeling my little senryú enough to stop by to visit
Much thanks for being here.
Warm returns,
🌹B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 11:29am
I value the harsh light of hindsight too.
Everyday is an opportunity for growth and I think it's awesome you found your way 💜
Everyday is an opportunity for growth and I think it's awesome you found your way 💜
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Re: Re. growth
Looks like we're two peas in a pod, d-bear. ;)
A big ol' thank you for sharing your generous nature with me today. I am still finding my way but have become better at navigating through.... I hope... lol.
All my heartfelt appreciation, dear lady.
Be well and be safe out there - 💙
-B
A big ol' thank you for sharing your generous nature with me today. I am still finding my way but have become better at navigating through.... I hope... lol.
All my heartfelt appreciation, dear lady.
Be well and be safe out there - 💙
-B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 11:39am
Hindsight gives us clarity for what we wish to do in the future:) a tough teacher, but that is the learning process in life. A good read, dear Blue.
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Re: Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 12:42pm
You said it, Grace... Life can absolutely deliver those harsh as hell learning lessons... for sure. I'm thrilled you found some worth within... - x
It's so nice to have you here with me in a kinship of understanding. I hope the days are treating you well on your side of the world.
Much love sent your way ✨
🌹B
It's so nice to have you here with me in a kinship of understanding. I hope the days are treating you well on your side of the world.
Much love sent your way ✨
🌹B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 12:10pm
Self belief is the hardest belief to find. Its often hidden behind a wall of hurtful comments but by haters
BE STRONG BE BEAUTIFUL AND BE YOU
Love and light BEAUTIFUL BLUE
Ron xx
BE STRONG BE BEAUTIFUL AND BE YOU
Love and light BEAUTIFUL BLUE
Ron xx
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Damn, if I don't love seeing you today!! A true site for sore eyes!!! I cannot thank you enough for being so awesomely supportive. I can feel just how meaningful your comments are and it makes me puff my chest out in that 'atta girl' kinda of way. Nothing better than the bravest knight having your back.... thank you ☺
Much love and many hugs from across the pond ✨
🌹-💙-⚔️
Much love and many hugs from across the pond ✨
🌹-💙-⚔️
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 2:16pm
..........harsh light of insight. It can save you or kill you..............Kisses, Robert.
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That's the absolute truth of it!
You have to strive for the will to want to grow into who you're really needing to become and never accept being molded into something else all together awful that was potentially and forcefully taught... are my thoughts... lol..
Thank you for sharing your mindset with me, Robert.
It's meaningful to get your feedback and it's always so nice to see you 🦋
🌹B
You have to strive for the will to want to grow into who you're really needing to become and never accept being molded into something else all together awful that was potentially and forcefully taught... are my thoughts... lol..
Thank you for sharing your mindset with me, Robert.
It's meaningful to get your feedback and it's always so nice to see you 🦋
🌹B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 2:20pm
Good luck in the comp, though I don't think you'll need it. Excellent poem.
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I never really win comps (maybe fingers crossed 🤞🏻 for this one) and mostly use them to try and write stuff I normally wouldn't or thought I couldn't ... Kinda push myself out of my comfort zone a bit. So it's nice to know you believe in this one...It's very much appreciated.
Thanks, nik
-x
Thanks, nik
-x
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 3:04pm
"We have to take arms against a sea of troubles."
Reconsider what we have done and look forward to a bright and more wise future,
Mistake is human," l'erreur est humaine ".
No hindsight any more if we think twice before we leap..
Good luck in the challenge.
Reconsider what we have done and look forward to a bright and more wise future,
Mistake is human," l'erreur est humaine ".
No hindsight any more if we think twice before we leap..
Good luck in the challenge.
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Re: Re. growth
With age comes the depth of wisdom, I believe... There's such rich, deep value in understanding and evaluating that actions have particular consequences but there's also real relevancy in reminding yourself to strive for betterment while not settling in being something you're not. Breaking a cycle of abuse and pain, to ensure it ends with... me.
Thank you so much for your thoughtfulness and the kind, considerate feedback. I bask in it's impact and feel extremely fortunate that you've stopped by to leave it with me.
Much obliged for the generous well wishes... - 🙏🏻
🌹-B
Thank you so much for your thoughtfulness and the kind, considerate feedback. I bask in it's impact and feel extremely fortunate that you've stopped by to leave it with me.
Much obliged for the generous well wishes... - 🙏🏻
🌹-B
Re: Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 3:26pm
Thank you so much Bluevelvete for your humble and earnest reply.
I value it so much..
I value it so much..
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Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 3:20pm
“There can be no rebirth without a dark night of the soul, a total annihilation of all that you believed in and thought that you were.” ― Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan, Thinking Like the Universe: The Sufi Path of Awakening.
We continue to monitor your "growth". So far, impressive. Best of luck to you
We continue to monitor your "growth". So far, impressive. Best of luck to you
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That quote kind of reminds me a bit of how dense, lush and beautiful a forest grows back after a huge forest fire... From all that painful destruction, enormous beauty becomes the end result.
haha!
Aye aye, Capt'n
(salutes!)
Good to know I can still impress...
will defiattempt to kick it up a knotch, methinks
hope you can keep up... 😏
🌹-x
haha!
Aye aye, Capt'n
(salutes!)
Good to know I can still impress...
will defiattempt to kick it up a knotch, methinks
hope you can keep up... 😏
🌹-x
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 4:46pm
Culture teaches us to suppress.
Our true nature emerges when we rebel.
Beatutiful poem, beautiful poet.
❣️❣️❣️
🙏
Our true nature emerges when we rebel.
Beatutiful poem, beautiful poet.
❣️❣️❣️
🙏
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Says a beautiful soul.
I cherish your sage wisdom and bask in your sunlight.
Thank you, KP
-`ღ´-
I cherish your sage wisdom and bask in your sunlight.
Thank you, KP
-`ღ´-
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 8:16pm
There's beasts
that feast on growth.
and yet they never can stop
the blooming.
🌺
that feast on growth.
and yet they never can stop
the blooming.
🌺
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Re: Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 5:11am
You speak wise words, my lovely friend...
Ones that I understand all too well and keep in mind when I feel like I'm faltering..
Thank you for the generous list add, the kind 💎 in the forum and for being a bit of goodness, it made my day.
'gem
-B
Ones that I understand all too well and keep in mind when I feel like I'm faltering..
Thank you for the generous list add, the kind 💎 in the forum and for being a bit of goodness, it made my day.
'gem
-B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 9:55pm
A iridescent reawaking and soul searching, at times needing a compass to reach that gleaming of who you really are. One has to believe in who they are. Faith in the reality that no one is your superior. Its that simple, if you listen to silence as you meditate.
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Re: Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 10:03pm
I really really like these comments, A.
You say so much and make an absolutely stellar point that I ardently hope anyone reading attempts to seriously adopt as practice in their own lives, if only for a few moments a day. Legitimately spending time being mindful, alone with some deep breathing... meditating. Try it, I promise you won't be sorry. There's all kinds of beginner tutorials on line... Dare I say, it's almost as good as coffee... almost ;)
Thank you for sharing your experience and those wonderfully consequential kind words, A.
What an impact they've made!
Warm regards - 🙏🏻
-B
You say so much and make an absolutely stellar point that I ardently hope anyone reading attempts to seriously adopt as practice in their own lives, if only for a few moments a day. Legitimately spending time being mindful, alone with some deep breathing... meditating. Try it, I promise you won't be sorry. There's all kinds of beginner tutorials on line... Dare I say, it's almost as good as coffee... almost ;)
Thank you for sharing your experience and those wonderfully consequential kind words, A.
What an impact they've made!
Warm regards - 🙏🏻
-B
Re. growth
15th Aug 2023 10:14pm
You are beautiful inside and out. You have to be yourself. Keep on writing you beautiful strong smart sexy woman.
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Re: Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 5:26am
You're a delightful reminder that being true to yourself, despite it's potential challenges, is what truly matters.
Yours is always a valued and enjoyable visit, Francisco. I can't thank you enough for the complimentary kind words.
I deeply appreciate it, you incredible charmer, you!!!😏
🌹B
Yours is always a valued and enjoyable visit, Francisco. I can't thank you enough for the complimentary kind words.
I deeply appreciate it, you incredible charmer, you!!!😏
🌹B
Re: Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 6:14am
I'm your sexy charmer. You are my smart beautiful strong sexy woman who need to be given love all morning and night long.
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Re: Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 6:32pm
Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 4:51am
Dear BV,
Righteous. This piece immediately brought to mind people I’ve known so horribly affected by the negatives others placed on them and how they internalized it. The idea of shedding those conventions and realizing their potential came very late, if at all. This poem was like a balloon being freed and floating away. I loved this. Your authors note is as poetic as the poem. Wishing you the best in this comp. Powerful write. H🌷
Righteous. This piece immediately brought to mind people I’ve known so horribly affected by the negatives others placed on them and how they internalized it. The idea of shedding those conventions and realizing their potential came very late, if at all. This poem was like a balloon being freed and floating away. I loved this. Your authors note is as poetic as the poem. Wishing you the best in this comp. Powerful write. H🌷
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I bet it was hard for your friends to shed that self image, it sadly becomes ingrained... I get it!! It's like rewiring your thinking, essentially....and yes, brutally hard to change.
I adore your comments and feel the lovely freedom you described... 🎈 Ahhhh....
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and life experiences with me, dear lady. Knowing you're not alone, even if it's virtual strangers, like the friends you mentioned, means so much.
I never really win comps I do it more for the poem idea and to challenge myself but I'll gladly take your good luck juju. 🤞🏻
Much love,
🌹💙
I adore your comments and feel the lovely freedom you described... 🎈 Ahhhh....
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and life experiences with me, dear lady. Knowing you're not alone, even if it's virtual strangers, like the friends you mentioned, means so much.
I never really win comps I do it more for the poem idea and to challenge myself but I'll gladly take your good luck juju. 🤞🏻
Much love,
🌹💙
Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 11:29am
Profound... resplendent... it reveals so much with so little... why I love brevity poetry...
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Re: Re. growth
16th Aug 2023 5:21pm
You've been a good teacher, LilD.... I've learned much from your expertise in brevity and minimalism. So I'll definitely admit that I'm totally grinning, with that 'resplendent'... Wow... high praise, thank you thank you.
Happy that you felt it like I had hoped.
Always means a lot to me to have you here... - ♡
x
Happy that you felt it like I had hoped.
Always means a lot to me to have you here... - ♡
x
Re. growth
17th Aug 2023 1:33am
Dearest, Lady Blue
What a wonderful declaration of learning to love oneself. I love the image of a real woman's figure.
Bravissima Conejita🐻💞🐰
What a wonderful declaration of learning to love oneself. I love the image of a real woman's figure.
Bravissima Conejita🐻💞🐰
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Re. growth
That's a lot of wonderfulness in just a few words. The 'harsh light of hindsight' seems to provide an endless reservoir of jigsaw pieces of our traumatised lives, and then piece by piece over many years we fit them together into a truer picture of our otherwise buried and hidden true selves -- a picture that finally resonates deeply at the soul level.
From my experience, although this process is emotionally painful, sometimes exhausting and seemingly never-ending, my belief is that it also contributes to better physical health. After all, if mind-body-spirit is "one thing", it seems a reasonable conclusion. All the best, Josh.
From my experience, although this process is emotionally painful, sometimes exhausting and seemingly never-ending, my belief is that it also contributes to better physical health. After all, if mind-body-spirit is "one thing", it seems a reasonable conclusion. All the best, Josh.
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Re: Re. growth
22nd Aug 2023 7:44pm
Hey there, Josh :)
Your wise words really resonant with such powerful truth. I deeply appreciate you sharing your own life experience, it definitely sounds a lot like something I know well from a similar shared understanding of that kind of pain. I empathize, my friend.
Finding one's inner truth is not only a process that's difficult, wrought with pain and an uncomfort that often accompanies growth, it's also character shaping; playing a big part in defining the type of person you choose to be or become and how you decide to live and love. It's introspection not for the faint of heart!!... lol..
It truly means so much to me that you felt the wonderfulness within my little senryú. That's exactly what I had hoped in my heart of hearts to convey...
It's a pleasure to have you visit, even more so to be left with your thoughts.
Much love and warmest regards,
🌹B
Your wise words really resonant with such powerful truth. I deeply appreciate you sharing your own life experience, it definitely sounds a lot like something I know well from a similar shared understanding of that kind of pain. I empathize, my friend.
Finding one's inner truth is not only a process that's difficult, wrought with pain and an uncomfort that often accompanies growth, it's also character shaping; playing a big part in defining the type of person you choose to be or become and how you decide to live and love. It's introspection not for the faint of heart!!... lol..
It truly means so much to me that you felt the wonderfulness within my little senryú. That's exactly what I had hoped in my heart of hearts to convey...
It's a pleasure to have you visit, even more so to be left with your thoughts.
Much love and warmest regards,
🌹B
Re: Re. growth
23rd Aug 2023 5:34pm
I keep reminding myself that an "assignment to the boot-camp" (otherwise known as 'an incarnation on Planet Earth') involves a process of trial & error -- which means lots of trials and lots of errors are a normal and expected part of the learning pedagogy. But as you say, it's up to us as to how we deal with the uncomfortableness of the growth process. I sense I'm always thrown back to 'beginner's mind' :)
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Re. growth
A wise person...some call him The Buddha...points directly at the suffering that comes with haunting the past...but hindsight can be valuable indeed.
A powerful poem Ms. Blue.
🙏 Mo
A powerful poem Ms. Blue.
🙏 Mo
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Re: Re. growth
21st Aug 2023 6:58am
Hi, Mo
Sometimes that suffering leads to a greater understanding that only becomes crystal clear after the initial pain has had time to lessen.... I deeply appreciate your wise feedback and feel the bit of warning therein. I tend to agree with you, there... for the most part.
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughtful feedback, it means so much to me to get the privilege of knowing how my poems land an if there's effective.
I also appreciate the kind RL add, it's such a tremendous kindness ....
A pleasure ✨
Nice to have you take the time, I hope you'll visit again.
🌹💙 - B
Sometimes that suffering leads to a greater understanding that only becomes crystal clear after the initial pain has had time to lessen.... I deeply appreciate your wise feedback and feel the bit of warning therein. I tend to agree with you, there... for the most part.
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughtful feedback, it means so much to me to get the privilege of knowing how my poems land an if there's effective.
I also appreciate the kind RL add, it's such a tremendous kindness ....
A pleasure ✨
Nice to have you take the time, I hope you'll visit again.
🌹💙 - B
Re: Re. growth
21st Aug 2023 7:21am
Re. growth
22nd Aug 2023 2:35pm
It’s a reminder if what we’re constantly told by others, by social norms compared to the innocence that used to be and is no more.
Powerful write with so few words
Powerful write with so few words
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Re: Re. growth
Figuring out how to instill and maintain positive self love to reflect outwardly in a healthy manner has been a lifelong process... Yes, an innocence that should have matured without harm or foul, but was sadly bruised and battered into something that needed recovery from. (which I'm sure for a lot of us wasn't the case) However, in the end, it builds strength and resolve.... after a bit of trial and error, that is... lol.
Thank you for understanding the poignance behind the 17 syllables, Walter.... it means a lot to me.
🌹B
Thank you for understanding the poignance behind the 17 syllables, Walter.... it means a lot to me.
🌹B