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The Dreams I Long For

I'm sad all the time now �
There's never a moment � �
Where I don't feel sad �
I want to heal �
I want to achieve � �
Ultimate healing �
It seems � �
So beyond my reach �
So tired of suffering �
So tired �
With this skin � �
In which I was born � �
Brushed it off for a while yeah �
Now I'm suffering � �
Ten times greater �
I set my expectations to high �
Now just a sad little girl � �
Crying for help �
Yearning to be held �
The pain is to much to bare �
Is this goal of mine �
Even real anymore? �
I ask myself now �
This vision I see � �
For myself �
The dreams I long for �
I can no longer tell �
Seems so far �
Beyond my reach �
Starting to become �
A blurry haze �
And as it rains �
My tears flow with it �
Dribbling down the side � �
Of my face �
As I crave �
For somebody �
To open up
My entire soul to �
I long for you my love �
Please find me �
Forevermore

Written by KrystalG

Published 24th Mar 2023

Author's Note

This poem comes to you straight from my tears. I lie here while it rains. Crying, thinking, reflecting....and then that's when this poem was made. Hope you enjoy.