Submissions by KrystalG
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I believe in going with the flow in most everything that I do, my poetry is not excluded from that. I do not like to "think" to much when I write. I learned from someone I once new that "it's ok to be vulnerable" I choose not to hide.
SELF POEM
Published
Yesterday 2:58am
Yesterday 2:58am
Avoidance Unavoidance
I was waiting for someone to come
And save me
But no one ever came
Now this is the result
Caught up in an endless fantasy
My only escape
It was inevitable
An awakening within
Words cannot explain
How much I wished to be saved
The avoidance
Eating at my core
As I started to feel
Like no more
And save me
But no one ever came
Now this is the result
Caught up in an endless fantasy
My only escape
It was inevitable
An awakening within
Words cannot explain
How much I wished to be saved
The avoidance
Eating at my core
As I started to feel
Like no more
#rejection
#confusion
#despair
#disappointment
#denial
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Mar 2023 5:00pm
20th Mar 2023 5:00pm
Insane Brain
I used to always try to control my thoughts
It's processes
Like really hard
That was my determination
Now I see
The impossible
The brain is a complex thing
One cannot just simply control the thing
I cannot control it
I cannot control it
I see
I cannot fully
Control it
Otherwise in jeopardy
My body will be
When I try
When I feel sensitive to the stimuli
I get this crazy tingling in my brain
And if I let it
I know
It will truly drive me insane
It's processes
Like really hard
That was my determination
Now I see
The impossible
The brain is a complex thing
One cannot just simply control the thing
I cannot control it
I cannot control it
I see
I cannot fully
Control it
Otherwise in jeopardy
My body will be
When I try
When I feel sensitive to the stimuli
I get this crazy tingling in my brain
And if I let it
I know
It will truly drive me insane
#dark
#spiritual
#denial
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Mar 2023 10:33pm
19th Mar 2023 10:33pm
Guilty Hair
Right now
I feel so
Guilty inside
Cute hairstyle
But different
I'm covering it up
Why?
I shouldn't be
Its cute to me right?
I asked for this didn't I?
So why then?
Why do I feel guilty
It isn't exactly what I expected
The hair
But, it's still cute
However
Feeling ugly in it
Insecurities are weighing me down
Needing a confidence boost
I don't want to drown
Hiding something from myself
Fearing that may be true
I feel so lost
Please help tell me what to do
Oh the irony this...
I feel so
Guilty inside
Cute hairstyle
But different
I'm covering it up
Why?
I shouldn't be
Its cute to me right?
I asked for this didn't I?
So why then?
Why do I feel guilty
It isn't exactly what I expected
The hair
But, it's still cute
However
Feeling ugly in it
Insecurities are weighing me down
Needing a confidence boost
I don't want to drown
Hiding something from myself
Fearing that may be true
I feel so lost
Please help tell me what to do
Oh the irony this...
#sadness
#regret
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Mar 2023 12:39pm
19th Mar 2023 12:39pm
TODAY IS NEAR
It is my actual birthday today
I am excited yet conflicted
Twenty eight
Wow didn't know if I'd make it this far
What more is there to say?
The struggle is real
Feeling like life is kicking me harder
I will do my best to help you understand how I feel
On this day I just wish things were different
Mom
I really really wish you were here
Still wallowing in my grief for you
Ya know
What else am I to do
I thought you'd make it here forreal
Till I was at least thirty
Now I see the full scale of...
I am excited yet conflicted
Twenty eight
Wow didn't know if I'd make it this far
What more is there to say?
The struggle is real
Feeling like life is kicking me harder
I will do my best to help you understand how I feel
On this day I just wish things were different
Mom
I really really wish you were here
Still wallowing in my grief for you
Ya know
What else am I to do
I thought you'd make it here forreal
Till I was at least thirty
Now I see the full scale of...
#myself
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2023 11:22pm
17th Mar 2023 11:22pm
ARRAY OF FOOD
I am really sensitive when I eat food
I get the tingling in my forearms and cheeks
Then it gets to spreading
I then start feeling all the confliction
Because I do not know how to control it
I want to create
Poetry
This is my escape
I take a bite of this food
And I just melt
I need to smash that bowl of food
Yes I do
I get lost in the excitement
Taste buds always wanting more
However
I also need to practice my patience
In this moment the crown ...
I get the tingling in my forearms and cheeks
Then it gets to spreading
I then start feeling all the confliction
Because I do not know how to control it
I want to create
Poetry
This is my escape
I take a bite of this food
And I just melt
I need to smash that bowl of food
Yes I do
I get lost in the excitement
Taste buds always wanting more
However
I also need to practice my patience
In this moment the crown ...
#food
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EROTIC POEM
Published
14th Mar 2023 4:46am
14th Mar 2023 4:46am
Clayed
#lust
#erotic
#gratitude
#sensual
#sexy
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2023 2:42am
12th Mar 2023 2:42am
Birthday Girl
So today is my birthday
A pisces
For all it's worth
But a girl who is none the less,
Still single in girth
When will my mate finally be here
My night in all black
"I can't wait till I finally meet the one"
Well....I tell myself that
But somehow I still manage to wait
For my Romeo to come
Knocking right outside my window
Having an eternity of fun
A pisces
For all it's worth
But a girl who is none the less,
Still single in girth
When will my mate finally be here
My night in all black
"I can't wait till I finally meet the one"
Well....I tell myself that
But somehow I still manage to wait
For my Romeo to come
Knocking right outside my window
Having an eternity of fun
#strength
#emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2023 2:23am
12th Mar 2023 2:23am
SING ME YOUR LULLABY
Emotions so powerful
I don't know how to keep them in anymore
Looking myself in the mirror
Smiling but not smiling
Trying to hold back tears
The emotions have grown so powerful
"Just breathe"
I tell myself
"You'll get through this"
So hard to believe
Oh there's one
A tear
Now another
And another
Why can't I stop crying?
My solar plexus being hit
With every emotion
Every memory
The anxiety building
Don't you see?
Cravings
Desires taunting me
Heart aching more and...
I don't know how to keep them in anymore
Looking myself in the mirror
Smiling but not smiling
Trying to hold back tears
The emotions have grown so powerful
"Just breathe"
I tell myself
"You'll get through this"
So hard to believe
Oh there's one
A tear
Now another
And another
Why can't I stop crying?
My solar plexus being hit
With every emotion
Every memory
The anxiety building
Don't you see?
Cravings
Desires taunting me
Heart aching more and...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#LifeStruggles
#hurt
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
11th Mar 2023 2:41am
11th Mar 2023 2:41am
Ten Lines No Time
What annoys me in ten lines?
Well it's hard to say really
There's just so much to say
What annoys me is when people get in my way
While I am shopping
I do it for work you see?
Shop for people's groceries
And it just annoys me so much
When people keep stopping in front of me
So unmindful of what they are doing
Well it's hard to say really
There's just so much to say
What annoys me is when people get in my way
While I am shopping
I do it for work you see?
Shop for people's groceries
And it just annoys me so much
When people keep stopping in front of me
So unmindful of what they are doing
#frustration
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
11th Mar 2023 2:22am
11th Mar 2023 2:22am
Sparrows & Squirrels
Squirrels and sparrows
Sparrows and Squirrels
All playing in the field
Climbing through the trees
Rustling through the leaves
Yes I love them all the same
What a sight
They play here before me
A memorable moment
For my I eyes only to see
Birds flocking with there friends and family
Such a simple life
No cares in the world
No need for strife
Oh to be a sparrow or Squirrel
Yes, this is what fascinates my psyche so
Sparrows and Squirrels
All playing in the field
Climbing through the trees
Rustling through the leaves
Yes I love them all the same
What a sight
They play here before me
A memorable moment
For my I eyes only to see
Birds flocking with there friends and family
Such a simple life
No cares in the world
No need for strife
Oh to be a sparrow or Squirrel
Yes, this is what fascinates my psyche so
#trees
#animals
#nature
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2020 10:09pm
25th Oct 2020 10:09pm
I Will!
I just want to be me
Healthy and free
I will meditate more each day
This is how I will succeed
In everything I desire
This is how I will continue to show love to myself
I will succeed!
I will! I will! I will!
Let's do this thing!
I can do anything I set my mind too
I just gotta be willing to take the first step
Cause I know there's so much more I can achieve
I WILL make it through
Healthy and free
I will meditate more each day
This is how I will succeed
In everything I desire
This is how I will continue to show love to myself
I will succeed!
I will! I will! I will!
Let's do this thing!
I can do anything I set my mind too
I just gotta be willing to take the first step
Cause I know there's so much more I can achieve
I WILL make it through
#learning
#determination
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Oct 2020 5:36am
17th Oct 2020 5:36am
I'm far from inconsiderate
My sister is dying
what to do with that news
I'm in a rut
lost and confused
she says I'm inconsiderate
I'm not though....
She says I don't understand what she's going through
well that much is true....
but what she doesn't understand
is the torment she is putting me through
she wants me to be there for her
but doesn't at the same time...
all we do is argue now
i don't know what to do
I'm alone in this
I'm sure that much is true
I'm crying for help ...
what to do with that news
I'm in a rut
lost and confused
she says I'm inconsiderate
I'm not though....
She says I don't understand what she's going through
well that much is true....
but what she doesn't understand
is the torment she is putting me through
she wants me to be there for her
but doesn't at the same time...
all we do is argue now
i don't know what to do
I'm alone in this
I'm sure that much is true
I'm crying for help ...
#sadness
#anger
#sister
#family
#death
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