victima suae risus

 
    
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.before I begin id like to explain
This is a tale of a one-sided confession
A confession one could never admit to  
Normally.around those near .
But a loophole of a publication and a website link written on paper  
Given in the night hour before valentines day    of a crush  that  admittance could alienate  a friendship .
 
But  no regrets for good or for goodbye  
He must know he makes a girl see mofe than jusy horror in the male species...he's one of the good guys.
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The I knocked on that door and saw you i began to act clumsily.   
Did you noticed the sudden buoyancy in myfacial expression,      
Maybe i over analyzed your courtesy and your body language
I wondered so much if  were you trying to attract my attention at times        
And it seemed that i wanted you to initiate a conversation        
I felt that I had the  opportunity to start trusting again    feeling worthy of a genuine gentleman
You have the dark dominating  eyes that demand butterflys in a tummy and thought provoking dominance that I like to see in a man but rarely find causing my weak knees and me to fall    
 Like a school girl  with a fancy  
I looked at you bashfully when I walked in the building after that first time u smiled my way        
My amorous glances gave me the  impression of weakness for you      
And I hastily feared i tacitly  misconceived the aforementioned polite verbalisation         
I thought your affable smile meant you were glad to see me.      
I yet still doing the math seeking the answer  to this.
Yet to have been peer reviewed      
Pardon me if I desired your presence near  and your infectionious smile to warm me on the dark nights I can't sleep
For I was not use to a smile like yours that gave me insight to write this        
To confess this.

       
And all I wanted to truly try to make you understand .
I just want you to know  you make my day enjoyable.  

   
     
     
     
       
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