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I'm trying to survive inside
I tried to hide
But I lied far and wide
My pride ruined the ride
 
On my way to start my day
Words I say you walk away
In church I pray I'll be okay
I lay and hope to stay
 
I weep but can not sleep  
I leap but I'm in too deep
So I repeat but still too steep
They reap my life my soul they keep
 
On a plain it will rain
I'm going insane from my pain
My mind will drain but leave a stain
On a runaway train I remain  
 
Lost my mind I am blind
Time won't rewind so I'm behind  
Things I find but the wrong kind
I will grind to the finish line