Hungry Soul

Sitting alone, but never alone,
Without the people I love, pain, only few have known.
I have had no motivation to do anything that I don't have to,
My legs and knees are aching from sitting here all day, from this issue,
And I've been eating so little, my stomach hurts,
And my soul hurts.
I'm going to get home for a few days, tomorrow evening,
I will get some full nights of sleep, some time to play and to look for a job, and get out of this situation, depressing.
I have scratched my eye in my sleep,
And now think it's infected, bright light makes it weep,
I'm trying to get a doctor's appointment,
To help me out with this predicament,
My body, mind, and soul are weak,
If this continues, the outlook will be bleak.
I pray to the gods above,
To help the grandmother I love,
By getting her the help she deserves.