Not a Part of me

i don't kiss the girls at parties
because the bottle has a better shape
and with the way that i look
it's okay cuz they'd ignore me anyway

sit in the corner in my own little cloud
god damnit i must make my family proud
don't sit with me it's for myself and i
you aren't part of the in crowd

cough out the smoke of my fifth fuckin cigarette
hit the bowl and pass it away
so nobody fuckin sits next to me
so i don't have to talk
so i don't have to care
so nobody else can become aware
that i'm not fucking part of me

i don't kiss the girls at parties
because i don't think i'd know how to start
it's been so long since i let anything in
that didn't fucking tear me apart

i sit in the corner in my own little cloud
surrounded by bottles that i've emptied out
dont talk to me unless you're here to tell me
that i've made my family proud

cough out the smoke of my tenth cigarette
spin the pipe and then pass it away
so nobody sits next to me, fuck
so i don't have to talk
so i dont have to care
so nobody else can become fucking aware
that i'm not a part of me anymore