...the hidden tumor of an unspeakable passion. " - Vladimir Nobokov
The monster shakes With need to feed a Unspeakable passion obscured with secrecy A vice that is willingly submitted to constantly The lines defining him as a person Blurred until they aren't seen anymore
This is when he choose to be a monster Acquiring thread made of perversion and lies Forming a charming human facade Stitching in the lies and trickery Securing it to rotting revolting skin Bloated with toxic gas
Anguish and despair had penetrated into the core of my heart; I bore a he'll within me, which nothing could extinguish. "- Mary Shelly
Hell is caged inside its padded cell Whispering threats of freedom but then a eruption of emotions influencing feelings of anguish and despair Constant presence in the shadows Ambiguious andd unnerving with predatory attention
A multitude of emotions Kept underneath headstones In the damp dark earth Rooted within me Kept alive in some respect
Lonely is the night when you find yourself alone. Your demons come to light and your mind is not your own. " - Billy Squier
Nighttime was once a creature comfort A familiar that brought some semblance of peace With its luminous moon Its sparkling stars Its harmonic crickets Its many wild nocturnal creatures Speckled with the occasional storm
The destruction of peace was propelled by some different form of Shaded creatures with an inability to care as it inhabits a human mind Its hatred evident inside selfish kindness ...
The sadness of what I had lost - my dignity, my future and my body. All of which were choices I had made with no regrets at the time. I was feeling regret now. In fact, I was feeling it so strongly that I could taste its bitterness. " - T. L. Gray
Thinking back to memories of him, of my monster Leaves a smoldering bitterness in my mouth like it's moonshine in its wake Tear drops form at the terrifying thoughts of what I once willingly gave in hopes of acceptance and love How naive
Shame and guilt tinting these warm tear drops What made him...
You despise me, don't you? You can't understand my shame, and loathing, and disgust. -Daphne Du Maurier
We showed each other our scars Told of our wounds Pulled our skeletons out of their shady hideaways To connect on an intimate level Or so I believed
It was a game he held close to the chest A secret from his target Playing by a hidden custom set of deplorable rules Rules too outrageous it twists the mind into knots Evading common understanding His motives dressed up as benevolent
Nobody is born a warrior. You choose to be one when you refuse to stay seated. You choose to be one when you refuse to back down. You choose to be one when you stand up after getting knocked down. You choose to be one ..." - Being Caballero
Purple spiderwebs have twice tried to Keep me stuck to the ground Compelled to live in threatening ways A life where survival dictated the moments
Purple spider webs have attempted to choke Incapacitating any words I would use to speak Forbidden to speak about atrocities Atrocities about the...
your freedom turned to misery..." -Death (choke on it )
The vicious touching has ended but The sensations of pain haunts the cells in her body Unwanted recollecting of violent memories Feeling the violence all over again like an insane loop
Keeping her chained in the depressing pit Where demons are laughing at her torment Burning her inner thighs just for the sake of hearing her screams Breaking open her skin with loving maliciousness Harming her bones on occasion Brusing her soul hidden in her heart Apathetic murder ensnaring...
I could have screamed aloud; I sought with tears and prayers to smother down the crowd of hideous images and sounds with which my memory swarmed against me; and still, between the petitions, the ugly face of my iniquity stared into my soul. " - Robert Louis Stevenson
Yelps of anguish held inside a personal hell Wails of terror held captive in a personal hell Tears of deep overwhelming emotion held under the surface of a personal hell Begging God to let them, all of them, free
Praying to the clouds above Pleading with the heaven ...