Missing Pieces

Im just tryin to clear my head. The toxins left my body dying. The memories of what she said. The time she wasted lying. Its no longer the pain I miss. Just the person that I was. I dont linger for her kiss. I dont miss her touch. I just wish for me to be. Whole again without the missing pieces. My brain my heart the rest of me. Flushed away like rotting feces. The life that I embraced has fallen into waste. Im wasted and alone inside my heartless soul. My memories, my divided thoughts of when I lost control.