My Life (Part 2)

You don't know what I've been through,
You don't know the shit I'm into.
Girl I hope you know that I'm fallin
for you; If only that you really knew.
Excuse me for being rude, but Maria;
you're too good, told me to give you room.
So I gave you my life, also gave you my
Love. Tried to do everything that I
Expected, but she didn't try to understand
everything because sometimes it's not
meant to be understood, but to be accepted.
At my downfall everybody being tepid,
yet I still felt unaffected.
When I met this girl she tried getting me
mended, she made me feel love and respected.
I even asked for her hand and I only got
rejected; fuck love it got me demented.
Next time I find a friendship, I'll be
fucking dreaded; but until that day
come I'll be vestige. Damn I'm feeling
Disparaged.