My Life

People can get drunk and pass out
at parties and nobody bats an eye,
Have a few drinks alone and
Everybody loses their minds.
They look at me with hatred,
thinking I've committed a crime.
Fuck that; I don't have the time,
Just balling and making my rhymes.
Had my ups and downs, but y'all
never heard my cries. All the girls
I meet coincides, I don't give
A shit if you criticize. After all,
It's my life so fuck off; I hope
You realize that I'm sixteen and
you twentyfive, You don't know my
Pain or my sacrifices, You don't
know what suffices. I hope you know
I'm done with being alive. Where's my
Pain pills, or my knives? And Maria
You were the girl I idolize. Surprise,
you got me thinking of suicide.
You could at least tell me I was going
Blind, Love? It's crossed a million
Lines, and told me a million lies.
Why did I fall? When I knew I couldn't
Rise? It brought tears to my eyes,
asked everyone for advice.
When I payed the price,
I can't amortize when my heart is demised.
Fuck these girls and guys who killed my
fucking vibes, I need a guide to lead
me to the path of the wise but I don't
see that shit happening with this pride.
Thinking bout suicide, my thoughts are
Paralyzed I'm tired of this vice, tired
of these ideas I don't even utilise.
Fuck the world. See you in the afterlife.