Submissions by styx88 (Bailee Matthews)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
When writing poetry I often feel like Family Guy.Always taking ideas from Homer. :)
DARK POEM
Published
25th Jul 2011 11:48pm
25th Jul 2011 11:48pm
Gone.
I miss you.. When you're gone.
I never realized it when you were here.
Now you have passed away.
What do I do?
My family tells me to smile and be happy
It will all be ok soon.
But how can I smile when there is no reason to.
When the only reason I had was you..
I never realized it when you were here.
Now you have passed away.
What do I do?
My family tells me to smile and be happy
It will all be ok soon.
But how can I smile when there is no reason to.
When the only reason I had was you..
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2011 6:18am
22nd Jul 2011 6:18am
Sick
I sit there and watch the bottle mimic.
How my soul feels,emptier by the minute.
My life feels like hell, and I must live it.
So much pain in the world and I really don't get it.
Sick of the fighting and all of the tears.
Something that can't be solved by a couple beers.
Sick of hate and the yelling
Sick of being the good girl and started rebeling.
So here I sit in my room, living everyday as I fight.
My life was an ugly site.
I'm done with hating everything and I must agree to disagree.
That I understand my life less than...
How my soul feels,emptier by the minute.
My life feels like hell, and I must live it.
So much pain in the world and I really don't get it.
Sick of the fighting and all of the tears.
Something that can't be solved by a couple beers.
Sick of hate and the yelling
Sick of being the good girl and started rebeling.
So here I sit in my room, living everyday as I fight.
My life was an ugly site.
I'm done with hating everything and I must agree to disagree.
That I understand my life less than...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Jul 2011 2:14am
10th Jul 2011 2:14am
The small things..
My dogs are lying on the ground.
Quiteness is the only sound.
It's amazing to me that I can have all of this.
It's not much to most but it gives me a sence of bliss.
To have a roof over my head and shoes on my feet.
Is great,and not many things could beat.
To have you here smiling, sitting close to me.
Makes me relize something I didn't see.
I am happy for the small things.Things as little as can be.
I am happy for the small things like walking hand and hand, you and me.
Quiteness is the only sound.
It's amazing to me that I can have all of this.
It's not much to most but it gives me a sence of bliss.
To have a roof over my head and shoes on my feet.
Is great,and not many things could beat.
To have you here smiling, sitting close to me.
Makes me relize something I didn't see.
I am happy for the small things.Things as little as can be.
I am happy for the small things like walking hand and hand, you and me.
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Jul 2011 2:54am
9th Jul 2011 2:54am
Life is good...
It's nice to feel like something is mine.
I don't feel this all the time.
It's nice to feel you kiss my cheek.
When I'm with you I can hardly speak.
This probably sounds cheesy and so dumb.
But I feel good.. For the first time in a while.
Life has it's up's and down's that is understood.
But right now for once.. Life is good.
I don't feel this all the time.
It's nice to feel you kiss my cheek.
When I'm with you I can hardly speak.
This probably sounds cheesy and so dumb.
But I feel good.. For the first time in a while.
Life has it's up's and down's that is understood.
But right now for once.. Life is good.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jul 2011 3:51am
8th Jul 2011 3:51am
My future child..
I am young to think about kids..
Or sex for that matter.
But when I do have a kid I hope he/she is brave.
And smart.
I hope they live life knowing I love them...
I hope life gives them many opprotunities..
More than I could even dream of..
I hope there father shows them love and compastion.
More than I got from mine.
I hope there strong and witty
And don't care what people think.
I hope they are respectful.
And when the time calls for it...
I hope he or she kicks ass.
So this is for you..
My future...
Or sex for that matter.
But when I do have a kid I hope he/she is brave.
And smart.
I hope they live life knowing I love them...
I hope life gives them many opprotunities..
More than I could even dream of..
I hope there father shows them love and compastion.
More than I got from mine.
I hope there strong and witty
And don't care what people think.
I hope they are respectful.
And when the time calls for it...
I hope he or she kicks ass.
So this is for you..
My future...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Jul 2011 3:16am
8th Jul 2011 3:16am
Slipped Away..
It's crazy to me how I can just slip away.
The ways I have changed are like night and day.
The me I once knew cared so much and was full of life.
The me I once knew wouldn't put her family up for sacrifice.
The me I know now honestly doesn't give a shit.
Which in this story isn't a benefit.
All it took for me to change.
Was one simple way of loosing up.
I poured my worries in a cup.
As watched them swim down my throat.
The more I drank, the more I wanted to drink.
And as I did my good ways started to sink.
Then the...
The ways I have changed are like night and day.
The me I once knew cared so much and was full of life.
The me I once knew wouldn't put her family up for sacrifice.
The me I know now honestly doesn't give a shit.
Which in this story isn't a benefit.
All it took for me to change.
Was one simple way of loosing up.
I poured my worries in a cup.
As watched them swim down my throat.
The more I drank, the more I wanted to drink.
And as I did my good ways started to sink.
Then the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Jun 2011 2:08am
17th Jun 2011 2:08am
It Makes Me Happy Just to be Alive.
I sit here and think of all the bad things in my head.
How I hated my life and how I wanted to be dead.
How people hated me and how I hated myself
And how my pain couldn't be solved byanything else.
Suiside was it.
That was the way to escape.
I had to end my life before it was to late.
I closed my eyes and let it all sink in..
As the air around me got paper thin.
I took one last drag of my cigarette
Looked down at my phone, I couldn't do it yet.
I saw that you texted me one simple line.
I love you, goodnight.. Be with me...
How I hated my life and how I wanted to be dead.
How people hated me and how I hated myself
And how my pain couldn't be solved byanything else.
Suiside was it.
That was the way to escape.
I had to end my life before it was to late.
I closed my eyes and let it all sink in..
As the air around me got paper thin.
I took one last drag of my cigarette
Looked down at my phone, I couldn't do it yet.
I saw that you texted me one simple line.
I love you, goodnight.. Be with me...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jun 2011 1:51am
17th Jun 2011 1:51am
No one.
No one saw it coming no one could have seen
What was about to happen to the the boy who was only 13.
His mom skimmed through his feelings like a book, no soaking anything in.
I wonder if she would if he was here again.
His dad would say hurtful things to him, but never once did he cry.
Keeping it inside wasn't a reward, even with dry eyes.
He grew sick ofthe pain and told the world how he felt.
With just one bang and his soul started to melt.
No one saw it coming,no one could have seen
The pain in the boy who was only 13.
What was about to happen to the the boy who was only 13.
His mom skimmed through his feelings like a book, no soaking anything in.
I wonder if she would if he was here again.
His dad would say hurtful things to him, but never once did he cry.
Keeping it inside wasn't a reward, even with dry eyes.
He grew sick ofthe pain and told the world how he felt.
With just one bang and his soul started to melt.
No one saw it coming,no one could have seen
The pain in the boy who was only 13.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Mar 2011 3:48am
15th Mar 2011 3:48am
Junkie
Run
As fast as I can.
You can catch me I'm a junkie, man.
Apill here
A snort there
A sip here
A hit there.
There I go again
Running
Running away
From everything and everyone good for me.
So I run
Run as fast as I can.
Even My brain can't catch me I'm a junkie, man.
As fast as I can.
You can catch me I'm a junkie, man.
Apill here
A snort there
A sip here
A hit there.
There I go again
Running
Running away
From everything and everyone good for me.
So I run
Run as fast as I can.
Even My brain can't catch me I'm a junkie, man.
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Mar 2011 00:39am
11th Mar 2011 00:39am
Artist
I am an artist.
Please don't respect me.
I am an artist.
Feel free to correct me.
I am not perfect as many writers seem.
I wish I was a perfect writer.
But thats only in my dreams.
I live every day writing.
My life is a song.
Please tell me when I'm writing it wrong.
Please don't respect me.
I am an artist.
Feel free to correct me.
I am not perfect as many writers seem.
I wish I was a perfect writer.
But thats only in my dreams.
I live every day writing.
My life is a song.
Please tell me when I'm writing it wrong.
801 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Feb 2011 3:20pm
24th Feb 2011 3:20pm
Logalicious!
He is funny
One of my best friends.
He is strong.
my best friend.
He has brown eyes
And has a ghetto booty.
He makes me happy when I'm sad.
Logalicous is my best friend.
One of my best friends.
He is strong.
my best friend.
He has brown eyes
And has a ghetto booty.
He makes me happy when I'm sad.
Logalicous is my best friend.
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Feb 2011 2:35pm
18th Feb 2011 2:35pm
Is it wrong?
Is it wrong for me to feel empty.
Is it wrong for me to feel distroyed.
Is it wrong for me to put on a mask.
And hide my feelings.
Is it wrong for me to bottle my feelings up inside.
Do I need someone to talk to.
Do I hate the idea of that.
If so.
Isit wrong?
Is it wrong for me to feel distroyed.
Is it wrong for me to put on a mask.
And hide my feelings.
Is it wrong for me to bottle my feelings up inside.
Do I need someone to talk to.
Do I hate the idea of that.
If so.
Isit wrong?
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