Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
Are You Happy?
are you happy now that you know that I'm crazy for you?
are you happy that you were right about me?
but you still have no idea what I'm going through
how does it feel to know what my feelings happen to be?
does it feel good to know you were right?
don't message me I won't reply
you're going to feel good alone tonight
yeah I'm still crazy about you but I can't call you my guy
I want to be your friend
cuz I know that's all we'll ever be
I'll always be alone in the end
my heart is breaking but you can't see
are my...
are you happy that you were right about me?
but you still have no idea what I'm going through
how does it feel to know what my feelings happen to be?
does it feel good to know you were right?
don't message me I won't reply
you're going to feel good alone tonight
yeah I'm still crazy about you but I can't call you my guy
I want to be your friend
cuz I know that's all we'll ever be
I'll always be alone in the end
my heart is breaking but you can't see
are my...
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So I Don't Cry
I'm ready
for a steady
ready for a strong love
ready for that guy sent from above
I'm sick of all you silver tongue players
sick of all you heart slayers
your just like all the rest
making think that your the best
your lips are loose
now I'm left feeling like a silly goose
I thought you were different but once again I was wrong
now I'm back to singing my sad song
yeah my words are sweet
I hope you can feel my heat
no, you didn't make me cry
I never once asked you why
I don't care
wasn't like you were ever...
for a steady
ready for a strong love
ready for that guy sent from above
I'm sick of all you silver tongue players
sick of all you heart slayers
your just like all the rest
making think that your the best
your lips are loose
now I'm left feeling like a silly goose
I thought you were different but once again I was wrong
now I'm back to singing my sad song
yeah my words are sweet
I hope you can feel my heat
no, you didn't make me cry
I never once asked you why
I don't care
wasn't like you were ever...
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I Want Him
come on fall in love with me
take a sip of true misery
I'm so heartless oh so cold
I'm no bodies to hold
boys are always saying that their in love with me
but to me it doesn't matter, but that they can't see
I'm loyal to one
only one guy under God's glorious sun
he is simply the only one who makes me want to change my ways
at the end of all my lonely days
he the guy
no I don't know the reason why
don't know what to do
when he's all I think of it's true
he's found my hidden heart
found the broken key, and fixed the rusted lock, though...
take a sip of true misery
I'm so heartless oh so cold
I'm no bodies to hold
boys are always saying that their in love with me
but to me it doesn't matter, but that they can't see
I'm loyal to one
only one guy under God's glorious sun
he is simply the only one who makes me want to change my ways
at the end of all my lonely days
he the guy
no I don't know the reason why
don't know what to do
when he's all I think of it's true
he's found my hidden heart
found the broken key, and fixed the rusted lock, though...
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Maybe
the horror it is to have a blank mind
how dull it is having to relearn how to rhyme
breath in breath out
na, I don't have enough energy to shout
secrets floating here and there
maybe their my secrets but who's to care
my mind is dull and a bit blank
feeling like my creativity, like a ship, has sank
should I write about love?
or should I write about Him above?
maybe I will write about the birds in the sky
or the way so many have caused me to cry
should I spin a tale?
or write about someone who is deathly pale?
should I write about the...
how dull it is having to relearn how to rhyme
breath in breath out
na, I don't have enough energy to shout
secrets floating here and there
maybe their my secrets but who's to care
my mind is dull and a bit blank
feeling like my creativity, like a ship, has sank
should I write about love?
or should I write about Him above?
maybe I will write about the birds in the sky
or the way so many have caused me to cry
should I spin a tale?
or write about someone who is deathly pale?
should I write about the...
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where from here?
I should not care so much as I do
I should not care as much as I do about you
it started as a simple crush
but I know no simple crush brings such pain nor such a rush
I'm afraid what I'm doing is called falling in love
could someone please tell me is this Gods plan from above?
my heart is breaking almost in two
once again I'm feeling blue
because I do not think I am meant for you at all
so someone please tell me why now of all times must I fall?
I do not want to fall in love right now
I'm praying I might be wrong somehow
but I know how I'm...
I should not care as much as I do about you
it started as a simple crush
but I know no simple crush brings such pain nor such a rush
I'm afraid what I'm doing is called falling in love
could someone please tell me is this Gods plan from above?
my heart is breaking almost in two
once again I'm feeling blue
because I do not think I am meant for you at all
so someone please tell me why now of all times must I fall?
I do not want to fall in love right now
I'm praying I might be wrong somehow
but I know how I'm...
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I want to be your friend
I want to be your friend
be the one to help you when you feel you're at an end
I'll give you hugs and hold you tight
as you cry your eyes out at night
I'll be a listening ear
be there when everything seems to be your worse fear
I'll buy you something sweet when you get sad
or when your day is just plain going bad
I don't mind if you think I care too much
everyone needs a caring touch
I want to be you friend it's true
so will you let me be a friend to you?
be the one to help you when you feel you're at an end
I'll give you hugs and hold you tight
as you cry your eyes out at night
I'll be a listening ear
be there when everything seems to be your worse fear
I'll buy you something sweet when you get sad
or when your day is just plain going bad
I don't mind if you think I care too much
everyone needs a caring touch
I want to be you friend it's true
so will you let me be a friend to you?
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I Miss
I miss it being kissed and touched it's true
but it's actions like that that was the cause of me being blue
I might be lonely but I'm not coming back to you
because our story is done, over and through
I've been hurt by a lot of guys
I've lost count of all the tears I've cried
I can live without human touch
but I won't say I don't miss it much
I miss being wrapped in someone's arms and laying my head on their chest
but I know running from that stuff is what's best
I'm waiting for the guy that will make me want to stay
one who...
but it's actions like that that was the cause of me being blue
I might be lonely but I'm not coming back to you
because our story is done, over and through
I've been hurt by a lot of guys
I've lost count of all the tears I've cried
I can live without human touch
but I won't say I don't miss it much
I miss being wrapped in someone's arms and laying my head on their chest
but I know running from that stuff is what's best
I'm waiting for the guy that will make me want to stay
one who...
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The House Of Broken Toys
sometimes I buy broken toys
from little girls and boys
with broken legs or arms
I buy them from those kids so those toys don't experience anymore such harms
little barbie dolls with cut off feet
with their hair burned from a stolen lighters heat
teddy bears with rips and tares
little trolls with melted hair
I buy toys from troubled kids
broken toys from their parents they've hid
I clean them up and patch their cuts
no I don't hate the kids who've roughed them all up
I love them all like the toys I buy from them
it's not their fault that...
from little girls and boys
with broken legs or arms
I buy them from those kids so those toys don't experience anymore such harms
little barbie dolls with cut off feet
with their hair burned from a stolen lighters heat
teddy bears with rips and tares
little trolls with melted hair
I buy toys from troubled kids
broken toys from their parents they've hid
I clean them up and patch their cuts
no I don't hate the kids who've roughed them all up
I love them all like the toys I buy from them
it's not their fault that...
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10 Comments
How?
I could be everything you've ever wanted
everything you need I could be that see?
just stick around don't let me flee
stay here
help me fight what I fear
I have hope so tell me now
someone tell me how?
when it is said the love is immortality (Emily Dickinson)
but being in love to me is more of a fatality
everything you need I could be that see?
just stick around don't let me flee
stay here
help me fight what I fear
I have hope so tell me now
someone tell me how?
when it is said the love is immortality (Emily Dickinson)
but being in love to me is more of a fatality
790 reads
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A Night At Home
the yelling makes me sick and I can't think
mom's yelling about the three dishes in the sink
the clothes that are on my brothers floor
and the flies that someone let in through the door
I'm doing my best trying to obey
but how can I when the yelling makes me want to take my computer and run away
there's another stranger in our back yard
what is it that makes listening to my mom so hard
no not for me I can listen and do
it's my siblings its true
I do what my mom tells me or what I see that needs to be done
but I'm just one person
I can't do it...
mom's yelling about the three dishes in the sink
the clothes that are on my brothers floor
and the flies that someone let in through the door
I'm doing my best trying to obey
but how can I when the yelling makes me want to take my computer and run away
there's another stranger in our back yard
what is it that makes listening to my mom so hard
no not for me I can listen and do
it's my siblings its true
I do what my mom tells me or what I see that needs to be done
but I'm just one person
I can't do it...
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I'll Wait
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
I swear it to be true
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
praying and waiting as long as you're away from me
I'll be waiting for you to come back to me
I'm scared so very scared that you will forget all about me while your across the sea
I want to wait for you
I want to be strong enough for you
but I'm so scared that I will fail you that my strength will fall through
I feel that you might forget about me
because I know how busy...
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
I swear it to be true
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
praying and waiting as long as you're away from me
I'll be waiting for you to come back to me
I'm scared so very scared that you will forget all about me while your across the sea
I want to wait for you
I want to be strong enough for you
but I'm so scared that I will fail you that my strength will fall through
I feel that you might forget about me
because I know how busy...
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I Always Run
I'll always run, I'll always hide
I can't, I just can't let anyone inside
though he means everything to me
I just can't let myself hurt him see?
don't tell me I won't because I will I always do
yeah I might love him it's true
but that's why
I must leave, I must say good bye
before I hurt him or make him cry
he is everything I have ever wanted
he's the guy of my dreams the one that's always haunted
I can't face him after all that I've done
I know for a fact that loving me and being loved by me is no fun
so here I am again on the run
he...
I can't, I just can't let anyone inside
though he means everything to me
I just can't let myself hurt him see?
don't tell me I won't because I will I always do
yeah I might love him it's true
but that's why
I must leave, I must say good bye
before I hurt him or make him cry
he is everything I have ever wanted
he's the guy of my dreams the one that's always haunted
I can't face him after all that I've done
I know for a fact that loving me and being loved by me is no fun
so here I am again on the run
he...
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