Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
Even Now It's You
their kisses make me so tired
but yours they make me so wired
I don't know what it is about you
that drives me so crazy through and through
been trying to get over you since the moment I laid eyes on you
been fighting all these feelings that boil and turn inside
I see you and I'm torn I want to run I want to hide
boy I was so afraid you'd laugh at me
now weve kissed boy we've touched
my heart races my heart breaks
every time you look my way
you take a little more of me
if asked for my life I'd give it freely
I'm not sane when...
but yours they make me so wired
I don't know what it is about you
that drives me so crazy through and through
been trying to get over you since the moment I laid eyes on you
been fighting all these feelings that boil and turn inside
I see you and I'm torn I want to run I want to hide
boy I was so afraid you'd laugh at me
now weve kissed boy we've touched
my heart races my heart breaks
every time you look my way
you take a little more of me
if asked for my life I'd give it freely
I'm not sane when...
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the past, the present, the future
woke up late this morning
cant believe I'm still mourning
wanted to go outside but decided otherwise
turned on my radio
to listen to my favorite talk show
they always make me laugh
the music starts my day
thank God it's this way
they played my favorite song
I danced and sang along
don't why I'm happy
when every things going wrong
maybe I'm just that way
I'm always happiest in the dark
when every things falling apart
don't know why I'm not acting sad
when everything makes me feel so bad
all I ever do is get...
cant believe I'm still mourning
wanted to go outside but decided otherwise
turned on my radio
to listen to my favorite talk show
they always make me laugh
the music starts my day
thank God it's this way
they played my favorite song
I danced and sang along
don't why I'm happy
when every things going wrong
maybe I'm just that way
I'm always happiest in the dark
when every things falling apart
don't know why I'm not acting sad
when everything makes me feel so bad
all I ever do is get...
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Lonely Night
the moon is full and centered in the black, clear starry night
my thoughts are fuzzy, nothing seems right
I sit on the roof my feet dangle so
the chirps of the crickets natures lullaby
car horns carry on the wind from the highway that cuts through my beloved desert
lonely but not sad
a dog barks a couple streets over
from the high pitched sound
I'd say it was one of those imitation rats not a true hound
the cool summer night breeze
rustles the great trees
listen closely and I can hear my own heart beating
I hear the goats and lambs...
my thoughts are fuzzy, nothing seems right
I sit on the roof my feet dangle so
the chirps of the crickets natures lullaby
car horns carry on the wind from the highway that cuts through my beloved desert
lonely but not sad
a dog barks a couple streets over
from the high pitched sound
I'd say it was one of those imitation rats not a true hound
the cool summer night breeze
rustles the great trees
listen closely and I can hear my own heart beating
I hear the goats and lambs...
775 reads
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The Boys I Tend To Fall For
boys always question themselves
does she like me? am I good enough? what could I give her? does she even like me?
sure most girls like rich, handsome, sex machines
but then there's girls like me
I like the poets, I like the hero's, I like the warriors
but more importantly I like the guys who can speak their minds
I like my guys smart
with a lot of courage enough to share
a man not a boy
one that confident in himself but not cocky
I like the fighters, the ones that people tend to step away from
I like the guys who are man enough to ask...
does she like me? am I good enough? what could I give her? does she even like me?
sure most girls like rich, handsome, sex machines
but then there's girls like me
I like the poets, I like the hero's, I like the warriors
but more importantly I like the guys who can speak their minds
I like my guys smart
with a lot of courage enough to share
a man not a boy
one that confident in himself but not cocky
I like the fighters, the ones that people tend to step away from
I like the guys who are man enough to ask...
745 reads
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What They See
they see my scars
they see the anger that is never far
they see my nose, they see my eyes
and if I let them they see some of my lies
my heart is breaking
they don't see me aching
that I'm not looking for a fight
but I will stand up for myself and others
I won't let the darkness drown me
I won't lay down to die
I won't let you hurt me no you won't ever see me cry
I won't make the mistake of trusting anyone fully and completely again
they see the anger that is never far
they see my nose, they see my eyes
and if I let them they see some of my lies
my heart is breaking
they don't see me aching
that I'm not looking for a fight
but I will stand up for myself and others
I won't let the darkness drown me
I won't lay down to die
I won't let you hurt me no you won't ever see me cry
I won't make the mistake of trusting anyone fully and completely again
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Painting Walls
An Angel Here
A Demon There
A Boy That Cares
A Tiny Care Bear
A Fairy With Green Wings
A Blue Child Swinging On A Small Tire Swing
A Tree With Lonely Branches
A Girl Crying In A Corner
A Million Hearts Broken In Two
A Million Hearts And ones For You
My Wall IS My Paper
My Brushes Create My World
Words From A Song
A Poem That Isn't So Long
A Dreamcatcher Painted Above My Pillow
A Volcano In The Sea
Exploding Above Me
Shooting Stars
And Boys With Scared Arms
Hero's And Knights Fighting To Save The Day...
A Demon There
A Boy That Cares
A Tiny Care Bear
A Fairy With Green Wings
A Blue Child Swinging On A Small Tire Swing
A Tree With Lonely Branches
A Girl Crying In A Corner
A Million Hearts Broken In Two
A Million Hearts And ones For You
My Wall IS My Paper
My Brushes Create My World
Words From A Song
A Poem That Isn't So Long
A Dreamcatcher Painted Above My Pillow
A Volcano In The Sea
Exploding Above Me
Shooting Stars
And Boys With Scared Arms
Hero's And Knights Fighting To Save The Day...
770 reads
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Corpse Babe
Blue lifeless skin
With no beating heart within
Motionless small hands
Lose skin the child will never grow in
They hold her and rock her as if she's alive
She's not, she's dead
She'll never raise that tiny little head
They rock and hold a corpse
She can't feel
This is how they deal
With the fact that our newest baby girl is dead
I cried for hours so don't think I'm cold
Just because the corpse I do not hold
Dedicated To: My Dead Baby Sister Maggee
With no beating heart within
Motionless small hands
Lose skin the child will never grow in
They hold her and rock her as if she's alive
She's not, she's dead
She'll never raise that tiny little head
They rock and hold a corpse
She can't feel
This is how they deal
With the fact that our newest baby girl is dead
I cried for hours so don't think I'm cold
Just because the corpse I do not hold
Dedicated To: My Dead Baby Sister Maggee
752 reads
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cookie monster hat
I got a cookie monster hat
people think me mighty strange
they surely don't know how my brains arranged
I wear it all the time
I'm so glad my brother gave it to me so I could call it mine
love the color, love the eyes
that it's blue shouldn't be a surprise
my cookie monster hat matches my personality so well
since I'm crazy for cookies too
I shake the tassels all the time
love this hat cuz it's all mine
I might look funny to you
but at least I'm happy when I'm wearing blue
no matter what I wear
my cookie monster hat is...
people think me mighty strange
they surely don't know how my brains arranged
I wear it all the time
I'm so glad my brother gave it to me so I could call it mine
love the color, love the eyes
that it's blue shouldn't be a surprise
my cookie monster hat matches my personality so well
since I'm crazy for cookies too
I shake the tassels all the time
love this hat cuz it's all mine
I might look funny to you
but at least I'm happy when I'm wearing blue
no matter what I wear
my cookie monster hat is...
754 reads
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Online Lover
met him online
talk all the time
for hours on end
we both know we can be only friends
he lives so far away
I know there's really no way
that he'd ever feel the same
met guys like him before
now I find my heart soar
every time I see your name on my screen
I dont know what's wrong with me
don't know how this can be
I know he's into me
he's everything I want
is he what I need?
I love talking with him
he has a silver tongue
calls himself my frog prince
it breaks my heart
that we're so...
talk all the time
for hours on end
we both know we can be only friends
he lives so far away
I know there's really no way
that he'd ever feel the same
met guys like him before
now I find my heart soar
every time I see your name on my screen
I dont know what's wrong with me
don't know how this can be
I know he's into me
he's everything I want
is he what I need?
I love talking with him
he has a silver tongue
calls himself my frog prince
it breaks my heart
that we're so...
1453 reads
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A Song
I don't need a hero
I don't need a god
I just want a guy who needs me
one who'll care if I'm alone
I don't need a guy who wants only my body
cuz I can find those by the dozens
I want a guy who wants to talk
actually cares about what I'm thinking
I'm not looking for a one night stand
I'm looking for forever
looking for a guy who'll take this aching, lonely hand
I don't care what he looks like or where he's from
all I want is his love and all of his heart
I want to be the only girl ...
I don't need a god
I just want a guy who needs me
one who'll care if I'm alone
I don't need a guy who wants only my body
cuz I can find those by the dozens
I want a guy who wants to talk
actually cares about what I'm thinking
I'm not looking for a one night stand
I'm looking for forever
looking for a guy who'll take this aching, lonely hand
I don't care what he looks like or where he's from
all I want is his love and all of his heart
I want to be the only girl ...
818 reads
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What I Need From You
I need you
I need your arms to hold me tight
I need you to be true
I need you to get through the night
I need you to be strong
I need you to love me
I need you to be there when everything seems to be going wrong
I need your love to be deeper then the sea
I need you to be there
I need your touch
I need to know you care
I need you so much
I need you to love more then just my body
I need you to be brave
I need you to be just a bit naughty
I need you...
I need your arms to hold me tight
I need you to be true
I need you to get through the night
I need you to be strong
I need you to love me
I need you to be there when everything seems to be going wrong
I need your love to be deeper then the sea
I need you to be there
I need your touch
I need to know you care
I need you so much
I need you to love more then just my body
I need you to be brave
I need you to be just a bit naughty
I need you...
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Goodbye Dad
Dad where were you?
I needed you, my brother needed you
where were you when he hit mom and us
why weren't you there to protect me
when he beat me with that fishing pole?
what was wrong with me, Daddy?
didn't you know I cried every time
I saw the look in other girls eyes
when they'd walk by with their own dads
mom used to hold me as I cried at night
Dad I needed you and you weren't there
my uncles did their best
taught me every thing they could
but Dad I didn't have their hands, feet or hair
I look like you,...
I needed you, my brother needed you
where were you when he hit mom and us
why weren't you there to protect me
when he beat me with that fishing pole?
what was wrong with me, Daddy?
didn't you know I cried every time
I saw the look in other girls eyes
when they'd walk by with their own dads
mom used to hold me as I cried at night
Dad I needed you and you weren't there
my uncles did their best
taught me every thing they could
but Dad I didn't have their hands, feet or hair
I look like you,...
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