the past, the present, the future

woke up late this morning
cant believe I'm still mourning
wanted to go outside but decided otherwise
turned on my radio
to listen to my favorite talk show
they always make me laugh
the music starts my day
thank God it's this way
they played my favorite song
I danced and sang along
don't why I'm happy
when every things going wrong
maybe I'm just that way
I'm always happiest in the dark
when every things falling apart
don't know why I'm not acting sad
when everything makes me feel so bad
all I ever do is get mad
I don't get sad
not when people can see
how much they can hurt me
I fake it, I smile, I carry on
I don't need to cry over that moron
he can say all he wants
but I'm no longer going to hear his taunts
his words are cheap, just like him
I know who I am
and he isn't part of my plan
I got grand design a huge master plan
I'm going to graduate from high school
go to a two college near my home that is majorly cool
after two years at that two college im im tranfering to a four year school
i dont what i want to be
we'll just have to wait and see
maybe you'll see my work on your t.v
or maybe your kids will come home talking about me
maybe you'll have to come talk to me
im thinking about being a councilor, see
after I get a job I'm going to settle down
with a guy who'll love me
so you see I why do I have a reason to be unhappy?