Poem of the Month - January 2023

For every sad and lonely day
There are a couple of minutes
Of true happiness
Meant to be a little memory
That you can fall back on
When you're all alone
And feeling the stress of this world
Life is not balanced
It is filled with massive highs
And crushing lows
And it's the little memories
Of happiness
That will keep you off the shrink's couch
There is no fairness in life
Truly there is much more unhappiness
But if you can build up a handful  
Of happy memories
You can make it through
With a smile on your face
It's a small mercy

Sitting here staring at books of color swatches
Gotta focus really can't spiral into memories right now
Grey paint with names like hush and summer storm
Blocking out the memories those names bring up
I'm a master at this mental gymnastics
Looking for colors to paint my house
Why am I reminded of you in this activity?
I dont know, really don't, but cant think of it now
Gotta figure out the difference between baked sienna and outdoor land
It's all just brown right? Except Joshus tree looks like your hair
And this charcoal blue is way too similar to those eyes
Flipping and turning through these books
Spamming my brain with thoughts I don't want
Shouldn't have to fight my brain like it's a wild animal
These images are the past and yet here we are
With color names coming at me like darts
Memories of a tent the color of this paint called chili pepper
Fingers nails painted like this color here...poppy seed
Guess I can't escape these memories... Fuck these neurons between my ears

The doomsday of politics and what is considered We The People is vague in its retrospect. Before the political parties divested their voices in their agendas, you had the five political parties, which consists of The Reform party, the Libertarian party, the Socialist party, the Natural Law, not to forgot, the Constitution, and the Green parties, each entity could promote or endorse a presidential candidate of their choice.

The Democratic and Republican party are the strongest in is allegiance and upholds it core values to move a nation forward.
 
In the past both parties were under the mutual party known as the Federalists, to share views to bring unity.
 
The Democratic party were not entirely opposed to ending slavery as one may think, they wanted to expand it. Free labor to increase the revenues returned, purchasing power from livestock to trafficking human cargo for free labor and to increase its economic growth, purchasing power, in some instances, trade off resources, many ships sailed the Slave Trade Triangle voyage, Europe to Africa shipping enslaved Africans to the Americas (Middle Passage), Returning to Europe.  
 
Many slaves have lost their lives during a staged revolt, or by sickness or illness.
 
However, the continuous of slavery became a division of the South Democrats versus the North Democrats.  The South was a supporter of slavery, while the North stands stood in its opposition.
 
The entire Democratic Party was not all in union to abolish or promote the ideology of slavery.
 
Then Abraham Lincoln an elected official of the Republican Party, signed the proclamation on Jan. 1, 1863, to abolish slavery.
 
A little hindsight, now you know why the penny is brown, and the lowest coin, with Abraham Lincoln's face on it. The real hidden meaning is as following, President Abraham represented the Brown people to end slavery (colored people) and the forefathers seen this as an act of political treason and made the coin with his back turned in opposition from any other coin, denoting he turned his back on the calls to allow slavery to continue.  
 
The next time you hold a penny in your hand that is the history of the that coin the story behind it.
 
In as much, some states and some plantation landowners continued not to resolve in their decision to allow their slaves freedom.
 
The Northern Democratic party was a powerhouse for the Democratic during the 1860 presidential election. Within that time frame, the party split in two divisors, due in part several disagreements were livid over slavery and the balance of power, this discerning apprehension resulted in an unfortunate civil war.  
 
 
We all have heard about the bylaws, the pedophiles labeling concerning some members of the Democrat party, and yes, some members of Republicans party, are just as guilty of such sickening crime. There is a private listing of some of Jeffrey Epstein’ political affiliations.  
 
And getting interpersonal when we speak of the Jim Crow era, its disparity of laws, restricted several members of society from earning living wages, the oppression to vote, the segregation of the school system, or people brought up on charges of lynching only to be set free.
 
How long can a person make an argument out of the past, when dire occurrences are happing all around us that affect us all here today.  
 
Is Bill Gates' depopulation theory still relevant here today, China is embarking on more robotic technology, and has attempted to clone the Sun to bring more hotter than the Sun  
Medications shortage, global warming, or our defense department hiding classified information of extraterrestrial invasions, look it up, it is a Pentagon secret, and lasting, food shortages will become more rampant.  
 
In addition, why is Elon Musk is successful with his brain chip. He is now heading in clinical trials and Bills Gates and Jeff Bezos has jumped on this technology revolution. Mundane, but of importance issues the government does not want you to know.
 
Welcome To The New World Order
 
Things are no longer controlled by the Declaration of Independence. Your Constitutional Amendments are slowly being taken away.
 
In the wake of its aftermath, we march, we demand, we raise our voices, hoping to mandate law, or the consideration to change a law(s), amend it, or veto it.
 
This society of puppeteer affects each and everyone’s existence. You have to do the research of the hidden powers that be, and I suggest you learn your Numerology, if so, then pieces of the puzzle do fit into place, blatant wisdom of those hidden agendas become so clear. You come to realize you are so small to those giants, whereas, you can only watch it happen, it takes place., and your hands are empty to stop the progression.
 
If you are a Mathematician, then you know from the laws of gravity from the study of a physics aspect. The adaption of the weather, cycling/circling of the planets, childbearing by calendar months, to adding, subtraction, everything works in the sequence of numbers... please invest in learning them.  
 
As I stated in one of my prior Straight Talk Live pieces. The numbers of doom or gloom, the beginning, and the ending are found in the formation of these numbers, 7, 9, 11,13, no matter how you calculate if those numbers are remaining then you will see how this words truly operates, based on the way any secret society mask everything within those mentioned secretive numbers.
 
And it is about time the eyes glimpse what is going on. It is no longer about Trump getting back, staying in, Bidden in or out, Politicians are controlled.
 
This country is operated by the silent elite, the richest thirteen families have a direct bearing in every sector of the ream we call life, and sadly to say, we are the puppets on the strings. Our intellects are being pulled in every direction.  
 
World control population starts in the womb, from Prenatal Care to Family Planning.
 
We buy then consume foods that are supposed to be good for you, yet they are bioengineered or genetically modified; injected with steroids, lead containing infant food, or probiotics, in reference to the Fruits picked from foreign countries, shipped to other countries which have been sprayed with harmful pestilent toxins, or the food coloring used in various foods to give them their appearance.
 
And we still on the cycle of whites against blacks. The source of the higher power does not see our colors, it only sees the return of the green tender (money) and anyone who is found to infiltrate the pyramid of that structure, will be eliminated; through the media, the banks, medical technology, or forgive me for adding, human sacrifices, that silent method of elimination seems to be happening more so than not.
 
In reference to those political afflictions, some of the most prominent members of society are members of secret society by bloodline. The prominence is in the handshake, deals made in the dark, money made one hand over the other. The wealthiest own 99% of the world’s financial wealth; foreign policies, food, and some even have a hand in terrorist activity.
 
If you break that down into separate partitions, we are all trying to survive off only 1%
 
It really does not matter what president candidate you stand in line to cast your vote for. It is One Nation Under God, individually and justice for all; meaning, both hands wash the other, between Democrats and Republicans  
 
And we all wonder why so many laws are not getting passed in the House Of Congress.
 
This is another Straight Talk Live.
 
Love and have faith in yourself, if so, it will always find that spark to ignite others.

 
SKC, Interim DON, APRN
 
 

Articles Of Interest
 
https://www.the-sun.com/tech/4376795/china-artificial-sun-experiment-five-times-hotter-real-sun/
https://www.techjuice.pk/elon-musk-bill-gatesjeff-bezos-are-all-investing-in-biotech-startupswhy/
https://abcnews.go.com/Health/elon-musk-unveils-brain-chip-implant-fitbit-skull/story?id=72703840
https://www.ranker.com/list/main-families-of-illuminati/mike-rothschild

Dear "Tried and True",  

Thank you for graciously sharing half of your heart with me  
For as long as I have feared completely doing the same, you have waited patiently
 
You taught me that love cannot be achieved through selfishness or greed  
That spiritual sustenance comes from, "yours, mine, and ours," rather than, "I, myself, and me"
 
The first to turn me toward the mirror, and introduce me to my reflection  
You ushered in the vulnerability necessary for me to share with you my imperfections  
 
With master key in hand, you unlocked my icy, caged heart  
Shortly thereafter, you lit a fire, and melted through even the most frostbitten parts  
 
As difficult as it has been
Who else has done all that you have to make me feel seen?
 
So I take these two, equal parts  
One of your heart, and one of mine
And mend them the best I can  
Holding tight, I keep faith that nothing will deter us from destiny's plan  
 
Love,  
 
"The Only One for You"

 

just tune
in

listen

there is music everywhere;

in the sound of your
breathing just before
you go to sleep

in the way the elderly
sit waiting to die

in the heartbreak of
promises not kept

in the sounds of silverware
and cups clattering at
some local diner

in the neon of signs
along the boulevard
protesting the night

in laying in bed under
seven blankets on an
artic day

in wasting time doing
nothing but smoking
and thinking

in the words of fools
standing on one foot
waiting for the firing
squad

in the beautiful way
sadness and truth
dance together

in the seemingly ordinary that is
so often taken for granted that
the dead would kill for just to
have it all back for an hour

in rats in an
alley

in old cars dying
on the
freeway

in plans that
fall short
and fail

in love that has
cannibalized
our souls

in first hellos

in last goodbyes

the symphony
plays
on

be not
deaf

Rush

And every distant, umber star
is an oblivion, kismet,
lying on the wheat fields where I first caught glimpse of your left breast,
exhaling and inhaling everything,
my body on her knees
worshipping the way
your skirt rippled about your thighs -
your labia
was sheathless.
"Arch,"
Four letters,
one syllable,
it caused the cage in you to reach up
for the Sun and the clouds and the plain, black birds
so then,
right there,
I could kiss the skin of angels.

This is not that Sunday,
the wheat fields are shorn, and blocky and iced,
boots crack old hairs between mud mounds,
the sound of a bleak wind drifts
as if to grate off the edges of warmth.
Yet still I picture your body,
sunlight the hue of your complexion,
the complexity of our
adventurous nature
ruled by Summer,
guiding a need
to set seeds
that'll never see
another
Summer.
So if you happen to walk here also
I hope you picture the loose cornflower
in a tendril behind my ear,
the way these bottle green eyes devoured your being,
how we handled those aching fascinations,
all tongues and hips and fingers
and how it was a moment that could last
seasons-long.