Unsent Letter
WHEN ITS MEANT TO BE
From images of once upon a time but yet here we are now in the here and now, you and I once strangers in passing through time and space each of us having our own journeys travels and walks entering as it is life, but how were we to know that our paths will continue too cross throught our lives as a man and a woman destine to be as ONE.
For with each encounter through our separate lives we seem to always run into one another somewhere down the line of roads crossing through paths of what has been time, but as we slowly lost contact with one another you living your life and am living mine but yet the image of us still invades the mere depth and deepness of our minds as well as our hearts. But as life is full of moments that presents miracles that do come true in life as it brings together what was truly meant to be an dream come true, for everything in life happens for a reason as it is a lesson of life that we all must learn about life and love for what is meant to be will be. For bottom line somethings in life you just cant rush for everything happens within its own moment of what is called time for just like you and I everything hapens in its very own special time even love and life.
For with each encounter through our separate lives we seem to always run into one another somewhere down the line of roads crossing through paths of what has been time, but as we slowly lost contact with one another you living your life and am living mine but yet the image of us still invades the mere depth and deepness of our minds as well as our hearts. But as life is full of moments that presents miracles that do come true in life as it brings together what was truly meant to be an dream come true, for everything in life happens for a reason as it is a lesson of life that we all must learn about life and love for what is meant to be will be. For bottom line somethings in life you just cant rush for everything happens within its own moment of what is called time for just like you and I everything hapens in its very own special time even love and life.
Written by Stoney223
(WOLF BAY33)
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TO YOU WITH ALL MY LOVE
To my muse as I sit here amongst the stars within the skies and think about you and all the wonderful times that we had together, for the time that we had together in life but now as I sit here all alone I can hear the whispers of your voice speaking softly to my soul from afar from into another world.
For even as I remember those sweet loving moments that we shared but yet only if you truly knew how much I miss you my muse with each day that goes by with time, but as the subliminal messages reaches my heart I scream from my soul as the hurt I feel for you grows more with pain of the absence of your love.
For I miss holding you within my arms as we slowly drift off to sleep for I miss seeing your smile and hearing your laugh to even feeling you up so close to me, for it has gotten so hard to even comprehend that your really gone my muse my friend my lover who helped change me into the man that I had grown to be thanks to you.
For its been so long that I still remember the smell of your favor prefume that lingers within the air each time you enter and leave the room, for even as the love still burns as a light from a candle in my heart of hearts I miss you my muse, as I wish that I had you back into my life and world but as these tears falls silently from my eyes they are tears of joy not of sadness due to my love I still embrace for you my beloved muse.
For even as I remember those sweet loving moments that we shared but yet only if you truly knew how much I miss you my muse with each day that goes by with time, but as the subliminal messages reaches my heart I scream from my soul as the hurt I feel for you grows more with pain of the absence of your love.
For I miss holding you within my arms as we slowly drift off to sleep for I miss seeing your smile and hearing your laugh to even feeling you up so close to me, for it has gotten so hard to even comprehend that your really gone my muse my friend my lover who helped change me into the man that I had grown to be thanks to you.
For its been so long that I still remember the smell of your favor prefume that lingers within the air each time you enter and leave the room, for even as the love still burns as a light from a candle in my heart of hearts I miss you my muse, as I wish that I had you back into my life and world but as these tears falls silently from my eyes they are tears of joy not of sadness due to my love I still embrace for you my beloved muse.
Written by Stoney223
(WOLF BAY33)
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Unsent
Between the fires, rain & flood,
I tried to lay aside this pen
Because I didn't have the heart
In heated times of heated words
To let my pride begin to mend
And give us both the room to grow
I didn't think, it wasn't clear
I needed to forgive myself
But now it's far too late I know
Because the local news is on
With one more added to the toll
I prayed would not be one I loved
But now with ruins all around
I've yet to cry from bitter news
And here I sit with written words
On paper I pulled from the trash
A crumpled wad of hate & ash
That speaks to only one of us
Who has the rest of life to face
While you've gone to a better place.
I tried to lay aside this pen
Because I didn't have the heart
In heated times of heated words
To let my pride begin to mend
And give us both the room to grow
I didn't think, it wasn't clear
I needed to forgive myself
But now it's far too late I know
Because the local news is on
With one more added to the toll
I prayed would not be one I loved
But now with ruins all around
I've yet to cry from bitter news
And here I sit with written words
On paper I pulled from the trash
A crumpled wad of hate & ash
That speaks to only one of us
Who has the rest of life to face
While you've gone to a better place.
Written by Heaven_sent_Kathy
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Love's Ghost
It seemed fate had brought us together
A passionate attraction captured my soul
When she left, I realized always and forever
had just become my eternal black hole
Everyday, since she has left her image has clouded my mind
Everything reminds me of something about her
The conflict of everything she is to me
and knowing that she's nowhere near
tears my heart and soul to pieces over and over
Any moment, second, a thought will obsess me
and something we shared will play in my mind
I wonder, without me, is she truly happy,
and even more afraid of the truth I might find.
Unable to get past it Not sure I really want to
I'd rather live with her ghost than forget her
Fantasies of a time machine
unquenched in the reality
that I deserve to live in this pain forever
Sometimes I dream that there could be a chance
she is hoping I find her and win her back
Then I remember she found another to dance
and the dream crumbles in the hope I lack
I am growing older, weaker, decrepit, and losing breath
as if love has become a poison slowly killing me
Unable or unwilling to move on
except for the apparition of possibility
appearing in images of what my life could be
A passionate attraction captured my soul
When she left, I realized always and forever
had just become my eternal black hole
Everyday, since she has left her image has clouded my mind
Everything reminds me of something about her
The conflict of everything she is to me
and knowing that she's nowhere near
tears my heart and soul to pieces over and over
Any moment, second, a thought will obsess me
and something we shared will play in my mind
I wonder, without me, is she truly happy,
and even more afraid of the truth I might find.
Unable to get past it Not sure I really want to
I'd rather live with her ghost than forget her
Fantasies of a time machine
unquenched in the reality
that I deserve to live in this pain forever
Sometimes I dream that there could be a chance
she is hoping I find her and win her back
Then I remember she found another to dance
and the dream crumbles in the hope I lack
I am growing older, weaker, decrepit, and losing breath
as if love has become a poison slowly killing me
Unable or unwilling to move on
except for the apparition of possibility
appearing in images of what my life could be
Written by eroseternal
(Tim Eros)
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Of Mama
Strange things are said of you woman!
Stranger still the things I bear in my heart!
Words are not enough
either to confirm or to affirm the love and respect I have for you
You carried the weight of the world on your shoulders
And then added my weigh too, together with both my brother's and sisters' weights
From your womb I came
and with your gentle hands you nourished and nurtured me
You gave me life and freedom to live life as best as like to live it
Even if it meant watching me from the sidelines as I buried myself in my own grave
For me:
You are the highest comparison of grace and beauty and strength and boundless capabilities and limitless potential and all other admirable qualities
But most of all; you are the strongest comparison to love I have ever known
Stranger still the things I bear in my heart!
Words are not enough
either to confirm or to affirm the love and respect I have for you
You carried the weight of the world on your shoulders
And then added my weigh too, together with both my brother's and sisters' weights
From your womb I came
and with your gentle hands you nourished and nurtured me
You gave me life and freedom to live life as best as like to live it
Even if it meant watching me from the sidelines as I buried myself in my own grave
For me:
You are the highest comparison of grace and beauty and strength and boundless capabilities and limitless potential and all other admirable qualities
But most of all; you are the strongest comparison to love I have ever known
Written by NuBorn
(BxckedbyGold)
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The Weight of the Whole World
Perhaps it’s because I take comfort in that this letter will never be sent,
And that a lot of people on the internet we’ll read my vent,
But I’m human, I make mistakes,
I’m sorry whatever it is I said that made you do an about face.
See, I don’t want to negate my apology by saying “But”,
But I’d really like to know what specifically pissed you off,
If we’re going to have a father son relationship as adults,
I will speak the truth with civility all the while you may scoff.
No, I won’t be treated with disrespect, I’ve learned to like myself,
Part of growing up and getting old is owning up to our faults,
If I hear something that’s hurtful or disrespectful I will speak up,
But it’s upsetting when you bring our relationship to a halt.
We must talk about these things honestly and sincerely right away,
Delaying them only causes more concern and apprehension,
I love you and care enough to give you the time and space you need,
But don’t dwell on things because it will never help ease the tension.
In the meantime I’ll wait with the weight of the whole world on my mind,
Knowing we’ll talk again soon because I’ve become much more optimistic,
I know my approach may not be the best but rest assure that I’ll try,
Be patient with me because I too am a little autistic.
And that a lot of people on the internet we’ll read my vent,
But I’m human, I make mistakes,
I’m sorry whatever it is I said that made you do an about face.
See, I don’t want to negate my apology by saying “But”,
But I’d really like to know what specifically pissed you off,
If we’re going to have a father son relationship as adults,
I will speak the truth with civility all the while you may scoff.
No, I won’t be treated with disrespect, I’ve learned to like myself,
Part of growing up and getting old is owning up to our faults,
If I hear something that’s hurtful or disrespectful I will speak up,
But it’s upsetting when you bring our relationship to a halt.
We must talk about these things honestly and sincerely right away,
Delaying them only causes more concern and apprehension,
I love you and care enough to give you the time and space you need,
But don’t dwell on things because it will never help ease the tension.
In the meantime I’ll wait with the weight of the whole world on my mind,
Knowing we’ll talk again soon because I’ve become much more optimistic,
I know my approach may not be the best but rest assure that I’ll try,
Be patient with me because I too am a little autistic.
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Please Forgive Me
The other day I scrolled through your old phone,
Looking at photos and messages from your friends,
And for a minute there I couldn’t help but be sad,
“I miss you dad” I type a text but don’t hit send.
I keep going back to the weekend before you passed,
I was in town and I could have gone to see you,
It eats me up inside because every now and then,
I wish I could have taken a different avenue.
There are days when I want to get some advice,
The kind that only a father can give to his son,
Then again, we were fighting our own demons,
The years we spent apart seem to weigh a ton.
I am sorry,
For not trying more,
Please forgive me,
It hurts me to the core.
For Christmas my sister gave me your old bible.
I get to walk her down the aisle in your place,
And in between the pages I found your last picture,
The resemblance is uncanny because in the mirror…
I see your face.
Written by wallyroo92
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A Letter To You
I never got the chance to address us, I never got the chance to address me and I never got a chance to address you.
Because of you I have grown but because of you I have fallen to the bottom but because of me I had to end us in order for you to grow and for me to be a better me.
I hate what we have become as I never fathomed we would get to this point.
I only hope that you are having the best life
I only hope that you do not miss me because some times I still miss you
I only hope that I can move on as I have found greener grass
But because of You I cannot enjoy it.
I thought I addressed what me and you had but your return just brought back all the emotions
Except this time it isn't Love
It is something I cannot understand
I feel like You are holding back what I could have with her
Because She is so Beautiful
On the Inside and Out
I want to love her whole heartedly
And I do not want you to keep coming back
You are such a great soul
But you are a great soul that crushed me
You Are the type of Soul
I NEVER hope to meet
So I am telling you that
I am letting you go again
I blame you for nothing
But I can't let you keep me
From my Everything
This is the last Goodbye
This is is me addressing us
And I hope we never happen again
So this is a letter to you
A letter Filled me my essence
But Hey
I am still me, But Now I just know
That I belong somewhere else
The only place I need to be
Is where you are not
And that is a destination we cannot share
Because I truly believe that I have found
Somewhere I belong
Because of you I have grown but because of you I have fallen to the bottom but because of me I had to end us in order for you to grow and for me to be a better me.
I hate what we have become as I never fathomed we would get to this point.
I only hope that you are having the best life
I only hope that you do not miss me because some times I still miss you
I only hope that I can move on as I have found greener grass
But because of You I cannot enjoy it.
I thought I addressed what me and you had but your return just brought back all the emotions
Except this time it isn't Love
It is something I cannot understand
I feel like You are holding back what I could have with her
Because She is so Beautiful
On the Inside and Out
I want to love her whole heartedly
And I do not want you to keep coming back
You are such a great soul
But you are a great soul that crushed me
You Are the type of Soul
I NEVER hope to meet
So I am telling you that
I am letting you go again
I blame you for nothing
But I can't let you keep me
From my Everything
This is the last Goodbye
This is is me addressing us
And I hope we never happen again
So this is a letter to you
A letter Filled me my essence
But Hey
I am still me, But Now I just know
That I belong somewhere else
The only place I need to be
Is where you are not
And that is a destination we cannot share
Because I truly believe that I have found
Somewhere I belong
Written by Simon_III_Msibi
(Mandla Msibi)
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You are a Part of Me
For some time
I started Denying You
I started to Deny what we had
But what I see is that
Denying you is literally
denying a whole part of me life
I would be denying
that I've loved
That I felt heartbroken
And started on the process
Of healing
I would be denying that
I have changed
Denying that a part of me
has never felt the same since
And in this denial
I would be pretending
to be someone I am not
The truth is you are a part of me
There are habits I have developed
now because of you
There are tastes which
I've learned to love
And experiences only you hold of me
But I am tired of living
Like you never existed
I am tired of living
In the shadow of what
We used to have
My heart is still hurting
Even though I have tried to move on
In a way I still miss you
But what's funny is that
I'm not actually in love with you
I guess it's the company
That I miss
I just miss being open
I miss learning about someone
Just for the sake of loving them
I miss the inside jokes
And all the conversations
You have contributed to who I am
And for that I am grateful
But it is time to move on now
And do so for real
I will no longer deny you
But I can no longer have you
All I have now is myself
And it is from this point
That I shall rebuild
For we are all a part of each other
And understanding is in our nature
It is how we grow
It is how we cut the time of learning
Things on our own
And once one stop denying this
Only then can one be free
I started Denying You
I started to Deny what we had
But what I see is that
Denying you is literally
denying a whole part of me life
I would be denying
that I've loved
That I felt heartbroken
And started on the process
Of healing
I would be denying that
I have changed
Denying that a part of me
has never felt the same since
And in this denial
I would be pretending
to be someone I am not
The truth is you are a part of me
There are habits I have developed
now because of you
There are tastes which
I've learned to love
And experiences only you hold of me
But I am tired of living
Like you never existed
I am tired of living
In the shadow of what
We used to have
My heart is still hurting
Even though I have tried to move on
In a way I still miss you
But what's funny is that
I'm not actually in love with you
I guess it's the company
That I miss
I just miss being open
I miss learning about someone
Just for the sake of loving them
I miss the inside jokes
And all the conversations
You have contributed to who I am
And for that I am grateful
But it is time to move on now
And do so for real
I will no longer deny you
But I can no longer have you
All I have now is myself
And it is from this point
That I shall rebuild
For we are all a part of each other
And understanding is in our nature
It is how we grow
It is how we cut the time of learning
Things on our own
And once one stop denying this
Only then can one be free
Written by Simon_III_Msibi
(Mandla Msibi)
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Letter to My Bro
Let me breathe cause I'm steaming
Nowadays it seems like it's every fucking evening
Look me in the eyes and say you're stopping after leaving
Cause honestly my dude I wanna kick your fucking teeth in
Everything I can say, I had that shit repeating
Only thing that's left to do is give your ass a beating
I mean it bro, I love you, but this shit is killing both of us
Got me at your throat, going toe to toe, no holding up
Even though you're broke, and you cost your folks a fortune
you keep on fucking up, guess your mistakes ain't taught you
Thought you might be stronger after all those heart-to-hearts
Giving you support tryna get you on the right path
Leading by example, giving up my habits
Don't you get me wrong, I get this task is hard to manage
But maybe if I showed you how much better shit could be
Within the need to give in to those evil tendencies
You might find the strength to leave it for a weekend, just this once
Fuck this beating round the bush shit, my point should be more blunt
You're a fucking cunt for what you're doing to yourself my dude
These last few fucking months it's like not even you respects you
I have no control over anything that you do,
But do this shit again, I don't know what the fuck I'll do dude
I had you're back from day one
We'd roll it up and blaze some
Joking till the day done
You've always been my main one
I ain't fucking gay son but I'd give my life for you
I'd overdose on coke, just to motherfucking spite you
You've always been a nice dude
Till that look inside your eyes grew
From let's enjoy the night, to
I need another line, just make me feel alive
This shit just ain't right
If you fuck with it again?
You might just lose a friend
I ain't fucking with a crackhead for another fucking day
Look me in the face so I know you feel my pain
It's on your fucking brain every hour of the day
If it kills you, all I'd say is: what a fucking waste
Hardest instrumentals
Bars are fucking mental
Hard to comprehend all the harshness that your pen talks
I know hardships got you mental feeling tension and a mention
of narcotics cause a problem cause you're hooked in this suspension
Fuck a weapon, have my words
They're straight from out the soul
I'm ending my own life
if you never make it grown, yeah it's cold
This my letter to my bro
I just had to let you know, you know?
Nowadays it seems like it's every fucking evening
Look me in the eyes and say you're stopping after leaving
Cause honestly my dude I wanna kick your fucking teeth in
Everything I can say, I had that shit repeating
Only thing that's left to do is give your ass a beating
I mean it bro, I love you, but this shit is killing both of us
Got me at your throat, going toe to toe, no holding up
Even though you're broke, and you cost your folks a fortune
you keep on fucking up, guess your mistakes ain't taught you
Thought you might be stronger after all those heart-to-hearts
Giving you support tryna get you on the right path
Leading by example, giving up my habits
Don't you get me wrong, I get this task is hard to manage
But maybe if I showed you how much better shit could be
Within the need to give in to those evil tendencies
You might find the strength to leave it for a weekend, just this once
Fuck this beating round the bush shit, my point should be more blunt
You're a fucking cunt for what you're doing to yourself my dude
These last few fucking months it's like not even you respects you
I have no control over anything that you do,
But do this shit again, I don't know what the fuck I'll do dude
I had you're back from day one
We'd roll it up and blaze some
Joking till the day done
You've always been my main one
I ain't fucking gay son but I'd give my life for you
I'd overdose on coke, just to motherfucking spite you
You've always been a nice dude
Till that look inside your eyes grew
From let's enjoy the night, to
I need another line, just make me feel alive
This shit just ain't right
If you fuck with it again?
You might just lose a friend
I ain't fucking with a crackhead for another fucking day
Look me in the face so I know you feel my pain
It's on your fucking brain every hour of the day
If it kills you, all I'd say is: what a fucking waste
Hardest instrumentals
Bars are fucking mental
Hard to comprehend all the harshness that your pen talks
I know hardships got you mental feeling tension and a mention
of narcotics cause a problem cause you're hooked in this suspension
Fuck a weapon, have my words
They're straight from out the soul
I'm ending my own life
if you never make it grown, yeah it's cold
This my letter to my bro
I just had to let you know, you know?
Written by Benzy_420
(BTheW)
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As Truth Would Say It
The beauty in your white
panties,
black stilettos,
and the imaginary collar
you owned
yet never wore
stole my heart
The life in your palms,
love in your voice,
and spiritual scripture
in your book
held it true
Yet something pegged
a fense post between us !
It wasn't the Seas
we'd need to travel
or children I feed
The fense post was solid;
cold steel
anchored in concrete.
It was the ring
on your wedding finger!
I ran
I ran from that.
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