Autismtastic
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MadameLavender
Forum Posts: 5714
Guardian of Shadows
90
Joined 17th Feb 2013Forum Posts: 5714
Awe---tistic
Eardrums ring
(with)
shattering depths
of atomic rearrangement—
molecules colliding
dividing—
I see chemical bonds break
(all the time)
and become something else—
inertia
in my mind.
(Ssshhhhh……)
I can’t stop watching (chemical) reactions
visualize
behind my eyes—
fascinating……
if you touch me
they interrupt
and I must start again
observing
counting—
(the seventh wave is always the strongest
in the ocean….)
I am a conduit for something—
maybe God.
Someone must do it—
be the watcher,
the ionic impulse
where the war is in the spirit-realm
and
words are already formed
ready to flow
through the flesh.
Eardrums ring
(with)
shattering depths
of atomic rearrangement—
molecules colliding
dividing—
I see chemical bonds break
(all the time)
and become something else—
inertia
in my mind.
(Ssshhhhh……)
I can’t stop watching (chemical) reactions
visualize
behind my eyes—
fascinating……
if you touch me
they interrupt
and I must start again
observing
counting—
(the seventh wave is always the strongest
in the ocean….)
I am a conduit for something—
maybe God.
Someone must do it—
be the watcher,
the ionic impulse
where the war is in the spirit-realm
and
words are already formed
ready to flow
through the flesh.
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AspergerPoet56
Forum Posts: 1898
Tyrant of Words
33
Joined 4th Dec 2018Forum Posts: 1898
We Are Autism
We are human
Of sorts
In mutated form
A minority
That is growing
Finding a voice
We exist
Despite attempts
To change our identity
The purpose of inclusion
Is to educate
Not eradicate
So with open minds
Open hands
We bare our souls everyday
It’s a hard thing to do
Explaining how you function
To everyone you meet
Constantly jumping through
Hoops designed
To normalise us
Who are we?
We are part of new sub culture
We are Autism
We are self aware
Yet deemed lacking
Cause we operate differently
Our focus
Develops passions
That colour the world
Don’t dull our brush
Or the vibrancy
Will be lost among the grey
Of sorts
In mutated form
A minority
That is growing
Finding a voice
We exist
Despite attempts
To change our identity
The purpose of inclusion
Is to educate
Not eradicate
So with open minds
Open hands
We bare our souls everyday
It’s a hard thing to do
Explaining how you function
To everyone you meet
Constantly jumping through
Hoops designed
To normalise us
Who are we?
We are part of new sub culture
We are Autism
We are self aware
Yet deemed lacking
Cause we operate differently
Our focus
Develops passions
That colour the world
Don’t dull our brush
Or the vibrancy
Will be lost among the grey
Written by AspergerPoet56
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Anonymous
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AspergerPoet56
Forum Posts: 1898
Tyrant of Words
33
Joined 4th Dec 2018Forum Posts: 1898
We Are The Stars
In the name of Autism
We were seen
As an incomplete jigsaw
Missing pieces
To a puzzle
They sought to solve
Coming into the light
Like butterflies
Our beauty is our difference
Each colour
Paints our picture
On the canvas of life
We talk about it
In whispers
Hide ourselves
Our footprints
Are there in the sand
For all too see
Let us fly
We will show you
A world you haven’t seen
Forget the rhetoric about us
The graffiti bullet points
We are so much more
For if you look at the dark
Of the universe as normal
We are the stars
We were seen
As an incomplete jigsaw
Missing pieces
To a puzzle
They sought to solve
Coming into the light
Like butterflies
Our beauty is our difference
Each colour
Paints our picture
On the canvas of life
We talk about it
In whispers
Hide ourselves
Our footprints
Are there in the sand
For all too see
Let us fly
We will show you
A world you haven’t seen
Forget the rhetoric about us
The graffiti bullet points
We are so much more
For if you look at the dark
Of the universe as normal
We are the stars
Written by AspergerPoet56
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butters
Forum Posts: 868
Fire of Insight
3
Joined 17th Sep 2019Forum Posts: 868
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Stoney223
WOLF BAY33
Forum Posts: 86
WOLF BAY33
Tyrant of Words
18
Joined 3rd Apr 2019 Forum Posts: 86
FADE TO BLACK
Who knows what truly lingers beneath the spirit of the soul when darkness falls down upon the skies and your world, becomes to hard to bear as the lingering images fade into the mere abyss of your mind making you afraid to even go outside.
Who really knows what you go through in the solitude of your home when your alone, and the haunting images invades your dreams at night only to awaken you screaming in pain, as the sweat runs down your skin of your flesh from another bad dream of night creatures of demons walking in search of your skin and blood and flesh.
Who really knows the real hurt that you struggle with on a daily basic just to make it through the day upon a wing and a prayer, for there are days that you just wanna disappear behind a closed lock door never to leave the mere comforts of your home. Who really knows what you suffer each time when darkness covers your world and your mind becomes confuse, and start manifesting thoughts that only you seem to see as they seem so real in shape and form tormenting you systematically and pyschologically.
For who really knows what you go through when your alone and the beast of nightmares, appears from out of the darkness like fragments mere subliminal signs conceal throught there desperation with an hunger to feed upon your fears that dwells beneath the core of your spiritual soul.
Who really knows what you go through in the solitude of your home when your alone, and the haunting images invades your dreams at night only to awaken you screaming in pain, as the sweat runs down your skin of your flesh from another bad dream of night creatures of demons walking in search of your skin and blood and flesh.
Who really knows the real hurt that you struggle with on a daily basic just to make it through the day upon a wing and a prayer, for there are days that you just wanna disappear behind a closed lock door never to leave the mere comforts of your home. Who really knows what you suffer each time when darkness covers your world and your mind becomes confuse, and start manifesting thoughts that only you seem to see as they seem so real in shape and form tormenting you systematically and pyschologically.
For who really knows what you go through when your alone and the beast of nightmares, appears from out of the darkness like fragments mere subliminal signs conceal throught there desperation with an hunger to feed upon your fears that dwells beneath the core of your spiritual soul.
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(WOLF BAY33)
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Jade-Pandora
jade tiger
Forum Posts: 5134
jade tiger
Tyrant of Words
154
Joined 9th Nov 2015 Forum Posts: 5134
Risen with the Midnight Sun
Greta Thunberg, climate activist
(Time’s Person of the Year 2019)
Just as I began to think
I couldn’t detest Trump more
fiercely than I already did,
He tweeted from his playpen
in a condescending fit
from a little girl’s words
that should have come from
the older generations
who have let this
global warming insanity
go on, gaining momentum
ten times ten times ten
in its raging scourge—
And summarily advised
that she work on her
anger management, and
watch a movie with friends.
This has been how the Duck
tries to placate “the people”
all along, since the beginning.
It makes me wonder
far too often - how would he
be as an autistic
person & president
with Aspergers?
It gives one reason to pause.
When Greta Thunberg was
younger, she learned how
many people were not
acting ‘appropriately’
when it came to Earth issues.
To look & think thru’ the lens
of an Asperger’s youth
is to perceive as a
diamond’s point of light,
with nothing to the
left or to the right.
The injustice she felt
was so intense & complete,
she shut down
and would not speak or eat.
It stunted her growth,
but not her stunning mind.
And, at 15,
came onto the world’s stage
with a challenge to us all
— a growling proclamation.
Listen to the
diminutive one, Mr Trump,
and grow up while you can.
There’s nothing small
about her.
Listen to her,
people of the world—
Autism roars,
and will be heard.
Greta Thunberg, climate activist
(Time’s Person of the Year 2019)
Just as I began to think
I couldn’t detest Trump more
fiercely than I already did,
He tweeted from his playpen
in a condescending fit
from a little girl’s words
that should have come from
the older generations
who have let this
global warming insanity
go on, gaining momentum
ten times ten times ten
in its raging scourge—
And summarily advised
that she work on her
anger management, and
watch a movie with friends.
This has been how the Duck
tries to placate “the people”
all along, since the beginning.
It makes me wonder
far too often - how would he
be as an autistic
person & president
with Aspergers?
It gives one reason to pause.
When Greta Thunberg was
younger, she learned how
many people were not
acting ‘appropriately’
when it came to Earth issues.
To look & think thru’ the lens
of an Asperger’s youth
is to perceive as a
diamond’s point of light,
with nothing to the
left or to the right.
The injustice she felt
was so intense & complete,
she shut down
and would not speak or eat.
It stunted her growth,
but not her stunning mind.
And, at 15,
came onto the world’s stage
with a challenge to us all
— a growling proclamation.
Listen to the
diminutive one, Mr Trump,
and grow up while you can.
There’s nothing small
about her.
Listen to her,
people of the world—
Autism roars,
and will be heard.
slipalong
Forum Posts: 852
Dangerous Mind
42
Joined 1st Jan 2018Forum Posts: 852
Odd normality
We see a quietness, sometimes tempest
An in our own way keep our fingers crossed
Some say a gain some say a loss
A barrier so hard to define
To search your heart for the cause unknown
And smile down that long acceptance road
That some will lead a path not clear to us
Patience just to face the facts
The vulnerable, a shell upon the back
A mask we want to rip away
Those flaws that crucify our day
No hard love repair that malaise
We brought them here in human form
The wheelchair of that deform
A puzzle, the pieces fitted wrong
A strength but do you have the arms
The fortitude and placid calm
A guilty society a tenuous balance
The complex we try to accept not reject
A jumbled kaleidoscope perspective
An unexplained a normal strange
Where the medicine, where the bandage
To bare humour through each new challenge
That baggage I would gladly carry
That mask some see as disability
A language its message never clear
Autism the coin you flip to breed
An in our own way keep our fingers crossed
Some say a gain some say a loss
A barrier so hard to define
To search your heart for the cause unknown
And smile down that long acceptance road
That some will lead a path not clear to us
Patience just to face the facts
The vulnerable, a shell upon the back
A mask we want to rip away
Those flaws that crucify our day
No hard love repair that malaise
We brought them here in human form
The wheelchair of that deform
A puzzle, the pieces fitted wrong
A strength but do you have the arms
The fortitude and placid calm
A guilty society a tenuous balance
The complex we try to accept not reject
A jumbled kaleidoscope perspective
An unexplained a normal strange
Where the medicine, where the bandage
To bare humour through each new challenge
That baggage I would gladly carry
That mask some see as disability
A language its message never clear
Autism the coin you flip to breed
Written by slipalong
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case28
Alexander Case
Forum Posts: 2084
Alexander Case
Dangerous Mind
42
Joined 16th June 2013Forum Posts: 2084
Insomnia Concerto Sensoriale
3:27am
I’m awake
like the sun
with only
the moonlight
keeping me company;
words flow
grow
they know
I need sleep -
eyes full of sand
but a mind full
of patterns
colors
shapes, unidentifiable
at least until
I look them up
in the light
of later today
converging melodies
written upon
the shifting amalgam
~of thoughts~
too many to detail,
colliding in their hurry
to pique my interest,
showing off to grab
my full attention,
all equally self-important
which is to say,
all equally unimportant;
~married to sound~
the slightly warbled,
off-center sweep
of the ceiling fan,
the manufactured tin rain
trying hard
to make me believe
from my pretend-noise box,
the faint electronic hum
of a life fully plugged in;
~infused with smell~
the stale ghost
of the cigarette
I smoked,
sitting cross-legged
on the floor
beside my open patio door,
the frosty air
tempering my fevered
rumination,
the sweet undertone
of nag champa sticks
to which I’m currently curating
a curious addiction,
the acrid lingering
of forgotten chicken
from an unremarkable
dinner
a sliding symphony,
they all perform at once;
music composed
from the numbers
on the antique wall clock,
round beats
with squared notes
low, voluptuous bass,
lips pressed to skin
in a smooth soprano swing;
light dances on the letters
that spell the numbers
as they pass through
my mind
like strategically scattered
street lamps,
approaching and fading
in that frenzied way
they seem
when driving home
from places
you shouldn’t have been
and stayed in
way too late
my orchestra
is delightfully defiant,
refusing to listen
to the tap! tap! tap!
of my conductor’s baton;
instead crowding their heads
together,
they conspire to create
a collaboration
of my brain’s misfiring
and the resulting harmony
haunts me
it’s beauty mathematical
logical and yet ethereal,
it’s barely contained chaos,
and it’s formulations -
equations I don’t comprehend
yet feel as familiar as family,
float languidly
above my head,
breaking my heart once again
for what feels like
the millionth time
that I can’t share this
with you,
this Concerto Sensoriale
majestic in its presentation,
it’s beauty compels tears
to jump to their deaths
in the hollows
of my cheeks,
but I’m the only one
who will ever
know of my masterpiece,
played in the soft light
of a million stars
in a cold, clear sky -
keeping me
awake
I’m awake
like the sun
with only
the moonlight
keeping me company;
words flow
grow
they know
I need sleep -
eyes full of sand
but a mind full
of patterns
colors
shapes, unidentifiable
at least until
I look them up
in the light
of later today
converging melodies
written upon
the shifting amalgam
~of thoughts~
too many to detail,
colliding in their hurry
to pique my interest,
showing off to grab
my full attention,
all equally self-important
which is to say,
all equally unimportant;
~married to sound~
the slightly warbled,
off-center sweep
of the ceiling fan,
the manufactured tin rain
trying hard
to make me believe
from my pretend-noise box,
the faint electronic hum
of a life fully plugged in;
~infused with smell~
the stale ghost
of the cigarette
I smoked,
sitting cross-legged
on the floor
beside my open patio door,
the frosty air
tempering my fevered
rumination,
the sweet undertone
of nag champa sticks
to which I’m currently curating
a curious addiction,
the acrid lingering
of forgotten chicken
from an unremarkable
dinner
a sliding symphony,
they all perform at once;
music composed
from the numbers
on the antique wall clock,
round beats
with squared notes
low, voluptuous bass,
lips pressed to skin
in a smooth soprano swing;
light dances on the letters
that spell the numbers
as they pass through
my mind
like strategically scattered
street lamps,
approaching and fading
in that frenzied way
they seem
when driving home
from places
you shouldn’t have been
and stayed in
way too late
my orchestra
is delightfully defiant,
refusing to listen
to the tap! tap! tap!
of my conductor’s baton;
instead crowding their heads
together,
they conspire to create
a collaboration
of my brain’s misfiring
and the resulting harmony
haunts me
it’s beauty mathematical
logical and yet ethereal,
it’s barely contained chaos,
and it’s formulations -
equations I don’t comprehend
yet feel as familiar as family,
float languidly
above my head,
breaking my heart once again
for what feels like
the millionth time
that I can’t share this
with you,
this Concerto Sensoriale
majestic in its presentation,
it’s beauty compels tears
to jump to their deaths
in the hollows
of my cheeks,
but I’m the only one
who will ever
know of my masterpiece,
played in the soft light
of a million stars
in a cold, clear sky -
keeping me
awake
Written by LunaGreyhawk
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